see you-29.07.19
miss
you
horse  born in surf runs
see
you
today
tomorrow
Physical Plane: physical universe, in emanationist metaphysics refers to the visible reality of space and time, energy and matter
see
you

beyond
physical plane
see
you
beyond good and evil
why  are we born screaming
pray screaming
only to
die quietly
see
you
as
you are
see you
as
you where
see you
as
you will be
See  You: way of saying goodbye to someone when you expect to meet them again soon 2) To see definitely another person in the future but no specific date,time and place yet agreed upon. 3) observe someone
see  you

Apollo 11-20,07.19

Little black dress

Blood red lips her tongue circles

Ignition on

her hips keeping the rhythm

Engines on

5

lost in music

4

legs so long

3

take her hand

2

puling her close

1

she motions to the door

We have lift-off

my place

all engines running

I’ll drive

We  cleared the tower

God Speed!

becoming god-1807.19

LOCK AND LOAD

if it  moves

legal target

if it doesn’t move

legal target

we can’t become

god by creating life

we must become 

god

by taking life

door opens opens

into the night sky

mission

become

GOD

Adagio-17.07.19

die

for you

easy done a dozen times

demon

dies 

kills

trying

to

live

for you

Oh, God, give me

 reason to live.

freezing

Freezing: be turned into ice or another solid as a result of extreme cold. 2) treat (someone) with a cold manner

. Come and love me

like you  promised

slow death

don’t shut me out

slowly

Set me free.

Set me free.

need

Rock n’roll

Adagio: 1)Performed with a slow tempo or pace 2)In music, a direction to play at a slow 

tempo

death

via

adagio

misery-10.07.19

Misery: a state full of pain, suffering and usually confusion. unable to take back words. sigh. not necessarily physical or emotional or spiritual. but usually all three 2) a kind of existence

don’t trust happy

Happy: feeling or showing pleasure or contentment 2) fictional state of being

don’t know what it is

LOVE

an

amputation 

NEED

a sacred fix

Fix: ) To temporarily satisfy an addiction. 2) to repair something that is broken.

want a holy fuck

Holy: edicated or consecrated to God or a religious purpose; sacred 2) a thing created by lovers

come to  me

oh fuck!

I  feel!

YOU

oh fuck!

I ge!

YOU

oh fuck !

I love

YOU

torment

torture 

pain

YOU

misery

insomniac

Insomniac: a person who is regularly unable to sleep 2) survival mechanism

sunrise

not at  peace

mad

reflex

anger

melancholy

vampyre in a chair

one in the chamber

firecrackers

small weapons fire

NO

PTSD

PTSD: is a trauma and stress-related disorder that may develop after exposure to an event or ordeal in which death or severe physical harm 

reflex

Reflrx: n action that is performed as a response to a stimulus and without conscious thought. 2) conditioned behaviour 

c 2nothing stays buried forever

NOT bodies

NOT secrets

everything remerges

revolving doors 

pink spiders

dreams

may never come

insomniac

tired of loving blues-01.07.19.

too warm above ground 

a sacred cow  chewing poppies

demons run hot

Angel went cold

tired of loving blues

too dark?

too hot?

tired of loving blues

Crows watch over me

Crow symbol signifies wisdom: a symbol of life magic and mysteries.

strange vibe

dogs catch  the scent

safeties off

one in the chamber

tired of loving blues

arm full  of medicine

tired of loving blues

head full of menace

tired of loving blues

heart full of misery

tired of loving blues

night full of murder

tired of loving blues