Mary Magdalene a holy whore-31.12.17

in particular a woman, who engages in sexual activity for payment.

: whore; 

working girl, lady of the evening, streetwalker, member of the oldest profession, moll, fille de joie, escort, courtesan, hustler;  wench

Mary Magdalene 

whored for God 

Mata Hari 

whored for country

Maya Angelou

whored for money

I 

whored

Money

holy

we all whore ourselves

but

only 

is

holy

holy: dedicated or consecrated to God or a religious purpose; sacred.

Deliverance-21.12.17

dark voyeur in white

 outside 

Voyeur: a word for a Peeping Tom, someone who likes to watch people who are engaging in private activities 

inside

morning light

bathes her tan body

long

strong

she wakes

white car outside

I know the voyeur 

the sun 

intolerably bright

dark voyeur watches outside

some strange 

gravity 

keeping us

in bed

fear is a potent aphrodisiac

sacred and profane truths 

revealed  

in bed will cherish your tears

1. mystics a person who seeks by contemplation and self-surrender to obtain unity with or absorption into the Deity or the absolute, or who believes in the spiritual apprehension of truths that are beyond the intellect.

sensual salvation

voyeur

I spot

the voyeur 

waits anxiously

checking scope

taking 

her shot 

 I was redeemed

 in pain

first

then

ln joy

she can shot

I am 

ready

revelations the divine or supernatural disclosure to humans of something relating to human existence or the world.

revelations

in the 

morning light

memory-26.12.17

the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information.

disorientating beauty

disorientation. : a usually transient state of confusion especially as to time, place, or identity often as a result of disease or drugs

night

blackout

blackout. : a transient dulling or loss of vision, consciousness, or memory. an alcoholic blackout

can’t

forget

her

memory

bloody

memory

sleepwalk -22.12.17
grey day
melancholy
melancholy: a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause
a voice
I woke too
slept too
the woman who tasted
wine
paint
passion unbound
archetype
archetype: According to Jungian psychology and to many folklorists, 'archetypes' are common and universal motifs, found in human cultures, literature, folklore etc. '
beauty and the beast
Beauty and the Beast' also contains several archetypes, some comple and some
simple and primordial.
burning breakfast
Jackson Pollack’s blessing
burning  love
embracing
wordlessly then walk away
in silence
just pretending strangers
without
dreams
sleepwalking

Owe
Walking out of St Stan in the village. I hear a heavily accented voice saying, “What are you doing you doing?”
Praying to a god I no longer believe dispatched. What do you want?” I answer turning. I see the steroid damage, that is “the German.”
“You have no respect Junkie trash like your DEAD WHORE GIRL!” The German screams voice full of rage bravado laving his overdeveloped arms I notice his range of motion is limited, but if he connects I am going down fast. I am 140# ‘5 11 he is 6’ 3” 260# some strange Aryan SS soldier-enforcer who lives at the gym.
As fast as I can I pull my Fairbairn Sykes boot dagger I have it to his throat. I draw a trickle of blood; being overconfident can be fatal on these streets
I growl “Kraut, why did Marquis send you? ”
“Your girl owes him money” all the menace bravado have evaporated. I growl “You don't come south of alphabet city and tell Marquis I will send you back in pieces then, I go after him.” go East of 1st avenue, I don’t want to hurt you but, if that’s the way God planned you. I will kill you, and put pennies on your eyes I laugh, and his face goes pale. His eyes water I see various people watching in the shadows Jill died a week ago. I am ready to join her. I drop my hand to his sweatpants at the crotch of his sweatpants cutting in. “RUN cunt RUN! The German lumbers, as the car pulls away off like a stoned bear towards a new Caddy I see a bemused Black man. Marquis stands out in this borough. I just made a dangerous enemy
The balance of power is changing, The desolation Angels may not be lucid, but they can see. and the story is already spreading. I don’t anyone anything. I have dispatched the monster, and I am now the monster; you cannot kill what is already dead. This far from over; I live or die on these streets. Either way, works for me.

Shaman-16.12.17

waiting on the man 

Strange days

Soul dancing

Love, I know you 

passions a funny thing

zippo lights a cigarette in the light rain 

Trump Denies ‘Rumor on the Hill’ of Plan to Fire Mueller

Otherworldly beauty

temple dancers

writhing

Speaking in tongues

she’s with me

erotic prophecies’ 

Is this cunt ever on time

The number of deadly heroin overdoses in the United States more than quadrupled from 2010 to 2015

amnesia 

pain is coming 

crown of thorns

to match my stigmata

black on black sedan 

sacrifice to the man

dead  presidents

sacred powders

take my hand 

I will take you home

ritual begins

non-linear process -Of or relating to a system of equations whose effects are not proportional to their causes. Such a set of equations can be chaotic

bad habits

celestial insights 

rituals of need, desire

Holy communion

new worlds 

parallel dimensions

alternate

Shaman - a person regarded as having access to, and influence in, the world of good and evil spirits. Typically such people enter a trance state during a ritual, and practice divination and healing.

