vealpen Z

Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

07 June 2025

 swimming on  D-day-06.06.25

Muse is on the beach(waiting to be stormed)

laughing

rearranging

me words

rearranging

me colours

maniacal laughter

Like stars in the Milky Way

breathless  passion 

Swimming

in

Stars

Swimming

in

absurdity

Swimming

in

joy

swimming

in

Each other

Because

We can’t

Say love

We’ll

Name it

Swimming: propelling oneself through water 2) going  through different things

swimming


24 May 2025

 fixing-264.05.25

her tanned toned taught thighs

already  know how  it ends

so here we again

14 May 2025

 Relapsing-14.05.25

Here you come again

I know better

Pavlovian response(flashing on us kitchen floor )

How we came together(ravenous)

How we came apart( blue bunny prophesied)

Now a fix then back to him

Relapse: relapse: break up with someone, only to have sex  2) person who's trying to stop using drugs  start using again

Relapse is part of recovery

relapsing


08 May 2025

                                                           C suite confessional-cinco-25

 

Lost souls coffee smoke

 

Her heart pierced by t traitorous fools

 

Lost souls coffee smoke

 

 Stormy morning-07.05.25

Artillery sounds

waking different space place

she pulls me back here

03 May 2025

 Smoking-18.05.25

as I am smoking

end of my pipe dragon forms

I can never catch


 Gravity-mayday-25

spiralling  towards

andromeda

This galaxy

Has me

Low low

benediction absolution

In a bikini( the dream made flesh)

Free  

Ground control 

learned for take off( never fancied your type, anyway

Slagging off gravity

Brings me

Gravity: the force that attracts a body toward the centre of the earth 2) gravitas ‘weight, seriousness’, from gravis ‘heavy’.

down

down

no gravity 

falling


leash slipped( cry havoc!)


flying 

wrapped up 


 Sphinx-25.04.25

sphinx in underground


not protected fantasy


riddle me love


 Musing-02.05.25

Layer cake on Pluto

Muse hits like China White

skin on skin sin on sin

flying

swimming

Through space,  time,  traffic lights

Like gases becoming stars


13 April 2025

 Talking to Angel-13.07.25

Love you

Love you

Don’t know your name 

Love you

Love you

Know  your name

Angel


02 April 2025

 Bedroom eyes-30.03.25

Gazing

into sultry smouldering sensuality

must have been lovers

in

some

past(Aphrodite Priestess)

or

future(cosmic romance)

parallel (multiverse adventures)

lives

those bedroom eyes call me

Bedroom eyes: refers to a sexually enticing or seductive gaze that invites intimacy or sexual interest 2) inferno I am drawn to like a moth


 Heaven-02.25

head thrown back

Mouth open in a scream-agony/extasy?)

Eyes  only whites show eyes pointed towards heaven

 Back arched

Shuddering  covered in sweat

Arms/legs outstretched

her expression

somewhere betwixt

Agony and rapture

Heaven: girl that nobody can really define 2)  religions as the abode of God (or the gods) and the angels. 3) here in these dirty sheets


Focused on heaven