29.06.17- that voice

that voice

unexpected

welcome

startling

nonetheless

comforting

that voice

escorted

devilish blue eyes 

weapons grade body

 impish smile

that voice

woke me

lulled me

that voice

26.06.17-fix

the call

her

letters 

yellowing 

like a  bruise

her

photos 

like scars 

fading 

with time

her voice

desperation

want

requiring

a 

fix

ringing in me ears

rushing 

on me run

next

numb

needing

a 

fix

24.06.17- memory

memorizing

her

laugh

her walk

eyes ablaze

curve of her breast

once she sees

me

It will be the last time

I see her

not the one

she has memories of

a 

last memory

kosher cowgirl-19.06.17-
traded her pony
chrome horse
take a ride
you won’t
be sorry
Kosher cowgirl
splits herself in 2
lets me in
then jets
I wait
down   low
kosher girl
dancing in the sky

21,06.17-echoes

a friendly voice

Teeming 

with

promise

mania

in the

distance now 

the year

of

sadness

madness

shared 

solitude

sensual obsessions’ 

passions 

thousands  

of

words

then

hush

losing

us

finding me

in a bar

listening

to 

Bowie

and

 pink  spiders

trying to silence

echoes 

of

what 

was

what 

might

have been

what

absurdity

echoing

20.06.17-summer

wearing only

little black dresses

bikini bottoms

stilettos

drinking

only champagne

sniffing only cocaine

Sumer

was

perfect 

Takotsubo cardiomyopathy :  also called broken-heart syndrome, is a weakening of the left ventricle that is usually the result of severe stress.

call it Takotsubo cardiomyopathy

20.06.17- Takotsubo cardiomyopathy

call it  broken heart 

call it quits

just don’t call 

us

there is no

us

distorted

myth 

of what was

there’s

you

there’s

me

there’s

2   separate

divergent

existences

altered

damaged

by 

us

18.06.17-price

cut off 

me

ear

mailed it

to

Kate Moss

BEAUTY 

always worth it

always costs

passion

FIGHT

LOVE 

to the 

DEATH

passion

comes

with

a price

15.06.17-end

waited

between

her thighs

and

long red nails

closed me eyes

each 

incarnation

centurion

conquistador

charlatan

same end

13.06-imperative #’s

10 bullets

3  x’s pronounced

1 corpse

=

4 ever demon

12.06.7 Call

Ghost

I smell

Whiskey 

Sex

Bubble  bath

ACCUSES 

NOT same 

NOT me

Jealousy screams

Dancer

Pirouettes 

Cheshire 

Smile

like an ocean of mannequins

a

feast

for 

vampyres

06.06.17-D Day

Unfaithful ghost

dancing

Cowgirls parachuting

in 

dangerous daughter

I just went swimming 

free fire zone

on the beach

ghost mocks me 

swimming 

to D Day

05.06.17-live

 women

I love

age too

fast 

she accuses

at least

they 

live

25.05.17-duaghter

YOUr  wilful daughter

my wanton lass

wild

beautiful

Like YOU

Benediction

Ruin

YOU

recognized

me

demon scent

Angry

Jealous

pink spiders

always devour

their mum

02.05.17- drink

listening to dead city mix 

nameless bar

shameless woman

somewhere 

Ghost dances

dances

for love

dances

for life 

dances into the night

 and a 

hook-up

I need 

a shot

good kit

icy  and Chinese

I’ll get a drink

and

rebel angel