Aware-29.08

she kept saying

she  felt like figment  of others peoples  imagination

Figment :a thing that someone believes to be real but that exists in their mind

she’s up all night

I haven’t seen the

light of day

since I went

underground

beings of the night

she

a prisoner

her beauty

never seeing the sun

I reign

in hell

Hell:  is a place or state of eternal punishment inhabited by those rejected by God2) Fiction  by Milton, and Dante

I believe in hell therefore I am - Arthur Rimbaud

I bring

her down

her eyes are already used to the shadows

I’ll teach her bliss

Psychedelic swan flies past my right wing mirror

enlightment

Enlightment:the action of enlightening or the state of being enlightened 2) the state of aware

thundering in our veins

rushing to the Centre 

soul

higher

it’s

 low

low

betwixt worlds

she is aware now 

Aware:having knowledge or perception of a situation or fact  2)  living at  higher intensity of being

not a figment

aware

temporary lapse in judgment-21.08.18

Lapse: a temporary failure of concentration, memory, or judgment

Judgement: he ability to make considered decisions or come to reasonable conclusions. often lost after a few drinks

more

than

demon

heat

pain /pleasure

passion

more

than 

vampyre

lust

poisons/bullets

immune

SHAMAN

alchemy

ritual

visions

more 

than

white powder and water

spoon  chalice 

candles heats

Eucharist transubstantiates

Chalice: the wine cup used in the Catholic Eucharist.

Eucharist:   the bread and wine when transubstantiated becomes blood and body of Jesus Christ during mass.

more 

than 

temporary lapse in judgement

Heretic-22.08.18

Baby got

new religion

called

smug

alright

hurling stones

flinging words

at

pagans

denying

alchemy

denying

lusty sacrifices

denying

me

blue bunny on a cracker

underground 

pagans

blasphemers

lovers

heretics

me

Salvation imminent-18.08.18
Judgment day
may never come

circus
angry clowns
A
Elon Musk is broken and we have broken him wired.com
old war
A
Cold War
A
Losing war
can’t lose
if you
Don’t
care
if
you
Don’t
feel pain
if
you
Don’t
come down
Can’t jump a boxcar anymore
hobos and carny’s
circus
low
tired
Coulrophobia
Coulrophobia: is a neologism used to describe a fear of clowns and impotent ringmasters
orange ringmaster
calls
toothless lion, insane midgets
Blue Bunny MIA
underground
recognize her stigmata
Salvation imminent-18.08.18
Judgment day
may never come

circus
A
old war
A
Cold War
A
Losing war
can’t lose
if you
Don’t
care
if
you
Don’t
feel pain
if
you
Don’t
come down
Can’t jump a boxcar anymore
hobos and carny’s
circus
low
tired
Coulrophobia
Coulrophobia is a neologism used to describe a fear of clownsorange ringmaster
calls
toothless lion, insane midgets
Blue bunny shoot steroids MIA
underground
recognize
her
recognize
stigmata
await communion
Salvation imminent

Tourist-07.08.18 

just tripping

pink spider

dreams in Cyrillic alphabet

Cyrillic alphabet: the alphabet used for Russian and Slavic languages

pink spider 

venom fills my conscious- 

 sublimare

sublimare, meaning “raised to a higher status. 

 the promise

that

she among women

an answer

not a question

pink spider 

venom 

washing over me 

like China White

tourist

my life

Tourist: a person who is traveling or visiting a place for pleasure.2) someone passing 

through, without attachments

tourist

Venus warming-.07.08.18

Sans Cérès et Bacchus, Vénus a froid

Without Ceres and Bacchus Venus grows

Sin pan y vino v Venus es Frio

without wine and bread Venus grows cold

see 

her dancing on the sand

Venus is  the Roman goddess of beauty and love

come  with me

down

underground

Angel

LOVE HATE on her knuckles

stalks us 

drink my wine 

break bread

take my powders

Angel licks her lips 

anticipation

ménage à trois

ménage à trois: arrangement in which three people have romantic or sexual relations 

Venus

like a 

narcoleptic dancer

amid us 

we feel her heat

30.11.15-seraph-later

some 

say 

she 

was

a warning

Warning :  event that indicates a possible or impending danger

some

say

a 

sign

Sign: an iconic representation (2 vision to convey message or idea 3) miraculous  works

some

say

a 

prophecy

Prophecy: revelations’ from god, or art.

some 

say

from

heaven

some 

say

Berlin

some 

say

hell

I 

Think

unknowable

by science

by man

I was

There

when

She sang

I couldn’t 

Understand

felt it from inside

The skies

Turned to

 Pollock’s 

Convergence

Convergence"created byJackson  Pollock in 1952 a semnal work which alludes to anger and depression  

Picasso

Les demoiselles d'avignon

Les Demoiselles d’Avignon created in 1907 by Pablo Les Demoiselles d’Avignon marks a radical break from traditional  painting. It depicts five naked women with figures inspired by African masks.

I was told

To

Mobilise

Desolation Angels

To initiate

ritual

 burnt spoons

adoration ofChalices

I was told

demons, vampyres

riders 

of

apocalypse

I was told

that

you’re

salvation

I was told

You’re seraph

1. Seraph: an angelic being, s belonging to the highest order of the celestial hierarchy, associated with light, ardor, and purity.