23.09.17- tears in the rain

not just

a face 

 in the  crowd

not just

a random  night

not just

a pretty bird 

in the aviary

memory

of you 

Strong

you

were never 

just

lost

to me

like

so many

tears 

wept

in the 

rain

just

someone

I love

09.17-other

ghosts

earthquakes 

hurricanes

plague of frogs

whiskey 

sex

Ghost

Accuses 

Not same 

Not me

Jealousy screams

Pink spider

dances

Smiling

like

like a field of mannequins

pulls m me in 

Her web

I give myself over to her

letting the venom

Me

taking

me

the

Other  side

far

from 

pain

22.09.17-coffee

Tying my chuck

leg brushes beard

Sharing

tables

smiles

connexion

HOT

Coffee

20.09.17- transmutation

other worldly

beauty

alien

surreal

demonic 

fingers 

strong

supple

caressing 

exploring violating

pulling 

underground

a little sacrifice

pleasure

pain

lines 

blur

fantasy

reality

waking

dreams

transmutation

18.09.17-chuffed

butterfly visiting you

is a spirit 

Jewel knew

spent

time

between worlds

you alight

on me shoulder

regonise you 

stay

you’re

light and beautiful

want you 

evermore

Blissfully

chuffed

17.09.17-muse

come with me

I’ll make

your flesh

poems

your voice

paintings

MUSE

07.08.15-star

when I met 

you

ou 

belonged  to no one

and 

everyone

the soul of a  pink spider

 morally Flexible and fluid

you 

kept saying you were tired of feeling crazy

when  you broke 

I threw the pieces across the sky

they  sparkled and became 

thousands’ of stars

I still

Look into the night  sky

and

try

to

hold  you

my star

14.09.17

torn fishnets

cocktail dress, stilettos

make up flawless

laser gaze

vicodin in her blood 

cocaine in her nose

BEAUTY

costs

BEAUTY

hurts

recognise

in those eyes 

pain

sorrow

that smile

holding 

back

madness

sorrow

scars that revival mine

an assemblage curated over decades

a deeper 

colour

of blue

here  I  go

tangled up in her

fishnets

tangled up

in

fishnets

in

blues

in

 her

12.09.17-haunted

spectre disappearing

I came too near

awaking

recognising 

status quo

second prize

insult

disappearing

underground

the sacraments

 begin powder into water into blood

holy communion

sanctifying  my soul

freezing 

out

loss

repentance

Consecrating

angel 

to 

demon

no longer 

HAUNTED

02.09.17 disappear

going down 

underground

deep

angry

at

meself

CARED

just

your 

trick

watch

I

disappear

ashes to ashes

dust to dust

nothingness  to nothing

02.09.17-Calling

calling

blue bunny

calling

shades

calling 

the unholy Ghost

pink spider

black sea tan

pneumatic chest

Dancing

allegro

Plié

Smile

like 

an ocean of mannequins

calling me 

into

her web

calling 

MORE

02.09.17-whore

me

blue eyed

whore

that

I 

adore

keeper 

of

delights

keeper

of

light

deeper

in me 

ravaged

heart

whore 

forevermore

love

galore

for

me

whore

31.08.17

take your hand?

once

I held

you

stopped

your bleeding

from a thousand cuts

calmed 

raging

against yourself

cured cancer 

self your doubt 

sent all the monsters running

you

held

off

I 

walked 

yes

the ecstasy 

always

worth

agony

give me your hand

Beloved
rave on
I
found
light and sound
waves
of
enlightenment
grabbing
filaments
connecting
to me brain
soul
LIGHT
COLOURS
rushing
in
filling
the space
where
beloved
occupied