silence 13.11.25
sweet screaming
breaking the silence
silence like the vacuum of space
cold and empty
bringing warmth
Silence :1)complete absence of sound 2)supress or prevent the expression
breaking the silence
Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress
value-22.09.20
no
mirror
just close your eyes
feel your
POWER
feel your
BEAUTY
feel your
SOUL
from depth of underground
where poppies are the only light
art the only love
I see you shining
you could never stay
here
it’s dark
the judgements
like my shots
final
you’re too good
for us
for one
day
for one
night
I would
give
all I have
the
theatre of pain
smiling like a field of mannequins
in reality chambering round
in defence from reality
I know what
you don’t
Value: he importance, worth, or usefulness of something or someone
Your value
Memories and scars-8 12.35
Sipping my methadone
Under a brutally bright sun
Back against a wall
Habits reflexes die hard
You people
Never been in a fire fight
Flashes in the night
Smell of gunpowder hanging heavy in the night air
Taste of blood bullets find
Me again and again
Memories included with scar’s ( pay only shipping)
Eulogy for Jim Carroll & Charles Bukowski-15.11.25
Pink spider slides
Out of her T and cutoffs
her back resplendent
A mermaid tattoo the length of her spine you like Papi?
Took months
Magic is this night
Sainte Sirène
Must love me (sensual saint swimming in this poem)
Angels sing
As foretold
By artists, poets & prophets (literally same thing)
spells-5.11.25
Pink spider Casting spells
Fog
Maybe salvation doesn’t come in white robes
But
LBD and stilettos’
Last night’s potions
The rituals of lust
have faded
angry glaring at me casting evil spells
Envious of my crown of thorns and scars
This shot hits
I step into a dream
Cutting through fog
Blocking spells
I go betwixt this world the next Andromeda
Swimming in absurdity
Spells letters that form (a word) in correct sequence. 2)words, actions, or symbols used to invoke supernatural forces, spells
spells-5.11.25
Pink spider Casting spells
Fog
Maybe salvation doesn’t come in white robes
But
LBD and stilettos’
Last night’s potions
The rituals of lust
have faded
angry glaring at me casting evil spells
Envious of my crown of thorns and scars
This shot hits
I step into a dream
Cutting through fog
Blocking spells
I go betwixt this world the next Andromeda
Swimming in absurdity
Spells letters that form (a word) in correct sequence. 2)words, actions, or symbols used to invoke supernatural forces, spells
Melancholy lover-25.10.25
Humiliation in darkness and seclusion you stagger home into your bedroom
Practised smile
Hides
As
Much as it
Reveals
Join the prophet of absurdity
Your own personal demon
The C Suite is a prison
I’ll guide through this hell
Smells
of
Chanel Comette and smoke
you don’t have love me, lover
let me hold
you
we can talk it out
it will be alright
I’ll fight the monkey with you
Beauty and success
expensive thing
Pressure creates
diamonds and pain
perfection the enemy
I adore your flaws (every perfect thing the monotonous)
I cherish your tears (human is beautiful)
Melancholy lover
Refugee-22.10.25
that song comes on
Teleports me
She’s
undulating to music
Lost and found at once
Wet from shower
Shining like a human neon
singing
A siren song of beauty
Passion
Refuge
in
In an embrace
From
savage
Brutal
Place
Refugee: forced to leave their country in order to escape war, persecution, savage and brutal reality of pain and heartbreak
refugee
Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress