Thirsty-29.12.24

I make you thirsty,

daddy you  got me thirsty

we can play tonight

 Blissed out 28.12.24

riding  a white   horse

into the stars and beyond

swimming in my bliss

 Ice-27.12.24

you can't touch me here

you can't break through the ice wall

 day in paradise

 My kind boxing day.24

Lunatic androids

Run rampant

Thunder lightening 

Walking a cemetery in the rain

Writings that will never too be read

Muse started playing

different music 

Thought you

Were my kind

Staggering 

Underground

light a candle

heats

Sacred medicine(t

traveling 

centre 

mind

soul

Andromeda

Maybe 

Find 

Kind: 1)good or benevolent nature 2)a certain type of person

My kind

 Heard-25.12.

Muse can’t hear me now

playing different music

Staring at the sea

 ophecy-28.11..24

• knew you were coming

• The Blue bunny prophecies 

• Our Passion  foretold

 serenity-03.12.24

Sainte Sirène calling you

meet us  at five fifteen there

coffee music art

 kaleidoscopic lovers-007.12.24

Kaleidoscope images explode

who

she was?

Who

she is?

risqué

stunner

hallucinogenic

ravenous

Not bound

by

Time

by

Space

by

“reality”

Seen  this galaxy

On to the next

kaleidoscope: a changing and enjoyable mixture or pattern 2)  lovers having a marked tendency to change

kaleidoscopic lovers

 

Aaman-later

Recognised

You

When

Pinks spider

Rocked me

It was you

In the souk Algiers

Alphabet City

Dschungel

Vortex

CBGB

you send them

The edge of my radar

Laughing

catch the scent

inhaling deeply

Lost in the moment

Perfecting my affliction

My brother

Aaman

Aemon in demonology, is a Grand Marquis of Hell who governs 40 infernal legions, The 7th spirit Goetia. His favourite way torment humans, causing them to fall in love.

 good for your art -18.09.18-later

not good for your

health

I come with a Surgeon General Warning

not good for your

future(as if )

Your favourite mistake

Her favourite

Mistake

Everyone’s favourite mistake

Good for your

art

 30.01.16-spirit

too early

Medicating

perdu et c’est pour ça que je suis en retard 

me words come out 

wrong 

you evaporate

I know you

Algiers the souk

London 

China White

By the central bar

Bangkok 

MBK  mall

This morning 

A moment

You exist

In

spirit 

pure 

 spirit

 relapse: break up with someone, only to have sex  2)person who's trying to stop using drugs  start using again.

I didn’t plan

this

didn’t want

this

thought I kicked

this

sobriety chips:  a token to commemorating time spent sober

sobriety chips

trashed

surrounded by death

murder hornets

Nazi’s

Plague

sanctuary

endorphins

my pink fix

I can start again  tomorrow

loving

relapse18.12.24

 Carry 21.12.24

It’s all  right

Not

White knight

We can fight

For you,  love

You’re just a wisp

Light as a feather

You’re so light and airy

I know scary

If it’s  heavy

Carry : 1) support and move (someone or something) from one place to another. 2) to have weapon

I can  carry you

 Dream in a dreaming-17.11.24

All she ever was 

me dreaming

she felt just like  a dream

lost

No way home 

Revelation

NIN & Amy 

On turntable 

crash

after we smash

perchance 

to 

Dream: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep. 2) the thing life wants to crush 3) a vision on long legs

dream

 Psyhchomancy-26.11.24

• psychomancy us

• you starkers on kitchen floor

• union of  our souls

 ·      escape-24.11.24

·      yes, I know you say

·      antichrist in stilettos

·      escape plan coffee

 ·      escape-24.11.24

·      yes, I know you say

·      antichrist in stilettos

·      escape plan coffee

 Fragment-19.11.24

sending a love letter

by roman candle

exploding across the night sky 

Read it

Whilst 

everyone goes awe

 • Paper airplane-19. 11.24

• a paper airplane

• Manifesto written on

• Hoping you find it

 Satyr-17.11.24

Siren’s song

Changed 

sad

Not sure 

Whoever she’s swimming  with

Is worthy

Satyr listening 

traded

L119A2

for 

wine skin 

 books

art

Call out 

Confused hurt song answers

Satyr 

Her love would 

Be better than 

wine

on  shore

wine is all there is

Satyr : f lustful, drunken wild gods fond of Dionysian revelry a man with a goat's ears, tail, legs.

satyr

 Dream in a dreaming-17.11.24

All she ever was 

me dreaming

she felt just like  a dream

 

lost

No way home 

Revelation

NIN & Amy

On turntable 

crash

after we smash

perchance 

to 

Dream: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep. 2) the thing life wants to crush 3) a vision on long legs

dream

 Rock-11.11.24

you’re my rock-raspy voice

Seriously?

I feel hollow 

propping  you up 

Is all that keeps me up  

 just empty

But what 

I have is yours

don’t owe us

A thing

you get us stoned

Rock: stone · 2. a piece of crack cocaine  3. )AKA "rock'n 'roll".  · 4.)to be cool.  5)you feel that you can depend on them and that they will always support you. : 

Morphing into rock

                                                               trident-11.11.24

raise your trident high

mermaid army is ready

support of sisters

 Love vandals-8.11.24

 fragments 

rode in a pink flamingo

Tiger green eyes glowing 

From a fire within 

A break from

High cost of living theatre

ä Break from the reign of 

 ordinary

Destroying reality

Destroying space 

Destroying time 

To swim in 

the clear light

Vandal: a person who deliberately destroys or damages public or private property 2)Germanic people that ravaged Gaul, Spain, and North Africa in the 4th–5th centuries and sacked Rome in AD 455.

Love vandals

 Friends-04.11.24

I feel us changing

this  evolution of us

from lover to friend

 Dia de los Muertos-02.11.24 03:00

medicine

Aways brings closer(an elixir wrought by shamans and outlaws

Give my love

To the angel of death(never  takes me)

The veil

betwixt living and dead

fiction

Give us your hand

 no words  

needed

Angel of Death was our favourite lover

But today 

Punk Orpheus and Eurydice

All Soul’s Day: Catholic holiday when the living remember our beloved deceased family and friend AKA Dia de los Muertos

redemption and resurrection

Dia de los Muertos

 All souls day-24

where the hell  were you

 

 when I fell from grace last time

 

just lost in that  space

 tired of loving blues-29.06.19

revolving doors

spinning me out

taking me nowhere

too cold here

tired of loving blues

just a sacred cow  chewing poppies

demons run hot 

Angel went cold

Angel 

gone 

tired of loving blues

too dark?

too hot?

tired of loving blues

strange vibe 

Crow watches over me

crow symbol signifies wisdom. A symbol of life magic and mysteries.

tired of loving blues

 message

stay sexy don’t die

 safeties off 

one in the chamber

tired of loving blues

arm full  of medicine

head full of menace

tired of loving blues

 • use-28.10.24

• she's my  heroine

• she's my heroin fix too

• simply put  my muse

 Magic 8 ball-24.10.24

Princess Turandot

Riddles

And

Ice

Magic 8 ball

Will  princess Turandot

Surrender

To the tyranny of lust?

The Magic 8 Ball is a plastic sphere, made to look like an oversized eight ball , that is used for fortune-telling or seeking advice

Reply hazy

Magic 8 Ball is all knowing

 just empty-23.10.24

03:00 wake in sweat

reaching  for me pistol 

This is not my survival alarm

I realise

 call last year this time and day

You had left the building

first love

first face I saw

still miss you

kiss the blue saint for me.

it’s been a year I have no words

just empty place

Empty ;containing nothing; not filled or occupied.

just empty

 saytr-23.10,24

I wake up I am not at peace

Nothing but alone

Singing a hymn to Aphrodite

nymph gone with the night

Dionysus commands

In Greek mythology, the half-man, half-goat were nature spirits connected to the gods Dionysus and Pan

Satyr

waits  

wine skin

at beach

satyr

 contemplating-18.10.24

contemplating 

muse 

improbity of existence 

mysteries of her landing strip

we communicate in dreams

blue bunny calling me

But double moon and we need to play

hot mess 

Blows up

iPhone

aeries full moon she  says

passion

intense

contemplating  

being nothingness and the fine art of seduction

sacred journeys

to another  level of consciousness 

Contemplation, which is when you focus intently on a question, idea, religious concept or muse

Muse contemplates the complications of a lover

Contemplating 

Psychomancy

Absurdity

Union of souls

 Magic and muse-13.10.24

musing on mermaids

meditations on magic

wishing  an angel

 levitating-11.10.24

love is angel

wrapped in fire

wrapped in the desire

holding us tight

until

light

Angel

Commands

feed the hunger

that has left us ravenous

That is  fire

that keeps

us

alive

that has 

us 

Levitating: to rise or float in the air, defying gravity 2) rise above

levitating

skating 

on the milky way

levitating

beyond

 Carousel horses-09.10.24

U up?

When did we become

Carousel horses

Go round and round 

without

Reaching the end

Racing the same creatures

We need an escape 

Can’t be 

Carrousel horse

Poseidon

Waves his trident 

we emerge from the surf 

Running free

Carousel : galloper, roundabout is a large, circular machine with seats, often in the shape of horses. People  sit and go around and around

Carousel horses

 never again

 Coffee date

“Of course, I care, but are we a thing?” I recall one date.

“We are intimate” she answers in a low tone as if through clenched teeth.

” I just didn’t realize you thought of me that way, I am chuffed” I answer.

“I mean calls, that are long conversations of as you say, cabbages, and Kings. The other things weree nice too.” Tyler Now smiling coquettishly.

I take the coffee and a cup of drip with an espresso shot. From her hands. I turn towards the table where Jana waits.

Over my shoulder, I say, “Smoke break gorilla glue.” My phone vibes. And I don’t have to look at it yes.

“After a short conversation, Jan is off to her next stop. She shows me her calendar. I went over my allotted unit. I walk her to her car. We make plans for a trip to the museum, but that will not happen. That will never happen, no heat, no flames.  I cross back to the coffee shop.  

Tyler greets me” If you were fucking with me about the about the gorilla glue!

“Never my love” I answer stepping into a warm Hug. 

“You smell amazing “I whisper nibbling her ear lobe.

“Right coffee and sweat, does she smell of dryer sheets & Clinique?” Tyler said cologne? Tyler said.  “She looks like Bridge and Tunnel squeezing in a quickie, with punk Bukowski between breakfast and yoga, then back to Mr sensible.”

“I am not aware of her schedule I answer still laughing. “Anyway, just a coffee date, it won’t repeat, No chemistry, no point.

“You know that in 10 minutes? 

“Aye, I knew the minute our eyes met.

I knew when she ordered no make-up, checking her phone constantly. On Saturday morning. I am guessing you were worked in, and Dude you’re all or nothing. Remember our first date? Tyler says smiling. ‘Followed by our first breakfast.”  One minute we’re hanging out at an art show, next playing. Getting to know you.

“I remember Your flatmate asking if I was your uncle?” I answer laughing.

“She was mensing then, we went swimming., and you answered she must have a very close family,” Tyler said laughing.

“Would you fancy, a coffee date? “I ask.

“Poolside, my place? Tyler answers.v

“Sounds brilliant” answer 

 Cemetery-06.10.24

driving past the cemetery

the one

where we 

Made love

On a lost afternoon 

Just before we lost each other

only find each other

Different times

Different places

And in the 

Cemetery: a tract of land used for burials 2( Something that people are dying to get into

cemetery

 love vandals-24.09.24

dream? fragments 

Tiger green eyes glowing 

From a fire within 

A break from

Hhgh cost of living theatre

ä break From the regime of 

 0rdinary

Destroying reality

Destroying space 

Destroying time 

to swim in 

the clear light

Vandal: a person who damages public or private property 2)Germanic people that sacked Rome in AD 455.

Love vandals

 baked-23.09.24

she pinged you?

My slag tag as   you say 

type 

She will smell 

US

Musky  smoke

Sheets 

Hearts 

Catch a fire in the night

survival alarm my body goes tense 

wrapped in  arms.

After the fire

Waking 

Baked :cooked in an oven. 2)under the influence of a drug(or lover)

baked

 Lunar eclipse-17.09.24

demon is underground(not sanitised  for your protection)

one in the chamber safeties off ( too long on the hustle)

Playing strange games with pink spiders(sweet venom )

Daisy chains and kaleidoscopes 

exploding colours

And if Muse 

can’t feel your art 

You can  swim in the Danube( drowning in pigment and passion) 

Loose exile

Upside down

Again

down

Again 

coming up for air when your blue

their poisons fuel me 

immune

 to

the lead and steel 

they

try

they can’t kill the

demon

 watching the lunar eclipse 

Lunar Eclipse: A partial lunar eclipse arrives. During the eclipse, you’ll notice a dark shading on a small fraction of the Moon. 

