vealpen Z

Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

19 November 2024

 Fragment-19.11.24

sending a love letter

by roman candle

exploding across the night sky 

Read it

Whilst 

everyone goes awe


 • Paper airplane-19. 11.24

a paper airplane


Manifesto written on


Hoping you find it


18 November 2024

 Satyr-17.11.24

Siren’s song

Changed 

sad

Not sure 

Whoever she’s swimming  with

Is worthy

Satyr listening 

traded

L119A2

for 

wine skin 

 books

art

Call out 

Confused hurt song answers

Satyr 

Her love would 

Be better than 

wine

on  shore

wine is all there is

Satyr : f lustful, drunken wild gods fond of Dionysian revelry a man with a goat's ears, tail, legs.

satyr



 Dream in a dreaming-17.11.24

All she ever was 

me dreaming

she felt just like  a dream

 

lost

No way home 

Revelation

NIN & Amy

On turntable 

crash

after we smash

perchance 

to 

Dream: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep. 2) the thing life wants to crush 3) a vision on long legs

dream

12 November 2024

 Rock-11.11.24

you’re my rock-raspy voice

Seriously?

I feel hollow 

propping  you up 

Is all that keeps me up  

 just empty

But what 

I have is yours

don’t owe us

A thing

you get us stoned

Rock: stone · 2. a piece of crack cocaine  3. )AKA "rock'n 'roll".  · 4.)to be cool.  5)you feel that you can depend on them and that they will always support you. : 

Morphing into rock

11 November 2024

                                                               trident-11.11.24

raise your trident high

mermaid army is ready

support of sisters

08 November 2024

 Love vandals-8.11.24

 fragments 

rode in a pink flamingo

Tiger green eyes glowing 

From a fire within 

A break from

High cost of living theatre

ä Break from the reign of 

 ordinary

Destroying reality

Destroying space 

Destroying time 

To swim in 

the clear light

Vandal: a person who deliberately destroys or damages public or private property 2)Germanic people that ravaged Gaul, Spain, and North Africa in the 4th–5th centuries and sacked Rome in AD 455.

Love vandals


04 November 2024

 Friends-04.11.24

I feel us changing

this  evolution of us

from lover to friend

03 November 2024

 Dia de los Muertos-02.11.24 03:00

medicine

Aways brings closer(an elixir wrought by shamans and outlaws

Give my love

To the angel of death(never  takes me)

The veil

betwixt living and dead

fiction

Give us your hand

 no words  

needed

Angel of Death was our favourite lover

But today 

Punk Orpheus and Eurydice

All Soul’s Day: Catholic holiday when the living remember our beloved deceased family and friend AKA Dia de los Muertos

redemption and resurrection


Dia de los Muertos