Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

06 January 2016

06.01.16- gone
came 
Mesmerized
By
your dance
hypnotised
By 
Your pussy
Gone
You’re  trying to break 
My heart
Trance 
Broken
Gone
Love
gone



04 January 2016

04.01.6 -lucky
looking 
through
a self-medicated haze
 you were smiling
whispering
you just 
got lucky
I was ravenous
you had been 
locked  away
and forgotten
too long 
run into
the night with me 
SCREAM,
DANCE
JUMP
in 
 bed
Love
You got lucky

02 January 2016

02.01.16 liar
Beautiful liar
Promiscuous promise
Sexy virus
My precious 
Whore
 I get it
I ‘m so flawed 
You manifest 
My touch to 
Alleviate loneliness
I ‘m contaminated
You want protection 
Angels bleed from touch
Strong
Deep
Underground
Sweet lies
 love you
my disease
my illness
I want your 
Deceptions
beautiful liar
I need your 
Degenerate 
devotion





01 January 2016

I am walking Iggy pup Bleu, and Linda  walks up on us  says “Hipster, I think I understand  Paula’s attraction .”
I thought we were cool, she’s cool,  but we just walk dogs together.”
Linda  continues, “You're the dangerous one in the boy band leather jacket, that used to be black long hair beard”
  I think we  need to start walking a different way

30.12.15- marks
you awoke 
vampyre
with
passion
beauty
a kiss
pulling 
me in
you
when
demon saw 
bruises
misery
marks
awoke
angry
ravenous
now 
you 
return
to a cruel
cold
master
take  the
marks
Scars
I have
take your
Marks
Leave
I’ll 
stay
Be underground
Even 
When 
It’s
Not raining

29 December 2015

29.12.15- benediction
don’t need 
benediction
free 
your mind
and come to me
sensual sacraments
await

27 December 2015

26.12.15 –darkness
you ran towards 
me
because
not in spite
 of 
me darkness
you recogonised it familiar
Perelesnyk?
Didko, Antypko, Antsybolot, Aridnyk?
to your
Vodyanoyor Vodnik
You awakened
me
 don’t ask 
me
how you ended up
in darkness
you’re
slaked
in
my darkness


27.12.15- mannequin
She was a mannequin
Men wanted
Her
Maybe 3 minutes
I had her
Love
For 6 minutes
Lust
1 minute
Awkward friendship
When my 
10 minutes 
ended
a memory 
of 
mannequin


26 December 2015

26.12.15-people talk
leaving
my love not enough
that's tough
your face
is haunting me
saying 
everything’s fine
wish that
Voice 
Would die 
sad
 sheets still smell of you
thought I found Jesus
in your gash
people talk


Today I was walking Iggy Bleu, and we run into a woman walking an older golden. I recognise the dog, so we walk past. Dogs sniff I pet him.  I am starting to walk off.
The woman says,  “You must be the hipster, that walks with my partner Paula.”
“Paula and I walk sometimes, I am Zonker you are? when did I become a hipster.” I answer.
“I am Linda and you have a beard, blues T, chucks, you have a pit, vintage shades and no doubt your iPod is playing  an obscure band., you’re a hipster. I am dying of laughter. Linda walks with us and decides, that Paula is safe around me. I resist pointing  out we have tonnes in common , although her hair  is shorter, than mine.
I may have to rethink my fashion descions

24 December 2015

24.12.15 sensual enigma
oi Cleo
hello Mata Hari
cheers’ Venus 
 hey Whore of Babylon
hi Virgin 
Baby's got something 
it's understood 
dancing like Salome 
On
3 tabs of E
feminine mysteries
sensual enigma

23 December 2015

17.12.15-blood simple
crossed
me
underestimated
Skills’ savvy
your error
I am OWED
In the 
cross hairs’ 
Twisting 
cold wind
TREASON
BETRAYL
deja vu
I
Could blow it all up
With
a
word
watch
you crash
and burn
WALK
underground
it’s
blood simple






21 December 2015

21.12.15-done
the last illusion 
of Vampyric demon
who lost all illusions
pursued
me
seduced
me
sprite 
underground
marching 
across
the garden
of sin
to
rendezvous
with
the
demon
who do you crave
who do you desire
who do you adore
when you
come undone
I am done

21.12.15- let’s get lost
let’s get lost
a
place 
no one knows us
we  know 
no 
one
let’s 
act out 
our  darkest
fantasies
let’s
get lost
let’s 
find
us



19 December 2015

because you can't be arsed
19.12.15-rain
stopped raining
you
don’t need
a vampyre
any more
it stop raining
those
sunny types 
hoping
for 
your panties
will do
nicely 
underground 
ought 
Never
Leave
Call me
When it
rains

17 December 2015

23. feeling this today

23.10.15 poisoned
he poisoned 
the black swan
without 
her
a demon
cannot  find
the land
east of the sun, 
west of the moon
he poisoned her
because 
he is 
malevolent
poisoned her
because 
he could not 
possess her
body and soul
he poisoned her
because he could not control  
how high and beautifully she flew

he poisoned her
and
roused the demon
he poisoned her
taking 
dark spectre’s light
he poisoned her
he sealed his fate
Demons don't forget
Demons' don't forgive
expect
me


 feeling this today

23.10.15 poisoned
he poisoned 
the black swan
without 
her
a demon
cannot  find
the land
east of the sun, 
west of the moon
he poisoned her
because 
he is 
malevolent
poisoned her
because 
he could not 
possess her
body and soul
he poisoned her
because he could not control  
how high and beautifully she flew

he poisoned her
and
roused the demon
he poisoned her
taking 
dark spectre’s light
he poisoned her
he sealed his fate
Demons don't forget
Demons' don't forgive
expect
me

14 December 2015

14.12.15-live by the gun 
live by the gun
a premonition
she buys’ 
a veil
black dress
it was
always going to end this way
one in the chamber
hard to remember
 when it wasn’t part him
she  lays roses
in the mausoleum
shelives llike she dreams
alone
he lived by the gu

12 December 2015

12.12.15 dirty and messy
come to me
don’t 
shower or change
I
 want you 
paint
spices
wild
hair
madness
in
your eyes
LOVE 
isn’t 
tidy
LOVE
isn’t
sanitised
for your protection
LOVE 
Is 
dirty and messy

11 December 2015

11.12.15-cancer
Vampyric demon
In your bed
need me
want me
Angel 
I’ll take care of this
boot dagger
double edged Blade Length: 6-7/8"
sheffield  steel
I am a Surgeon
black leather scrubs
cancer gone