Loving the dark side of the moon 

 Transformation-13.07.24

the pool

She stretches languidly

Walks to the edges and jumps

The transformation

so at home in the water.

Watch as she moves in the water

Gracefully, sensually

She comes out 

She takes my hand

We kiss heartrt beating under my palm

feel like out past the wire/home

Transformation complete

 Lit101-13.09.24

Language of lovers

secret alphabets whispered

lovers lit class felt

 Promise-03.09.24

dancing by the pool (post moderne  fertility rites)

Black bikini, pale blonde

Long legs

Hips undulating

Underneath a starry desert sky

the devil hears

When you move like that

Promises made 

Waking to sounds of shower

Promise: a vow that one will do or refrain from doing something specified 2) hope 3) things lovers say in the dark

Promise

 orgia O’Keefe musem-03.09.24

beauty the

root addiction

Skag

Whiskey

cyanide

weak

distillations

of you

Heaven so close

You’re so far

Staggering

into

Georgia O’Keefe museum( she-sweetest shade whispers we made it)

Navigation sends me past

Bistro

to

our Lady of Guadalupe(feeling Mumsy)

how can I be

so close to Heaven

so far

from you?

 Existential lovers-.09.09.24

dance with me on the next  existential plane

located just past

 JADES-GS-z14-0

and where we stand

we can

go 

last year

or 

in 7 years from today 

surfing tubular , Andromeda 

roller skate on the rings of Jupitar

go down the rabbit hole 

come out in the 5th  dimension

share transpersonal unconscious,

we will find a new way to be

Existential lovers

Defining 

Being

Defining pleasure

Because we exist beyond

Space and time

beyond precepts

of   good and evil

Existential: "Existence precedes essence-Sartre

 A long time ago in a different country

Voyeur-1.09.24

Exhaling  smoke slowly

The equation in your head calculating

wind speed  from smoke

adjust sites 

squeeze trigger slowly as you exhale

The bullet will hit before the sound.

Empire down but not out

Ours not to reason

 the 

Voyeur

Voyeur: A person who derives sexual gratification from observing the naked bodies or sexual acts of other 2) talking pleasures in suffering of others 3) spy

 colours-28.08.24

mandarin coloured  sun

tangerine coloured clouds

of sunrise

And the

woman  with honey coloured hair 

Drives towards the glow and the concrete canyon 

black colour coffee and dog

blue coloured morning

Colour :the property possessed by an object of producing different sensations on the eye as a result of the way the object reflects or emits light.   2)light dancing with your eyes

 Kerouac-01.09.24

St Jeanne  d’Arc church lawn

looking for Jack Kerouac

must be on the road

 Memory-03.09.24

big skies, starry night 

call her by your name 

cowgirl( bucking bronco)

Staring at the stars they are so bright out here

Venus shining so brightly

the scar on

Your inner thigh 

Compliments 

the one on my throat

A starry night so long ago

Not that the kid

used to be

the power to retain and recall information and past experiences 2) stories you tell yourself at 03:00

memory

                                                              Sound-02.06.24

beautiful  music

it’s not playing so  you say

wow how sad for you

 Model-07.09.24

sexy  and  beauty

genetic absurdity 

a gift every time

Doors-31.08.24

Horse emerges from artic waters

10 cc’s 

This should  change 

Colours and music

You can’t hear 

This music which is a concert 

By celestial bodies 

One above

And

One below(Angel  sleeping next to me)

Clinging to me (faraway in dreams)

Eyes closed darting under lids 

Night terrors?

 Reading  Aldous Huxley 

British library Hong Kong branch

Kicking open

Doors of perception

 Doors-31.08.24

Horse emerges from artic waters

10 cc’s 

This should  change 

Colours and music

You can’t hear 

This music which is a concert 

By celestial bodies 

One above

And

One below(Angel  sleeping next to me)

Clinging to me (faraway in dreams)

Eyes closed darting under lids 

Night terrors?

 Reading  Aldous Huxley 

British library Hong Kong branch

Kicking open

Doors of perception

 eorgia O’Keefe  musem-03.09.24

beauty the

root addiction 

Skag

Whiskey

cyanide

weak

 distillations 

of you

Heaven so close

You’re so far

Staggering

 

into

Georgia O’Keefe museum( she-sweetest shade whispers we made it)

Navigation sends me past 

Bistro

to

our Lady of Guadalupe(feeling Mumsy)

how can I be

so close to Heaven 

so far

from you?

