a text from Marilynn Monroe-27.02.21
-Starwood?
Madame Wong’s?
catching me eye
whirl wind: almost-vertical column of wind that moves rapidly 2) how god calls you if his iPhone has bricked
Whirl wind of blonde hair, sexy
basically, on fire
hard to miss
easy to lose
then
a text
Marilyn Monroe: Norma Jeane Mortenson 2) blonde archetype
Marilyn Monroe
how to disappear completely-26.02.21
love letter
yellowing like a fresh black eye
don’t try
don’t work
don’t force
don’t fake it
quit now
if it is
then
if isn’t
there already
it never existed
only when it
comes
from
within
not
outside
can
it
immerse you
overcome you
pull you under
until you
are
who
you were
before they told you who to be
Disappear: lecease to be visible 2) to go away or become lost
disappear
Happy Ladings-24.02.21
radar contact
Radar Contact: Air Traffic Control see you on my radar, I'll keep an eye on you
redemption
usually at
Tony
Tony
Lima
flying under radar
coming in hot
cleared for landing
Runway foamy: runways at airports being covered in foam to reduce friction
runway foamy
Air traffic control
She loves me
Happy Landings
slamming romance-22.02.21
waking
to
bright morning light
streaming through window
she walks softly sound
water and low singing
I stumble to wards the
song
watch
a moment
that beingI’m still
Discovering: gain sight or knowledge of (something previously unseen or unknown 2) a new experience
discovering
hand reaches out
pulling
me in
care
kisses
redemption
Slamming Romance
let it happen-19.02.21
come inside
to eye of your heart
might find
a better place
to sleep
starting
revolution
frommy bed
all the
things
that have been
fades away
rebel angel
can wait
it’s too
she knows
take me
to your place
that no one knows
please
don’t
it’s cool
don’t look away
from vacuum of me gaze
let it go
me
you
Happen: take place; occur. 2) used to emphasize someone's wrongdoings or to point out a ridiculous event .3) chemical reactions.
let it happen
Prometheus-18.02.21
winter so bleak
frozen
grey on grey
descending
underground
far away
from
yellow brick road
pink spiders
Mermaids
Prometheus is a culture hero and trickster figure who created of humanity from clay, and who defies the gods by stealing fire and giving it to humans
punk Prometheus ripped jeans black leather
eagle ODs
surfacing
searching for the sacred flame
I have seen it
I will have it
deadbeat poet -12.02.21
indifferent queen
celebrated
adored
whist
I am
Beat: a main accent or rhythmic unit in music or poetry 2) American social and literary movement 3) overcome 4) strike violently 5) tired
beat
looking for
joy
looking for
Love
looking for
a bliss fix
looking for
redemption in dirty streets
looking for
redemption in dirty sheets
a dead-beat poet
t:a lazy or socially undesirable person
a deadbeat poet?
us-09.02.21
flying
past evil
past good
past
time
past
space
past
knowing
Temporal anomaly: disruption in the spacetime continuum 2)) created by the rite-candles, communion hitting the spot in the Centre of me brain exploding conscious betwixt world’s
temporal anomaly
brings me to you
we dance
time means nothing
are existential tango
no
beginning
no
end
nothing else
exists
just us
heartbreak lighthouse-29.01.21
Lighthouse: a structure (such as a tower) with a powerful light that gives a continuous or intermittent signal to guide ships and mermaids
where I live
above the rocks
I was called by sirens
Siren: women or winged creatures whose singing lured unwary sailors and demons on to rocks.
who swam from the Soca
to this the last
evidence
of
Atlantis
of
love
I wait the mermaid
I will break her heart
Again
Like waves crashing
again
until it opens
Mermaid
Let’s me in
eyes turned toward heaven-23.01.21
Fast: something that reflects light) shine in a bright but brief, sudden, or intermittent way. 2) revelation
FLASH
saw you
Really saw you
pale blue eyes
turned towards heaven
the last time
saw you
pale blue skin
eyes towards
Heaven: place regarded in various religions as the abode of God (or the gods) and the angels, and of the good after death2) wherever you are
Heaven
10,000 Kisses in-19.01.21
ome to me and I’ll set you free -
we’re already
10,000 kisses in
don’t want
hold you back
want
to hold you
your passion, youth and talent
Speedball:Injected mix of heroin & cocaine a speedball
A speedball
hitting centre of me heart.
