vealpen Z

Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

04 November 2024

 Friends-04.11.24

I feel us changing

this  evolution of us

from lover to friend

03 November 2024

 Dia de los Muertos-02.11.24 03:00

medicine

Aways brings closer(an elixir wrought by shamans and outlaws

Give my love

To the angel of death(never  takes me)

The veil

betwixt living and dead

fiction

Give us your hand

 no words  

needed

Angel of Death was our favourite lover

But today 

Punk Orpheus and Eurydice

All Soul’s Day: Catholic holiday when the living remember our beloved deceased family and friend AKA Dia de los Muertos

redemption and resurrection


Dia de los Muertos


02 November 2024

 All souls day-24

where the hell  were you

 

 when I fell from grace last time

 

just lost in that  space

29 October 2024

 tired of loving blues-29.06.19

revolving doors

spinning me out

taking me nowhere

too cold here

tired of loving blues

just a sacred cow  chewing poppies

demons run hot 

Angel went cold

Angel 

gone 

tired of loving blues

too dark?

too hot?

tired of loving blues

strange vibe 

Crow watches over me

crow symbol signifies wisdom. A symbol of life magic and mysteries.

tired of loving blues

 message

stay sexy don’t die

 safeties off 

one in the chamber

tired of loving blues

arm full  of medicine

head full of menace

tired of loving blues


28 October 2024

 • use-28.10.24

she's my  heroine


she's my heroin fix too


simply put  my muse


24 October 2024

 Magic 8 ball-24.10.24

Princess Turandot

Riddles

And

Ice

Magic 8 ball

Will  princess Turandot

Surrender

To the tyranny of lust?

The Magic 8 Ball is a plastic sphere, made to look like an oversized eight ball , that is used for fortune-telling or seeking advice

Reply hazy

Magic 8 Ball is all knowing


 just empty-23.10.24

03:00 wake in sweat

reaching  for me pistol 

This is not my survival alarm

I realise

 call last year this time and day

You had left the building

first love

first face I saw

still miss you

kiss the blue saint for me.

it’s been a year I have no words

just empty place

Empty ;containing nothing; not filled or occupied.

just empty


19 October 2024

 saytr-23.10,24

I wake up I am not at peace

Nothing but alone

Singing a hymn to Aphrodite

nymph gone with the night

Dionysus commands

In Greek mythology, the half-man, half-goat were nature spirits connected to the gods Dionysus and Pan

Satyr

waits  

wine skin

at beach

satyr