  

Strip-26.08

remove everything 

no pretense or subterfuge

strip for me

 

 

 Celestial navigation-25.08.24

looking everywhere

Not even sure  

When I  lost it

Only

that I  did 

Waiting for  sunset those sienna shades

as the city drops into night

Where I will  

Find 

her soul 

my body  lost 

seeking

What 

I 

cannot name

Knowing

one way 

 Celestial navigation

looking everywhere

Not even sure  

When I 

Waiting for  sunset those sienna shades

the city drops into night

Find 

her soul 

my body  lost 

seeking

What 

I cannot name

Knowing

one way 

using the stars(or breathing holes in this box)

. Celestial navigation: navigation by observation of the positions of celestial bodies.

 Celestial na

 Goofball-21.08.24

Summer day 

She breaks

a pole routine long legs wrapping  telephone pole 

Addictive Combo

clown 

And

siren dance

 lover dance

Goofball: . an extremely i, eccentric, or silly person. 2. a pill containing a barbiturate or a tranquilizing drug. 2)term of endearment betwixt friends

Goofball dance

 Blonde-19.08.24

Haute tart on me arm

Out of blue into the pink

 and the band plays on

 Fever dream later-03.08/24

Sunday starts slow

Cherry-flavoured lip gloss, blonde, LBD 

Gone

waking 

missing

Pollacks daughter

Long dark hair loose

cafe au lait tan

Paint splatters hands feet perception

He brought us together

Frenetic love

Explosive chemistry

Fucking goddess, fucking

Wrapping around my neck

Wrapping around my waist

Wrapping around my mind

Broke needle no I can’t sew?

Sweet lies to me and he( both victim and villain in this “ romance”)

to herself

nothing could keep us together

herr art went silent to me

From waking and sleeping

to her

Fever dream:a state of mental delirium experienced due to intense sickness. 2)a very strange experience or situation,  that seems like a dream 3)a dream of passion

 just a fever dream

 landing strip-06.08.24

Air Traffic Control  guide me

foam path coming in hot/fast

love fighter bomber

 

union-03.08.24

let it happen love

every sensual pleasure explored

the union of souls

 Swim-.01

Plunge in  cool water

redemption and renewal

diving deep  swimming

 Raw-31.07.24

Redeemed me 

Dueling  daemons of isolation and futility 

I remember you then in that  dress that I loved best

loved you then

loved you now

no filters 

no pretence 

gifting me 

your truths

your pain

your ecstasy

distilled 

purified 

into your art 

into the  art of you

standing in front of me

starkers

resplendent 

ravishing

resonant

Raw: f a material or substance) in its natural state; not yet processed or purified 2)powerful and emotionally charged.

raw

                                                                 Raw-26.07.24

Straight outta my dreams

into your legs and essence

devouring  you raw

 Siren-26.07.24

Siren guides me

Singing lež so mnou hraj sa so mnou

Swimming through the storm (walking artillery)

Straight

to

Lovers’  rock

Love on the rocks?

Pink spiders do EXACTLY what you think they do

Funeral  mass of the soul

Secret rites of Heart soul

C Composed of love /pain(one in the same)

channel higher knowledge

in the realms of spirituality and mysticism

The secret lives  butterflies( messengers from the other side )

Public lives of birds(spies)

coffee and smoke

the blue bunny prophecy 

Talking clouds

Feral pussy

Every planet we reach is dead

still, I follow

Siren  : 1)seductively beautiful or charming woman, especially one who beguiles men: 2) mythical? human like beings with alluring voices

Siren

 NyQuil -25.07.24

got her message

underground

Tyranny of passion

lawless lust

Chaos of coupling

Love

Or

black tar

Rainy morning

Amy on the turntable

NyQuil: a common over-the-counter medication which treats the symptoms of the flu, the common cold 2) help’s then you’re junk sick

NyQuil 

 Beyond-22.07.24

Love you girl

I said to no there(I felt you smelled your human perfume)?

