Seen-09.05.24

You people 

wouldn’t believe what I ‘ve seen

looking for Camus

in Algeria

smoking opium with Bedouins

blue Saint ascending into bliss

me

descending into hell

in the village 

the insides

of

jails

of

hospitals

of

skies

of

hearts

ecstatic dancers  conjuring divinity

sacred rivers

Thames, Spree, Tiber, Phraya, Vrishaba, Seine, Hudson

a woman on fire

 have you

Seen : past participle of see c[2): it is a response you give when someone tells you something 3): to see and be noticed by important people.

seen 

me?

 That flavour-05.05.24

I can still taste lips.

I never should have tasted

don't hunt love it’s there

 vidi vici veni-03.05.24

why are you worried?

Your element

Tall  buildings 

Holding back 

AI

Miscalculating 

futures

causing 

Lorries to

Run over ducklings

consulted the oracle 

magic eight ball

“as I see it yes”

vidi vici veni

 unky’s 2.5.24

Think us romantic

We’re just addicted love

Mainlining sex  each other

 Désiré1.5.24

Panties and a tank

Laying in  Fantasy  guilt

Flesh faith and desire

 Rain on wedding-20.04.24

PERFECT!

Rain isa life

Rain in spring 

Is a  kiss 

That renews

That resurrects 

Sleepiing earth

That

Nourishes earth

V tonight 

Starts a new life

May your love

Renew you

As rain renews the earth

 Fix-21.04.24

ravenous vampyre

feeding  on your sweet nectar 

you're my fix  lover

 

Moody-16.04.24

your call has been forwarded to an automatic message system. 

At the sound of the tone leave your message when  your done 

hang up or press pound for more options

we get it

you’re 

in a 

mood 

you’re 

not in a mood 

leaving this morning

taking you in 

as you lay across that big canopy bed

long  champagne coloured hair

hair like a halo

arm reaching (for me?)

café’ au lait tan  and pale patches of skin

when you’re 

 in you’re in the mood

Moody: When a person emotions go from extreme high to extreme low in a short period of time 2) possibly bipolar(crazy in the head crazy in the bed)

my moody mistress

                                                                        Just-14.04.24

Just getting higher

Just Coming in  slow  flying

Just Dreaming aloud

 

Orphues-11.04.24

we were never  of this world

why Angel of death

our favourite lover

you always said

we’ve been here before

Orpheus

I go

underground

to  you

To hear you

Say

See

Love

We’ve been here

Before

Orpheus :a Thracian bard, legendary musician and prophet. He was also a renowned poet and, according to the legend, descended into the underworld of Hades, to recover his lost wife Eurydice. 

Ritual

Candle .spoon, needle

Now I am Orpheus

Tango-02.04.24

Roses stole from a grave

I bring you

This is part of our dance

Do you want more

Than this dance?

We take 2 steps back

We take  1 forward

Ask your doctor if demonic possession

Is right for you

More than this

If you  want to dance

Tango: passionate, emotional form of dance in which the dancing couple hold each other closely and make abrupt — yet graceful — movements.2) phonetic for T 

Let’s Tango!

 

Dreams-17.03.24

awake or sleeping

I wake up but keep Dreaming

No difference none

 Games-16.03.24

You can’t handle this

I have world the world-class pussy

challenge accepted

 Poison girl-15.03.24

text 999( when life is on the line)-poison girl

answer

Just us

When we’re

Together

Nothing serious

delirious

Fucking

Rapture 

wild joy 

exuberant embrace 

Spontaneous  combustion

You can love me like I was loved 

Temporal moments  

Existential  quest

We escape.

Beyond 

Good and evil

Beyond 

Space and  time

beyond

want 

to

Cook her poison

 shoot it straight into my neck

feel it coursing through my arteries to centre of my brain/soul taking me higher.

Poison :  substance that inhibits the activity of another substance or the course of a reaction or process. 2( my habit.

poison

 

Ride-12.03.24

thought I was out

Just Ride it like you stole it

She pulled me back in

Fireworks-10.03.24

 

Sensual loving

 

Explosion champagne honey

 

Flowing over me

 connexion-.07.03.24

Sexy talented

The speedball of connexion

Volcanic passion

 Heartbroken-28.02.24

There are only 2 kinds of people

not race, nor gender

Those who have had their heart broken

those who haven’t had their heart broken

have time is marked before broken heart

and after broken heart

they be come phantasm 

goad fighters (can’t kill what’s dead can’t hurt what is numb)

each blow letting pain to surface

taking solace in loose exile

playing underground swimming in secret seas

becoming urban legend 

loving (no better lover than a ravenous wraith)

leaving before dawn

because nothing matters

Heart Broken: expressing sorrow especially that associated with irreparable loss 2) existential tiorture

Heart broken

bloom -23.02.24.

little red flowers

Cloudy skies part

Surfacing for love

 

 gone-22.02.24

If phone doesn’t ring

It’s me gone baby gone

losing game you me

 stuffed animal rescue squad-21.02.24

Kicking

sugary addiction

I this was never me

It always starts  with petite mort

Ends 

A quiet death

Exquisite sadness of desire

going back to my vocation 

Stuffed animal rescue squad 

Next time he’s distant 

You’ll call

I’ll be 

Here

Stuffed animal rescue squad

 

