Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

31 July 2023

 In queue -31.07.23

my dreams of swimming

mi muñeca sirena

warrior and child


30 July 2023

 trill-30.07.23

Trilling noises

beside me

coffee bar

young woman

smokey eyes locking with mine

seductive smile

kiss

Trilling noise

Deeper louder

Trill: Trill :combination of the words "true" and "real”.2)a quavering or vibratory sound

trill


 Floating-31.07.23

ride  wild banana

swimming through the  galaxies

mindless loud laughter

 

26 July 2023

 Palm Springs-25 0:245

pretty bunnies  dance

bunnies and mermaids at  play

a palm springs weekend


 lost prayer-26.07.23

walking  alone shades hide my face

me  glorious sins  writ in fire  exploding across night sky 

fires of love, burn in me  soul

walk  alone shades hide my face

me sins  writ in fire

fires of love, burn in me  soul

Scarred  covered  mask is made of stone

I'

seize  angel by  her horns, spread  wings

Until I'm inside

evangelisation

All me words are written

in  a lost prayer



22 July 2023

 Consciously Unconscious -22.07.23

Is a place not a repository of energy

Unconscious :Is a place not a repository of energy and childhood traumas

A dimension

A place you ascend

Or descend

Blue bunny knows the way

Reductionist models too limiting

Unlimited capacity

For understanding

Is an unlimited

So must be

Capacity

Joy

blue bunny is calling’s

St Sirène has lit a lighthouse with


21 July 2023

 Catch if the day-21.07.23

look the horizon

mermaid  falling  from grace

demon  catching her

20 July 2023

Double stuff-19.07.23

love mermaids gone wild

double stuff rendezvous date

. vampyric lust love 

 waking-20.07.23

dowsed in skag

 regret and  dreams 

obsessed  

pink spider(sweet venom)

morning

tastes

of

lost love

past lives

unforgiven mistakes

transgressions.

Lighting a candle


Going down

Underground

6 feet

beneath


16 July 2023

 Breathe-14.07.23

take off your panties

your pussy needs to breathe too

you can talk to me

 transfiguration-16.07.23

she dancing 

to /for me

fertility rites

she connecting to me

pulling

in her web

why

don’t

know why

losing

into space?

Or  just beyond

she spins

Morning light

Illuminating her dance

epiphany

Transfiguration:  a complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state.

She  is Transfiguration

self

no, I don’t know why

no, I don’t know how

Levitating  with she


13 July 2023

 On St Jill’s day-13.07.23

he rituals

The candle

the spoon

I must be

sanctified

suffer it

leper messiah

self-sacrifice

Stigmata growing

Redeemed in blood carrying sacred truths and poppies)

pleasure

Into

a higher place

love

pleasure

one

In the

Flame

Flame consumes self.

St Jill: patroness of OD’s, and runaways.


St Jill’s day




 Fire and desire 11.07.11

Yes, I am the match

 

I lit up her snatch on fire

 

the fire of desire

 Breathe-12.07.23

take off your panties

your pussy needs to breathe too

you can talk to me

 Je T’adore-13.07.23

look out !the saints are Marching

taking what I  need

Hitting the streets

a mermaid

painting abstracts

pink spider

wrapped my sheets

better gather your favourite  sins

hit the road

we won’t last

grab it fast

sky is falling

over you

cockatoo

mocking you

lover

walking out

Of your

Door

Je t’adore


09 July 2023

 Levitate-09.07.23

Eye contact

primal contract drinks

music

matching pain

chemistry

Passion

Moans

Growls falling into

Bed

Into

Like

She smiles

Hands me  my earring a piece of ear attached

scundered giggling

 

Passion _human flesh

levitate: 1)rise or cause to rise and hover in the air, especially by means of supernatural or magical power. 2)3) float in air  in defiance of gravity 3) To achieve synchronized bliss with your partner 

Levitating-priceless

08 July 2023

 Foot note-08.07.23

Foot note-08.07.23

don't get my writing

my writing doesn't get you and

it  doesn't care either

 Parfum-05.07.23

Parfum-05.07.23

Remember  

Us(? Mickey and Mallory/Sid and Nancy )

Surfing in Sweden

tic tac toe 

Strange beauty

In the queue when

A bottle of perfume in hand

Falls to the  ground(it shattered an abstract of my soul/heart)

It hits me like a bullet( I know the feeling too well)you don’t need it anymore or anything else

For evermore

stagger outside //(blinding light/heat)

Talking to clouds and Angels

I can still smell your human perfume

04 July 2023


Fly-04.07.23

looking in the clouds

the beach  where we flew kites

we  still fly in clouds

 Good morning -04.07.23

my kitty is wet

and my nipples are so hard

awe think she likes me

03 July 2023

 


Stars and coffee-03.07.23

cruising  milky way

swimming through stars looking for

entrance to  her dreams


 Consent-02.07.23

must crash

Couldn’t turn off my brain

No sleep

Talking as she

undresses

Lays down

Closes he eyes

Now

further away than

My home

Can I intrude

slip

Into

Her dreams

Do

Consent: permission for something to happen2)giving someone permission

I need consent

To take

Her swimming

in

Andromeda galaxy

Show her

Messages in clouds

How to chat with

Angels and pups( one in the same)

Become centaur and carry her to the beach

Get high with Jimi, and Amy at EGS8p7

Do I need/ have?

Consent


02 July 2023

 Mermaid haiku-02.07.23

I saw her swimming  

asked mermaid to write haiku

waiting on the beach

01 July 2023

  

Myth-30.06.23

walking  on water

Mermaid apartment complex

dreaming girls and myths

Sussing-01.07.23.

sussing you  out   muse

high on my  muse and a dime

writing my disease