I think WE exist always

Just

Not

Here

a space

Beyond

Time

Beyond

Good and evil

Beyond

Body prisons bond

Misery of human

You were

Pure light slowed down

Poured into

Flesh sculpted

By God herself

beyond

Beyond :happening or continuing after (a specified time or event 2)on the other side of

 reflex-19.07.24

all my reflexes

hell's is   just 'round the corner

heaven so  distant

                                                                       reflex-19.07.24

all my reflexes

 

hell's is   just 'round the corner

 

heaven so  distant

 Done-20.07.24

f the phone doesn’t ring

it’s me

Fuck off

done

done

plastic surgery

can’t

Fix

What

afflicts you

So

Wishing you well

walking

Away

Not looking back

Removing meself

so

Mean you no harm

But

If the phone doesn’t ring

It’s me

 Coffee and mermaids-16.07.24

it’s very lonely

coffee shop mermaid sits down

red head flashes a  smile

  

Love me to death-12.07.24

The taste of your  kiss

Cyanide flavour lip gloss

                                                       Coffee and consideration-14.07.24

 

Have her all I have

 

She hate me obviously

 

Coffee  travel ache

 

 Bloom-16.07.24

I test the limits

Of

free refills

Of

Reality

Of

space and time

My thoughts turn

A wounded Angel

Half her soul(resplendent in its own beauty, and kindness)

She searches

ways to heal it

Angel

Yourself

Cast off this sadness

It's summer

Like

Your garden

You can

Bloom

And that heals

You

And those who love you

 Beast-07.07.24

On your birthday

Going to the places you loved

Our coffee shops, parks, art, the beach 

making something to fill the

empty

You know that critical space

you filled it  with love laughter smoke

Remembering you

without

beauty

Beast: an animal as opposed to a human

I am only

 a

beast

 Emotion sickness-03.07.24

Nauseous

Muse 

COLD(how are you alive? You’re barely on fire)

Siren song  (love on the rocks)

Silent

Shaman  pours me a potion( surrender to the ancient fungi, herbs, cactus flowers)

Conjuring the wild Gods and desolation Angels

levitating

torments of St. Anthony

Emotion sickness washing over me

Like a knife to 

The heart(scar tissue )

disconnected { later maybe next weekend}

above

milky way(holes in the box so we can breathe)

below

heaven/hell underground poppies and pink spiders

all apologies

Emotion sickness: a common and complex syndrome that occurs in response to either real or perceived emotion. 2)When contemplating the speed and rotation of muse  leaves you dizzy or light-headed. Thinking about how fast the muse is moving right now and above  Milky Way makes you dizzy and nauseous

emotion sickness

pink spider venom cure?

 Nodding -28.06.24

I was  on my nod

She tosses   Her heels bra devices

Poppies and passion

 Filthy-26.06.24

there's some one like me

in your filthy dreams  desire

filthy dreams come true

 Tango 24.06.24

this intervention

passion cannot be ignored

dance heartbreak tango

 

Objects in mirror are closer than they appear-19.06.24

rendezvous is set

My back is to the door (Alberto providing special effects in the form of rain bands

Tweaking

Watching the mirror

Tanqueray comes in succession

Before I see she(object of desire/affection/lust) in the mirror

A soft hand presses on mine red nails touch lightly

Then across my back  I leam in)

stopped a reflex (a collection curated from  several continents)

of a  glass flying over my shoulder 

a kiss

a clench

a let’s get out of here

a quiet( not (much longer)

a redemption

transubstantiation

a Transfiguration

Objects in mirror are closer than they appear

 Voicemail.com-10.24

chambering a round

I  heard just cut me in half

vision of the void

 Obliterated-09.06.24

Walking(catwalk strut)  over 

All art is pain

Life is suffering

She speaks 

She slides glasses onto table(single malt rocks round ice cubes)

Still here we are 

Again

Obliterated :: to remove from existence

0bliterated

To rise

 Close .08.06.24

 

when I close my eyes

 

are we still close I don't know

 

 

because I see you

 Shadow play-06.06.24

Laying here sharing a Gitane (only shoplift the best)

shadow puppets by candle light

Living

in shadows of the city

On

Cigarettes

coffee

Music

Art

And

each other

Shadow puppets : are figures that are placed between a light and a screen.

