Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

29 May 2023

 Breakfast-29.05.23

dark hair

making breakfast

smell of coffee

towel

that body lit the night

Like a light tower

I pull

Towel

she to me

Breakfast?

Yes you are

Breakfast: a meal eaten in the morning 2)her


Breakfast

Served hot




27 May 2023

 27.05.23-Swan Queen

lovely

 graceful

knows

Vampyre

shows him

the land

east of the sun,

west of the moon

Masquerading

as a lady

the grace 

and beauty

won’t be obscured

regal graceful

Swan Queen


26 May 2023

                                                   Cloud spotting-26.05.23

her cloud messages

she’s just beyond me vision

she’s beyond me reach

25 May 2023

 Nostalgia-25.05

just remembering

Desperation sporadic

smalls weapon fire

23 May 2023

 Texting Salome-23.05.23

Waking

baking

lost me soul

too cheap

too soon

my hunger

my need

my greed

will feed

desperation need

My fucking  god!

heroin(e)

Need a fix

John the Baptist lost his head over a dancer

ravenous 

jonsing

texting

Salome


19 May 2023

                                                         Treading water-19.05.23

She swims towards me

 

the Bohemian mermaid

just treading water

17 May 2023

 Vacariously-16.05.23

too young too pretty

 she's living vicariously

Numbers can wait  live


14 May 2023

 Tonight=-13.05.23

that little black dress

long legs high skirt stilettos 

seduction and lust


 messy-14.05.23

Seductive

thighs

skin on skin

riding this inti the night

This will be messy 

This will be loud

This will not be boring

Saint Sirène

Bless this wreck

Clean up on aisle 13

Lovers and passion a

all over the floor 

Messy:1)untidy or dirty. 2)confused and difficult to deal with 3) out of control

messy


12 May 2023

 Smoking-12.05.23

early morning

ritual

smoking

sacred herb

passed back and forth

Her lips to mine

My lips to hers

Casually intimate

Intimately casual

She’s smoking

Our playlist kaleidoscopic

music

Chatting

Nothing too serious yet

Makes us keeps us delirious

Whatever keeps us high

 Our cocktail-dopamine, endorphins, and oxytocin(guerrière gazes contemplates a 

Tryst filling her with shame and excitement)

Smoking : smoking is the practice of burning a substance and ingesting the resulting smoke. 2) a person that is so hot (sexy) that smoke emits from them figuratively

Just 

smoking


09 May 2023

 Success?-09.05.23

Who sold you this goal


all-American success?


For what Trade your art


08 May 2023

 Déjà vu-98.05.23

sussing

we have done  this

we know

How it ends

Messy and loud

Like our love

Déjà vu

the feeling when something has happened before when in fact is a brand-new experience to the person 2)the same beautiful accident over and over


Déjà vu



 Swim-08.05.23

my muse and  mentor

the American haiku

swimming in the deep


07 May 2023

 


Pink-07.05.23

Pink spider

Coming

On strong

Coming on

Long Slavic legs


                                                 Stormy  night(lightening thunder small deaths)


Diving into her

Web

Into her bed

Realising

I am dinner

tonight

Laughing  shaking her head

Closer to her bed

And soft as a breeze  and

Her tongue flickers

Her legs around me 

Pulling in

Out the black 

into 

Pink 1)  colour intermediate between red and white, as of coral or salmon 2) innocence and sexual purity in a young woman 3) Feminine, Flirtatious, and Sexual


pink


06 May 2023

 27.07.16-beauty

her 

beauty

complete

devastating 

irresistible

my Botticelli

come 

visit

stay 

shade

you’re

so 

light and 

beautiful

I’ll

Carry you

Eternally 


At once

Annihilated

Shielded

By  

You

Shade:  darkness and coolness caused by shelter from direct sunlight. 2)  'acting in a casual or disrespectful manner 3) person’s soul or spirit can remain visible 

My shade


  Her type-03.05.23

she's typing Starkers

sexily  crunching numbers

landing strip calls me


 Desire 04.05.23

waking

SCREAMING

gutted

Too hot to sleep

Too cold to dream

sussed

Thought

you knew

one way to fight

one way to love

to the death mine!


Feeding on your

beauty

Running for

My fix

Cook it up

Tie it up

Bang bit up


desire: a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen 2)A woman who's pretty, funky, and fun.

desire



 Feral-05.05.23

catch that scent feral

her legs just took me there now

I am going in