Jill Patron Saint of OD’s and Runaways-29.04.18 

Saint:  saint from whom a person or group claims special protection or prayers.

lighter than heaven

heavier than air

I

carry you

the first shade

innocence lost

Innocence: lack of guile or corruption; purity

first love death

widower at

16

forever one

forever divided

spontaneously

becoming  you

Waiting for the man

realising the ritual

Ritual:  system or collection of religious or other rites. ... a prescribed or established rite, ceremony, proceeding, or service

Until

closer to you

closer to death

Injecting Drugs Can Ruin Hearts. When Are They Not Worth Fixing?2018 29.04 New York Times

Blood 28.04.18

She raises the chalice

Chanel stained lips

blue bunny is calling me

angel  me picks bones  clean

relics

Relic:a part of a deceased holy person's body or belongings kept as an object of reverence

underground

Vampyre

can’t

see

the 

light

Light:understanding of a problem or mystery; enlightenment.

ravenous

sacrificial garden

she enters

fearless

chalice in hand 

Sacrifacial:designed to be used up or destroyed in fulfilling a purpose or function

she lays across the  satin cloaked  altar

complete submission

ecstasy 

agony

chalice overflows

I drink 

deep

as it was

10,000 years ago as it will be 

tomorrow at 16:30

blood sacrifice

blood redemption

sacred

sweet 

poisonous 

Blood: the red liquid that is sent around the body by the heart and that is necessary for life

blood

soft skin

beauty

a  strong drug

a medicine or other substance which has a physiological effect when ingested or otherwise introduced into the body.

you’re

not

same

woman

I

fucked

last

night

Fordham University researchers-Chipotle rate, urban myth

you’re

not

same

woman

I

made love too

this morning

never

same

woman

Same: Identical; not different

Ain't that enough-14.04.18

There’s heartbreak all night

Heartbreak: crushing grief, anguish, or distress

Muse cooking  medicine

muse making medicine

and it feels like love

on

rainy morning

ain't that enough

medicine and muse

on a rainy day

ain't that enough

on the streets

soul bleeding 

heartbreaking

Medicine: preparation used for the treatment or prevention of disease, especially a drug                                                ain't that enough

Shaman 13.04.18

She invokes me

the purest prayers

come from

deepest depths of hell

Hell: The dwelling place of Satan, devils, and wicked souls condemned to eternal punishment

statues

I

perform sacred rituals

the chalice

over the candle

conveying

holy words

holy images’

healing her

mannequins’ smiling 

mass extinction in the East  Village

panic on the high street

Stigmata growing

Stigmata: marks corresponding to those left on Jesus’ body by the Crucifixion, said to have been impressed by divine favor

relics behind thick glass

Once

 walked earth

chanted scared words

air thick with 

poppies

Tabaco

dreams

sacrifices’

to

exquisite Idols

Shaman: a person who acts as intermediary between the natural and supernatural worlds Typically such people enter a trance state during a ritual, and practice divination and healing

Shaman

Corporate coffee

Saturday morning, I need caffeine a throbbing hangover, the grinder too bloody loud. I wait the man behind am in line for a large black coffee, behind people buying caffeinated milkshakes. The man behind is too close. I throw an elbow to make a point. He gasps and mutters something indistinct, then says,” an excuse me would be nice”

“Not breathing your bad breath on my neck would be nice. I wait for coffee anything, that would not put a diabetic in a sugar coma throws them.

    Finally, I walk to the bar for napkins. He’s there I see a shoulder holster. it’s not tied down., he’s not a cop and he’s not good at this. 

     

    I look at him and say, “An exposed loaded weapon is a threat on my life, so   take you and your ass breathe away” please, cracker take it and yourself  out.”

“”Open carry has been legal in Texas since January 2016, what are you going do about it, Frankenstein?” I am calm he’s late 40’s  39 pounds overweight, no muscle tone. A MAGA cap , I pop  the lid off the coffee , and say,” Remember  I asked nicely the first time ” at the same time I bring my coffee around  fast splashing in his face he crumples  screams in pain I look at the barista and say I lost my balance, a wet towel call EMT’s “I hear the barista telling crew he stumbled, I am home free, I hate corporate coffee.

psychomancy-.07.04.18

your eyes

familiar,

startling

Otherworldly  : of, relating to, or resembling that of a world other than the actual world.

otherworldly

found you

hitchhiking

sign

Take my pain

your eyes

some road

I never go

far from 

Thames

betwixt  worlds

you called me

without words

psychomancy: Occult communication between souls or with the spirit world

Satyr-05.04.18
Irish lass invokes fertility rites
she ‘s a ride
no
a
boot
the ceremony has begun
Ceremony: he ritual observances of formal religious or mystic protocols

3
7
5
syllables
of
 lust
Lust: strong sexual or other desire
of
truth
of
beauty
hungry
she summons
Satyrs’
Satyr: one of a class of lustful, drunken woodland gods. Creatures of the wild, part man and part beast

Das Leben ist kein Ponyhof-04.04.18

Her-Militaristic industrial complex sex toy

Military-industrial complex, network of individuals and institutions involved in the production of weapons and technologies.

Me-anyone but  someone

A helicopter carries a crucified man over the city

overhead 

digital love letters 

never  

curl

yellowing like

a fresh

black eye 

Yellow: become a yellow colour, especially with age

u

She- incredible mix of art and world-class sex

active shooter in the cathedral

Me 

lost 

heaven

Her She and

Me

found

vampyre underground   

alchemy  

changing

blood

worlds

lost

hell

Me

Das Leben ist kein Ponyhof

Easter-01.04.18

flying

high

fast

resurrecting

Resurrect: restore (a dead person) to life

demons

thoughts popping off

like small weapons fire in the

distance

leper messiah

crucified

of

pink spiders

of

Battle

of

Pleasures

Flying

Glass sphinx swerves

into

a

feathered serpent God

they fall intertwined

creating

a split existence

jumping

through

holes

time

Leper: a person who is avoided or rejected by others for moral or social reasons

an empty tomb

Mary Magdeline  singing back in black

Messiah: a person who is expected to save people from a very bad situation.

nightmares

made

Flesh (JohnnyThunders 1:14