Shadow puppets  in the night

 Sound-02.06.24

beautiful  music

it’s not playing so  you say

wow how sad for you

Empty-01.06.24

That  scar on your inner thigh( north star )

taste of your kiss(bliss)

Bittersweet(you belong to him)

Passion(a pyre)

And

Regret(do you tell him everything? anything?)

walking by so early

the place

we

shared

coffee

smoke(laughing like children)

tenderness(lust and affection)

now

empty

Empty: containing nothing; not filled or occupied

 Stormy—31.05.24

to the  rendezvous

thunder and lightning sound

the storm is coming

 Crashing-25.05.24

I know that

Look in her eyes

I am going to its a fast ride

must get squirrel  and moose

Growling in my ear

Engine revving

Whisper to as scream

from terror to euphoria

Pop the clutch!

No one’s steering

Fish tailing

Catching traction

Launching into

That  wall 

knew in the

Beginning

The end

Crashing : The effect you get when a stimulative substance (Drugs, alcohol, caffeine, person ) wears off/. When crashing, you'll suddenly feel very tired and/or sad. 2)it involved in an accident, usually a serious one in which the vehicle is damaged, and someone is hurt

I am always crashing

The insane beautiful car

 Need a double-25.05.24

that damn  song comes on

a gut punch   every fucking time

yes. wish you were here

 Colours-24.05.24

Shit is hitting hard

Music got vivid  Colour

I have a some soul

 Swim free-23.05.24

Raise your trident high

Mermaid liberation  cell

Mermaids swimming  free

 Talk-19.05.24

Out of the blues into the pink

Pink Spider legs pulling me into her pink web

Love is sanctuary

fashionable, spoiled, sexy, emotional, and often distraught to the breaking point

Talk: give information or express ideas or feelings; converse  22)To confess, especially implicating others.

We never talked much anyway

Yet here we are 03:00

You want to 

talk

Seen-09.05.24

You people 

wouldn’t believe what I ‘ve seen

looking for Camus

in Algeria

smoking opium with Bedouins

blue Saint ascending into bliss

me

descending into hell

in the village 

the insides

of

jails

of

hospitals

of

skies

of

hearts

ecstatic dancers  conjuring divinity

sacred rivers

Thames, Spree, Tiber, Phraya, Vrishaba, Seine, Hudson

a woman on fire

 have you

Seen : past participle of see c[2): it is a response you give when someone tells you something 3): to see and be noticed by important people.

seen 

me?

 That flavour-05.05.24

I can still taste lips.

I never should have tasted

don't hunt love it’s there

 vidi vici veni-03.05.24

why are you worried?

Your element

Tall  buildings 

Holding back 

AI

Miscalculating 

futures

causing 

Lorries to

Run over ducklings

consulted the oracle 

magic eight ball

“as I see it yes”

vidi vici veni

 unky’s 2.5.24

Think us romantic

We’re just addicted love

Mainlining sex  each other

 Désiré1.5.24

Panties and a tank

Laying in  Fantasy  guilt

Flesh faith and desire

 Rain on wedding-20.04.24

PERFECT!

Rain isa life

Rain in spring 

Is a  kiss 

That renews

That resurrects 

Sleepiing earth

That

Nourishes earth

V tonight 

Starts a new life

May your love

Renew you

As rain renews the earth

 Fix-21.04.24

ravenous vampyre

feeding  on your sweet nectar 

you're my fix  lover

 

Moody-16.04.24

your call has been forwarded to an automatic message system. 

At the sound of the tone leave your message when  your done 

hang up or press pound for more options

we get it

you’re 

in a 

mood 

you’re 

not in a mood 

leaving this morning

taking you in 

as you lay across that big canopy bed

long  champagne coloured hair

hair like a halo

arm reaching (for me?)

café’ au lait tan  and pale patches of skin

when you’re 

 in you’re in the mood

Moody: When a person emotions go from extreme high to extreme low in a short period of time 2) possibly bipolar(crazy in the head crazy in the bed)

my moody mistress

                                                                        Just-14.04.24

Just getting higher

Just Coming in  slow  flying

Just Dreaming aloud

 

Orphues-11.04.24

we were never  of this world

why Angel of death

our favourite lover

you always said

we’ve been here before

Orpheus

I go

underground

to  you

To hear you

Say

See

Love

We’ve been here

Before

Orpheus :a Thracian bard, legendary musician and prophet. He was also a renowned poet and, according to the legend, descended into the underworld of Hades, to recover his lost wife Eurydice. 

Ritual

Candle .spoon, needle

Now I am Orpheus