I am Shaman 

Cowboy up-13.12.17

seeking enlightenment 

enlightenment -the action or state of attaining or having attained spiritual knowledge or insight, in particular (in Buddhism) that awareness which frees a person from the cycle of rebirth.

music 

loud 

hard fast beat

drink icy cold

platinum  blonde 

hot

silver tongue stud 

white hot

raspy whisper

Cowboy up

cowboy up 1)  is derived from rodeo, and is the phrase used to tell a participant to mount a bull or a horse depending on the event.2) Cowgirl pick up line

mystics contemplate

 love 

life

Mystic a- person who seeks by contemplation and self-surrender to obtain unity with or absorption into the Deity or the absolute, or who believes in the spiritual apprehension of truths that are beyond the intellect.

seeking salvation 

in 

potions

pale blue eyes

rituals

this is what we do for love

cowboy up!

Waking-11.12.17

waking

Jerusalem bursts into riots

Angeles dancing in a circle

carrying the Holy Grail

cup used by Jesus at the Last Supper, and in which Joseph of Arimathea received Christ's blood at the Cross

A bomb explodes

Angels descend underground

Partisans steeped in

Art 

Joy

Love

await  visions

California an inferno

All splattered

Across

all Devices

Pedophiles rally in Alabama

it’s the most wonderful time of the year

visions of panic on the Minnesota  strip

The Minnesota Strip is an archaic name for an area in Manhattan comprising Eighth Avenue between 42nd Street and 57th Street

ponces prosty’s  running

Penn station trains  stop  running

an exec  cruses a Algerian  cabbie

an EMT  carries  the wounded  suspect

missing birth of his child

Soulless  men try for Armageddon 

underground

Angels dance on pinheads 

drinking deeply  from the chalice

letting flow through my veins 

to the centre of me soul

explosions of joy

waking me conscious

Lady .09.12.17

a child wishes on a star

Our Lady of passions

priest says mass 

too many to count  

a prisoner dreams of  mercy

strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual belief rather

 than proof

Lady of desire

a Buddhist  monk chants

lust unbound

Our Lady sorrows

pensioner buys a lottery ticket

some begged s

some stolen

some borrowed

depression is a serious mood disorder

Our 

give me your 

blues

your blues

rain your passions

reign your love

on me 

let the ritual

begin

lay across the satin altar

Mother Mary

pray for us sinners

now and 

the hour of our death

Whore of Babylon  

 She, says, there’s nothing in fridge other, than mixers, cigarettes and forgotten Chinese food. judging by the cups you go to Anthora cups that’s where your coffee comes from.”
I am trying to wake up to answer, “Love it’s no bad you got lucky last night,” watching her climb back into her clothes.
    No, you got lucky, I have to walk to the station take the D-train. on a Sunday. I am wearing last nights dress, no hose the fishnets are trashed, sky-high heels. Mothers will cover their kid's eyes, saying “Don’t  look it's the Whore of Babylon! When  I  get to king’s station in about an hour. The guy on the stoop, making lewd comments.
    “Love we  can get you there on me bike remember, guidos not a problem?” I offer, pulling on jeans.
    You’re sweet, No offence, you in Bensonhurst not good it’s my own fault, and I am ready for it. she  places her cards on the stereo, and says,” call me‘

Voodoo 01.12.17

eyeing the shape of something wild

what’s your name

dark voyeur

Texas Book Depository

loving this

Dealey Plaza

dark voyeur adjusts sights

loving you

target  acquisition

window of opportunity

lets bounce

whisper to a scream

feeding the hunger

I can do that

hitting me

addictive

pleasure

seen you in visions

lazy smoke swirling around us

I know you’re  a sorceress

a bullet magically ricochets

high

exhausted

sweat of lovers

musky scented air

lost in this moment

Blood-splattered limo

smell of fear death

dark arts

come to fruitarian

loss of  innocence

voodoo that is

muse

joy and love-30.11.17

do I have to

 talk

you

into

this

SE1 London young man waits for red curry

this isn’t a seduction

I am not hitting on you

the man reads tweets

I am talking

you’re beautiful

London the young man forwards tweets insults of Islam

I already know how

WE

would  feel

the young man asks his

cousin  to show them

to

the Oman

I am just talking

sharing wine

Pakistan his cousin sees

his brother

wearing a Lionel Messi jersey

stops to play

I am talking about

a wee bit of

 joy

he scores  screams

GOOOALL!

a wee bit of

love

remembering his errand a then sees

hazel eyes staring

he forgets his errand

not trying

to

change your mind

forgets the errand

once again

joy and love

overcomes

death and despair