she’s Mermaid -26.11.20
she’s
in
room 575
Mermaid Hotel
she won’t like it
pool not ocean
Jonesing: Craving, desire, or need something or someone jonesing
Premonition of a soul?
the monotony of desert
assaulted blinding sun
she dances in the sand
we should go swimming
Mermaid: a half-human sea creature with the head and trunk of a woman and the tail of a fish comprising magic
Mermaid
as you were-26.11.20
before
I bored you
before
your psychosis
told you it was me
before
I gathered poppies, coca and fled underground
Before
Your madness filled the room
when
you
were me
lover
when
you
were me
muse
As you were: standard military command. It means, literally, "[return] to your previous posture" 2) before you gave into your psychosis
As you were
Stranger
Stranger -14.11.20
Young women don't kiss me goodbye
Existence improbable
There must
Be
some way out
because night
Random
Soaked
in
Gin, smoke and sex
Stranger sleeps
Name?
It’s all the same
Her body illuminating
the room
write to it
her body
dictates prose
Step outside
of time and space for 1,000 millennium
Step back into
the hellscape
Still nothing
is
known
Attachment is the source of all suffering.” Buddha
Step out
Find redemption
in
Stranger: a person whom one does not know or with whom one is not familiar. 2)unusual or surprising in a way that is unsettling or hard to understand.
A
stranger
visions-13.11.20
at the intersection
it’s St Jill
forever
beautiful
forever
Attachment is the source of all suffering.” Buddha.
in me
forever
love without exception (holy fucking)
forever
to walking on the roof of the ocean
Visions: is something seen in a dream, trance, or ecstasy 2) enlightenment
to have visions
to know that
ALL
Punks
ALL
musician
ALL
artist
in any form
are
Saints
My visions are true
Quien es-09.11.20
Existential outlaw
Existential: meaning of Being 2) the difference between being and nothingness.
on the run
reality
controll
illusion
did I
betray her
if so
because
I could
because
she said I would
I am whatever
you say
I am
gliding
betwixt planes
pink spiders
hunt me
some seek to classify me add me to their collection
General Tom Thumb: a dwarf whose rose to fame as a circus performer
exiled and shunned
from the 3 beer circus
by
General Tom Thumb
too far underground
a drink
loose exile
a dime
Quien es?-Billy the kid's last words answered by a bullet to the heart
a knock
Quien es?
Us-.09.11.20
no
don’t hate
her
no
don’t hate
him
she’s
around
when
he’s
not
around
coming
down
into
my lair
mermaid in a cowboy hat song echoes
There’s
Her
There’s
he
there’s
me
Us:used by a speaker to refer to himself or herself and one or more other people as the object of a verb or preposition. 2) an understanding betwixt lovers
There’s
No
us
Resonate-05.11.20
Ilsa forever gets
on that
plane
I forever stay
on this
plane
Here words
echo
those
words
those
emotions
aching
like
a new
drug
shelled
engines drown sound
various chemical drown the pain
stiff upper lip
Laszlo is a good person
Abomination in jeans
Abomination: I am a thing that causes disgust or hatred
yet
Resonate: 1) produce or be filled with a deep, full, reverberating sound ((her heartbeat)2) evoke or suggest images, memories, and emotions. 3) an echo in my psyche she causes through words and will
she resonates
