Perfect-31.01.22

Imperfectly perfectly

Heart jagged edges

Exploding beauty

 Doll-26.01.22

My hair she protests

Bed hair chestnut coloured

dashes into the loo

chilly

morning light

Bed hair chestnut coloured

laughing eyes

Doll: a small model of a human used as a toy. 2) a term of endearment 

doll

warm conversation

cabbages and kings

the possibilities of love

the shades that follow us

Doll

 Matrix-25.01.22

Amazon truck

Runs over a kitten

Accident?

Machine Learning: computer systems that are able to learn without following instruction

Machine learning?

Tonight

dreams

Algorithms written by lunatic android

Miscalculating/operating as designed

Destroying humanity

The Matrix now

 Idiosyncratic hook up-20.01.22

I get it

Any man/ distraction

Would have filled the void I could have been anyone with the 

possible exception 

I’m easy 

Drawn to fire

moth

fated to burn

be well

be sexy

be pretty

be happy

wait an hour before swimming

cross on green not in betwixt

2,5,6,7 all good cretins go to heaven-Joey Ramone

Idiosyncratic: syncrasy is an unusual feature of a person. 2) an odd habit

just

a

Idiosyncratic hook up

 Desperately-18.01.22

I don’t why this desperation creeps over me

Some strange lights

Pull me in

seeking

Darkness

Dreams come from dark places

Desperation: very sad and upset because of having little or no hope: feeling or showing despair

Love pink spiders come and go (Slovakian rites of passage)

I wake up on my own

Desperately in search

Of a fix

Something   strong anything before I come down cyanide, skag, Fenty, weak distillations of what we need

Desperately in search of sanctuary]

shelter from-

the absurdity of being

he existential storms

10,000 bullets addressed to resident

desperately laughing lunatic

desperately ravenous(connexion, and friction)

Desperately in search of muse

she alone is the blessed among women

 28.05.17-sand castles-later

club

destined 

that night

Rotaway

building 

a

sandcastle

that face

in 

magazines

on

runways

living in 

our

sandcastle

until

it fell into

the sea

Sandcastles : 

a model of a castle built out of sand, typically by children.

as sandcastles

forever do

 Heaven-09.01.22

rode in on a white horse

betwixt worlds

everything is beautiful

nothing hurts

Brigette Bardot plays bass

Amy winehouse vocals 

Poison Ivy on guitar

Meg White on drums 

Transfixed

Bewitched

a beautiful force

tapping in

source

to the 

riding a white horse

into

heaven

cowgirl/mermaid haiku-08.01.22

Cowgirl mermaid hybrid

Rides seahorse in poem

Mermaid sanctuary bar and grill

 Shamanka-06.01.22

Women in cages suspended above the dance floor

Play mystic music

Inantaion: a series of words said as a magic spell or charm. 2) any art

Incantations

of

Freedom

of 

life

of

art

on the dance

floor 

I see her

In a trance swaying

no defence

run

to her

she alone

can cleanse  me

she alone

can embrace 

Shamanka.: A female Shaman

Shamanka

 04.08.17-Vice-later

Entangled limbs,

gently swaying hips

pink spiders

cherry cyanide lip gloss

just 

an outline of the

Vice: immoral or wicked behaviour 2) criminal activities involving prostitution, pornography, or drugs.

vices you use

she alleges 

pulling me 

into bed

another 

vice

 WMD31.12.21

On the dance floor

High skirt

High heels

I am little higher

Fertility rites

Industrial soundtrack

A kiss

primeval

Urge

Postmodern

romance

Weapons-grade body

Fuck

Going in

Like that free-fire zone

Pull the pin

She

detonates

It resonates in my soul

WMD: Weapons of mass destruction: a nuclear, radiological, chemical, biological, or any other weapon that can kill and bring significant harm to numerous humans

WMD