I go the places we shared
hoping you’ll walk in to the vacuum of my stare
backdown?
one way
to love
one way to
fight
to the
DEATH
do I feed on your
BEAUTY
YOUTH
your kiss breathed life
into
the place
me soul once was
10,000 kisses IN
not looking for an OUT
I am 10,000 Kisses
IN
MLK day-18.01.21
woke up loaded my gun
love was gone
no one warned
I am the chosen one
to shine
EXPLODE
burn bright
in my
sights
can’t
RUN
can’t
HIDE
judgement day
TODAY
pistol unloads easy
come
like the
Holy Ghost: Holy Ghost "proceedeth from the Father and the Son".
hit you
like the4 holy Holy Ghost
3 in the face
pray for grace
doctored bullets
ready for a fight
hoping
for peace
on
MLK day
Now-o7.01.21
she talks
reward in the sky
if we die
Now: under the present circumstances as a result of something that has recently happened. 2) all we have
all is now
rivers to cross
get over
Desolation: Desolation: state of complete emptiness or destruction
calling the desolation Angels
texting my man
skinny girl
Wants
Answers?
passion?
Release?
love?
to own?
be owned?
tomorrow?
now is fine
in her eyes-02.01.21
something
your aspect
something
your touch
something
your art
something
I have always known
your feral vibe
lavicous
lips
I must still be alive
blood goes in the need
3cc’s of truth
I
have
always
known
who
you are
what
you are
it was in your eyes
connexon: a relationship in which a person, thing, or idea is linked or associated with something else 2) finding another part of self.
Connexon
In her eyes
Beyond reach-31.12.20
western sky
Constellation of the Cowgirl mermaid
She dances on the sands of the Milky Way
myth
a jealous god threw her high in the sky
out of reach
of poets
artist
who sought
her
seduce her
Je ne sais quoi: a quality that cannot be described or named easily 2) muse
je ne sais quoi
commit to paper, canvas, soul
she dances on the sands of the skies
poets watch from underground
stars
beyond reach
Seeing other people-14.12..20
crossfire at the cathedral
old idols tumble
Kinetic: a certain place or area is violent.
Kinetic energy
forever? down underground
always same
death and glory
birth and death
betwixt
absurdity
same candles incense
holy holy
blood communion
rituals
the stigmata of my disease
you’re sex
your sex
it’s/You’re
on fire
me
never live in the future
never live in the past
no eternal reward will forgive you
for wasting NOW
I am seeing
who cares
I am seeing
who my friends are
I am seeing
Visions:; Visions are understood to be the product of God's self-communication.
visions
I am seeing
the feint within the feint
I’m seeing
art
Line of Fire: the expected path of gunfire or a missile
I am seeing
lines of fire.
I am seeing
saints
Sisters of Mercy: a programme for instructing and training poor girls, distributing food and clothing to the needy, and performing other works of mercy. 2) a band
Sisters of Mercy
care for me
don’t worry about me
I am seeing
other people
t’s you-08.12.20
It’s not me
Psychosis: mental disorder in which thought, and emotions are so impaired that contact is lost with external reality
It’s your psychosis
It’s not me
Paranoia involves intense anxious or fearful feelings and thoughts often related to persecution, threat, or conspiracy
It’s your paranoia
It’s not me
Insecurity: uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence 2) needing constant external reassurance
it’s your insecurity
It’s not me
Depression: a persistent feeling of sadness and loss of interest.
It’s your depression
It’s not me
It’s you
