idiosyncratic dance-25.10.19

brightly coloured ink

contrasting

peaches and cream skin

She may have been a  product of Collective unconscious

Collective unconscious: the unconscious that part of the mind  memories and impulses common to all mankind

some strange Angel 

pulling me in

my heroine

pulling me in 

like heroin 

Idiosyncratic: a strange or unusual habit, way of behaving, or feature

strange Angel

demonic  vampyre

pulling into

with some strange music 

pulling me in

idiosyncratic dance

revulsion-15.10.19

a call, coffee

you start unpacking all your luggage

for me to carry

not that I am worthy

you explain

detail

medicate

AWAY

demon’s personality?

 hear the

the things

you say

they don’t make sense

not seeing evidence

double-edged stiletto

and a dime bag

betwixt worlds

love lost

revulsion

fills the

space

Give me

valise chuffed

with sorrow and regret

Revulsion: a sense of disgust and loathing

I’ll take

your revulsion

too

bitter truths better

than

sweet lies

revulsion

Wahala 16.01.18-later

I went to sleep to 

your thousand and one  sorrows

awoke  to your troubles

some begged 

some borrowed

some stolen

cured your disease 

perfected my  disease

kept each other secret

you said 

you were  a tattoo 

Tarroo: 1 : a mark, figure, design, or word intentionally fixed or placed  2) a mark on soul akin to a scar

on me soul

no

scabs on me arm

I passed you 

tonight 

at the hotel

where they celebrated you

SO pretty

SO talented

best lay in the city

went to the bar

you were right 

tattoo

Wahala

WAHALA: trouble, annoyance and headache, all rolled into one2) a bit of hart break even though you know better

that man-09.10.19

cowgirl

blames

like all the others

The Others: Men who used her and treated her badly

banality of evil

Banality of evil: Hannah Arendt writhing about Adolf Eichmann

personified

betray her?

because

I could

because

she said I would

because

cowgirls can’t live underground

because

mermaids exist

because

I am that man

I told you not to trust me-07.10.19

losing me

waking in an episode of the prisoner

waking in an episode of the prisoner

The Prisoner is a 1967 British sci—fi ’67-‘68allegorical television series about an unidentified British intelligence agent who is abducted and imprisoned 

in the time of my banishment

3 beer circus

by

General Tom Thumb

General Tom Thumb: a dwarf who rose to fame as a circus performer

leper

Leper: a person suffering from leprosy2))a person who is avoided or rejected by others for moral or social reasons 3) a state of being

flawed

tragically 

absurdly

telling   YOU the truth

don’t trust me