10.12.15-mind field

a new emotion

conversation 

before 

chemistry

souls

before 

seduction

Spirit’s

not

bodies

I met you on the 

mind fields

0912.15-kiss

this was our first kiss

I don’t taste him

our first conversation

your voice

not his

now never the same  woman

twice

not the woman I  loved

last night

a kiss

like China white

not just 

a

 kiss

09.12.15- favourite mistake

Your favourite mistake

500 miles

6 hours

white knuckles

white lines

we're  white hot

madness 

spontaneous combustion

sexual

nuclear fission

 accident

waiting to happen

beautiful

bedlam 

perfect

pandemonium

chaos 

connection

LOVE 

being

your 

favourite  mistake

07.12.15- heartbreak tango
music starts
we take our places
music commands
practised move from a passion play
the music hasn’t stopped
yet
you walk away
heart break tango

07.12.15-reputation

you have a reputation to protect 

I get it

I don’t  play

Well

in 

little towns

little minds

the ‘burbs

small visions

malls

closed minds

I’m a picture

Ugly rumour

Excess

A ravenous vampyre

Demonic acts

You can’t be seen

Embracing the darkness

That is me

Your reputation

06.12.15-written

How do I feel about 

YOU

you already know

I have written it

in 

blood

I have 

Written it

In

crayon

screamed in  a moment

of passion 

you hitting me 

like china white

a million small deaths crawling

across your face

whispered

in a tender moment

nibbling on your neck

holding you

I have written it 

On 

Your body 

graffiti 

on 

me soul

05.12.15-are you trying to make me cry

it can’t be

done

Apparitions’

Comfort

Me

Scars

And 

Black leather

Armour

Shield me

Fallen 

Angels

shelter

embrace

me

in  

darkness

embrace

me

darkness

then

run

to a false 

god

are you

trying to make me cry

take your

shot

05.12.15-assassin

stalking

weapon ready 

feel you

armed 

with the only thing that can kill 

a

vampyric demon 

  spin 

 fire late

crying out 

fallen angel’s

all too late

CUPID

 Is

ASSASSIN

05.12.15-assassin

stalking

weapon ready 

feel you

armed 

with the only thing that can kill 

a

vampyric demon 

I  spin 

I fire late

crying out 

fallen angel’s

all too late

CUPID

 Is

ASSASSIN

.04.12.15 some women

Some women 

haunt

some 

gone

some

a smile

some 

a scar

some

STD

some

PTSD

Still can’t 

live

without

some women

03.12.15-sometimes

sometimes I get so lonely 

I roamed all over the world

sometimes

I get close

but

I have never 

been  home

03.12.15-DAMAGED

Its walking through Berlin 03:00 in January cold 

here

I understand 

never real

Easy convenient

Not real

An easy out

I am DAMAGED

Your best by date

Had passed

I am   DAMAGED

Not a first choice

Now 

Not so convenient

Numb

Sleep walking

Always alone

After all 

I am DAMAGED

01.12.15-illusion

reality is

dreaming outloud

Creating 

romantic

Sensual

Worlds

APOCALYPSE

ESCAPE

neon lights

doubles

I know

Implants

Spray tan

Bleached hair

On 4 inch heels

REALITY

I’m stupid

I create

improbable

worlds

uninhabitable

APOCALYPTIC ROMANCES

DOOMED

REALITIES

ILLUSION 

HOLY

HOLY

Beautiful

LICENTIOUS

illusion 

WANTON

catching 

FIRE

01.12.15 stone cold

Kneeling on cold stone 

Hands clasped 

Head Pressed 

Cold iron 

Railing

Praying 

Crying

Black 

Dress

Veil

It's stone cold in here 

just like

He 

Was

30.11.15-seraph

some 

say 

she 

was

a warning

some

say

a

sign

some 

a 

prophecy

some 

say

from

heaven

some 

say

Berlin

I 

Think

A pale rose

Kissed by 

African sun

I was 

There

when

She sang

I couldn’t 

Understands

felt it from inside

The skies

Turned to

 Pollock’s 

Convergence

Picasso

Les demoiselles d'avignon

I was told

To

Mobilise

Desolation Angels

To initiate

ritual

spoons

Chalices

I was told

demons, and vampyres

riders 

of

apocalypse

I was told

that

you’re

salvation

I was told

You’re seraph

29.11.15-magic

you’ve forgotten

and it’s sad

your magic

a 

miraculous

mix 

many gifts

beauty

light

conceiving

old soul

fledgling incarnation

sensual friend

sultry lover

when 

a

callous despot

obscures

radiance

I see it

Your magic

28.11.15 -dive

Buried in the rain

I light a 

Gitane

Suaza

Straight

White powder on tan breast  

Numb

face

numb 

body

Soul

screams

she

Writhes 

Do you feel

Like we do

I don’t feel

28.11.15- suicide

suicide

I hear 

The shotgun

Smell 

Gunpowder

Taste 

Blood

Feel

Desperation 

feel

Loneliness

Anger

Without focus

Suicide 

Anger

 turned inward

Buried in the

Rain

Angry, sad

Forever ghost

Suicide always 

Haunts

27.11.13-desolation angels
How many times have I walked these
rainy
cold
dirty
streets
in this ancient
city
a few
fortnights
with
Valkyrie
before
vampyre
a wake  of desolation angels
junk sick
gorgeous
armed
guitars
drums
spikes
voices
anger
look closely
desolation angels
roam

26.11.15 dreams and angels

dreaming

walking

the 

grey 

concrete canyons

of 

Mitte

Me  angel close

Warm 

Her wings holding 

me

Breathing cartoon balloons

Stopping

Coffee

Cocktail

Snog

DREAM

Loving  

Out loud

Me

ANGEL

Is a 

DREAM