Raw-31.07.24

Redeemed me 

Dueling  daemons of isolation and futility 

I remember you then in that  dress that I loved best

loved you then

loved you now

no filters 

no pretence 

gifting me 

your truths

your pain

your ecstasy

distilled 

purified 

into your art 

into the  art of you

standing in front of me

starkers

resplendent 

ravishing

resonant

Raw: f a material or substance) in its natural state; not yet processed or purified 2)powerful and emotionally charged.

raw

                                                                 Raw-26.07.24

Straight outta my dreams

into your legs and essence

devouring  you raw

 Siren-26.07.24

Siren guides me

Singing lež so mnou hraj sa so mnou

Swimming through the storm (walking artillery)

Straight

to

Lovers’  rock

Love on the rocks?

Pink spiders do EXACTLY what you think they do

Funeral  mass of the soul

Secret rites of Heart soul

C Composed of love /pain(one in the same)

channel higher knowledge

in the realms of spirituality and mysticism

The secret lives  butterflies( messengers from the other side )

Public lives of birds(spies)

coffee and smoke

the blue bunny prophecy 

Talking clouds

Feral pussy

Every planet we reach is dead

still, I follow

Siren  : 1)seductively beautiful or charming woman, especially one who beguiles men: 2) mythical? human like beings with alluring voices

Siren

 NyQuil -25.07.24

got her message

underground

Tyranny of passion

lawless lust

Chaos of coupling

Love

Or

black tar

Rainy morning

Amy on the turntable

NyQuil: a common over-the-counter medication which treats the symptoms of the flu, the common cold 2) help’s then you’re junk sick

NyQuil 

 Beyond-22.07.24

Love you girl

I said to no there(I felt you smelled your human perfume)?

I think WE exist always

Just

Not

Here

a space

Beyond

Time

Beyond

Good and evil

Beyond

Body prisons bond

Misery of human

You were

Pure light slowed down

Poured into

Flesh sculpted

By God herself

beyond

Beyond :happening or continuing after (a specified time or event 2)on the other side of

 reflex-19.07.24

all my reflexes

hell's is   just 'round the corner

heaven so  distant

                                                                       reflex-19.07.24

all my reflexes

 

hell's is   just 'round the corner

 

heaven so  distant

 Done-20.07.24

f the phone doesn’t ring

it’s me

Fuck off

done

done

plastic surgery

can’t

Fix

What

afflicts you

So

Wishing you well

walking

Away

Not looking back

Removing meself

so

Mean you no harm

But

If the phone doesn’t ring

It’s me

 Coffee and mermaids-16.07.24

it’s very lonely

coffee shop mermaid sits down

red head flashes a  smile

  

Love me to death-12.07.24

The taste of your  kiss

Cyanide flavour lip gloss

                                                       Coffee and consideration-14.07.24

 

Have her all I have

 

She hate me obviously

 

Coffee  travel ache

 

 Bloom-16.07.24

I test the limits

Of

free refills

Of

Reality

Of

space and time

My thoughts turn

A wounded Angel

Half her soul(resplendent in its own beauty, and kindness)

She searches

ways to heal it

Angel

Yourself

Cast off this sadness

It's summer

Like

Your garden

You can

Bloom

And that heals

You

And those who love you

 Beast-07.07.24

On your birthday

Going to the places you loved

Our coffee shops, parks, art, the beach 

making something to fill the

empty

You know that critical space

you filled it  with love laughter smoke

Remembering you

without

beauty

Beast: an animal as opposed to a human

I am only

 a

beast

 Emotion sickness-03.07.24

Nauseous

Muse 

COLD(how are you alive? You’re barely on fire)

Siren song  (love on the rocks)

Silent

Shaman  pours me a potion( surrender to the ancient fungi, herbs, cactus flowers)

Conjuring the wild Gods and desolation Angels

levitating

torments of St. Anthony

Emotion sickness washing over me

Like a knife to 

The heart(scar tissue )

disconnected { later maybe next weekend}

above

milky way(holes in the box so we can breathe)

below

heaven/hell underground poppies and pink spiders

all apologies

Emotion sickness: a common and complex syndrome that occurs in response to either real or perceived emotion. 2)When contemplating the speed and rotation of muse  leaves you dizzy or light-headed. Thinking about how fast the muse is moving right now and above  Milky Way makes you dizzy and nauseous

emotion sickness

pink spider venom cure?