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

A+-02.20.24

our Illicit tryst

full of shame and arousal

my scarlet letter

 dreaming-21.10.22

Close my eyes words flow

Over the lids

I want to dreams

Are the only place

We exist in the same place

The conservatory gardens @105th in Central Park -where I  would have a cigarette with St Jill on our way to the man in central Harlem

In dreams you join me there

The double helix the pattern

Of

Star nebula 

Of

Ying and yang

Of

Sex

Wrapping my troubles in dreams

For   a hot minutes  long time. if you ain’t seen someone in a while or if you ain’t been someplace in a while or done something in a while it will be hot

 Idiosyncratic  affair 04.02.24

we come

Together

in  passion-volcanic

in darkness -lost souls

Leave separately-this isn’t forever -now is good

in

darkness strangers again

Affair :act of which a person in a committed relationship or marriage isn’t faithful to their partner. It can be an emotional or sexual.

Your average volcanic

 idiosyncratic affair

Thirsty-03.03.24

Licking honey off

your mons Venus’s sweet

Drinking Ambrosia

 

 Symbols 03.02.24

I cry out your “secret” name

symbol of intimacy 

no difference waking

or dreaming

spontaneous combustion

psychic  maps

lead me to you

I make love to your essence, even as You keep a distance 

symbol of fear or distaste

May this mingling of the Body and Blood of Our Lord Jesus Christ bring eternal life to us who receive it?’

Symbol of faith

symbols to absorb 

symbols to reject 

a kiss

symbol of love

Symbol: something that is recognized to represent a certain idea generally 

Walking away

A symbol of no longer giving a fuck

 The janitor of absurdity-02.02.24

Night shift 

Wonderland

By order of the Queen of Hearts

Mop up Aisle 3

Mop up om aisle 3! Reality bleeding all over the floor!

Go time!

REALITY IS A LEGAL TARGET

GET SOME1

Lunatic mop  drawn fire upon  reality 

Reality  turning into lightly salted  popcorn

Another mess gone

Janitor: a person employed as a caretaker of a building; a custodian 2) caretaker

Janitor of absurdity

Hot coffee-17.12.23

her short silky robe

her taut thighs make promises

hot coffee a friend

 Ride/27.01.02.24

white horse ran in from China

We slice with

Razor

Put in glassine bags

 can't

Kill the beast

 we ride

 Muñeca-28.01

muñeca is home

Country in her arms  and eyes

Heaven betwixt  legs

 Redemption30.01.24

Stalked By her Doppelgänger

Longing and shadow

Takes me to her web

Love, faith and porn

ecstatic  visions

most eloquent prayer of all.

Poppies on the duvet

Revelling in the fire

Washing me clean

 count on it-31.01.24
She loved the numbers
believed one plus one was two
He knew equalled one

 Concentration camp of desires-05.01.24

Desperation

Submerge: cause to be under water 2) you are overwhelmed by a situation 3)  sink below the surface of water or any other enveloping emotion or media.                                                  Meditations on mermaids’ pink spiders  

melancholy pleasure of hearing her accent-raspy 

The janitor of lunacy

Seeks sirens

For this cageless aviary

Desirable contradiction

Capucine smokes a Gitane  whilst French jazz plays

the holy and the absurd 

submerged

in a concentration camp of desires

 confessions-20.01.24

I need to get railed

or an intricate tattoo

confessor lover

 Sanctified-21.01.24

mouth open

speaking in tongues

arched back 

eyes towards heaven

slain by the spirit

stretched across the sacrificial

inhaling her human perfume 

as she slips from consciousness

I am sactified

Sanctified :literally means "to set apart for special use or purpose", that is, to make holy or sacred 

 Rendezvous-10.01.24

C suite  double D's

the blonde with the intense stare

rendezvous 25th floor

Smell-16.12.23

I wanna sleep  in your  T-shirt

Can you hear me major Tom?

You smell right

why come back 

Shadows dance and play

here in betwixt worlds

we Existential lovers

 smell of love 

smell of passion

Smell: power of perceiving odours or scents 2)To be aware of and emotionally affected  3) women’s   radar

smell

 lost Angel-26.12.23

you lost and lonely

you another lost Angel

you’re my lover

 

Slut-33.12.23

She says

yes, I’m a slut

That must mean

Spectacular

loving

Passionate

Unpredictable

adore

 lost Angel-26.12.23

you lost and lonely

you another lost Angel

you’re my lover

 Art-03.01.24

That moment

Art was inevitable

connexion pleasure

Concentration camp of desires-05.01.23

Desperation

Submerge: cause to be under water 2) you are overwhelmed by a situation 3)  sink below the surface of water or any other enveloping emotion or media.                                                  Meditations on mermaids’ pink spiders  

melancholy pleasure of hearing her accent-raspy 

The janitor of lunacy

Seeks sirens

For this cageless aviary

Desirable contradiction

Capucine smokes a Gitane  whilst French jazz plays

the holy and the absurd 

submerged

in a concentration camp of desires