the last of my kind-23.05.18

driven to  extinction

Extinction: the condition or fact of being extinct or extinguished

betwixt worlds

living

dead

too high for this

Loathsome warehouse club

Warehouse club1) is a retail store, usually selling a wide variety of merchandise, in which customers buy large, quantities 2) an inferno full of ugly  insect like creatures with a cart holding 19 years worth of bottled water and toilet paper 

Swedish Reggae plays

a Toltec face 

a screeching noise 

it’s  talking

Toltec: a member of an American Indigenous people that flourished in Mexico before the Aztecs

the purple dragon glides

down aisles’

I disappear

plain sight

hiding around the way

hiding under beds

nom de guerre: an assumed name under which a person engages in combat 

unstuck in time

nomadic  pariah

kingdom of lost souls

never alone

just 

lonely

solitary

last of my kind

it catches up to you-19.05.18
Kings Cross
Algiers
Hereford
Alphabet city
Spandau
training grounds
genetic memories
Genetic: material that makes up DNA molecules. This material is passed on when organisms reproduce.
Prussian  cuirassiers
Prussian  cuirassiersThe Prussian cavalry of the Napoleonic Wars
Conquistadors
Conquistadora conqueror, especially one of the Spanish conquerors of Mexico and Peru  in the 16th century.
enturion : an officer in the army of ancient Rome who was responsible for 100 soldiers.
Centurion
flow through me
cold
calculating
coming hard
twisted face
Twisted Walk
omen
danger
Mistakes
Celebrate
or
bury
at times both
scars
bullets
and muscle
I have become
It catches up to you

Holy Commuion-23.05.18

The Catholic Sacrament of Holy Communion.: Christ's body and blood present in the consecrated host on the altar

In the Name

Of the Father

Of the Son

Of the Lovely Ghost

Do this

In memory of HER

we ask you loving

Father

to accept the sacrifice

that it might bring the

lovely ghost into 

being that 

I might be in  she

she in me

one flesh

One blood

for thine

THE KINGDOM

THE GLORY

give me

my queen

my kingdom

of

lost souls

m that this Holy

Communion 

This speedball

Speedball: is a mix of skag and coke can be injected or snorted 

might become

the flesh

and blood 

of the lovely ghost

Misery and Benediction -18.05.18

Misery

Ex-Playmate took Son On Fatal Jump From NYC Hotel's 25th Floor 18.05.18 cnn.com

cup of strong tea and a forced smile

need something stronger

Texas School shooting: 10 killed by teenage gunman | Al Jazeera English

the all American

ritual

of

sacrificing children

to guns

I go to

art show

More than 100 dead in plane crash in Cuba not.com 18.05.8

double please

let 

art

friends wash away the

Misery: a state or feeling of great distress or discomfort of mind or body

misery

benediction

from

art

friends

gin

Bendiction:service in which the congregation is blessed with the Blessed Sacrament, held mainly in the Roman Catholic Church.

ruin-17.05.18
she was
beautiful music
about
terrible things
Picasso’s Guernica
'Guernica' The painting depicts the horrors of war

Siren
Seraphim
walking past
skeletons  of her lovers
in her
web
blasé’
Blasé’: apathetic to pleasure or excitement as a result of excessive indulgence or enjoyment : world-weary
jaded
Jaded: tired, bored, or lacking enthusiasm, typically after having had too much of something.

alarms
melt away
away
knowing
she was
creation
Creation: the action or process of bringing something into existence

destruction
Destruction: the action or process of causing so much damage to something that it no longer exists

collapsed
in
her embrace
she
always
ends badly
Ruin: the cause of the disintegration of a person's life
she
will
always
be
my ruin

I-10 West-14.05.18

Such an early version

Exploding out

down shift into curves

427ci – Engine aluminum block-435HP 

Little Algiers

He didn’t

Want to

Pay me

Broken word

Broken bones

He did

White lines on road

White lines in my blood

blood on me boots

she clings to me

I saved her life

I risked her life

I take chances

I take lives

rolling  dice

I-10 West

legs-08.05.18

sailing in a black sedan

through the city

Amazon at the wheel 

Amazon: an admiring term for a statuesque, athletic woman

Loki by her side

Loki, in Norse mythology, a cunning trickster God.

Coke so pure

It must come from the nipples of the  Virgin Mary

Mary was a 1st-century BC Galilean Jewish woman of Nazareth, and the mother of Jesus,

black masses

Black Mass: a travesty of the Roman Catholic Mass in worship of Satan

so we dance

those long legs high heels grace on water

heels

lost in her

finding her

wrapped in loving 

legs

arms

a

 leggy

woman 

will 

take me to me grave

The souk10.05.18

Algiers

souk. : a marketplace in northern Africa or the Middle East

In search of opium

.45 ammos

against the  wall

a  beauty

her  gaze

haunts me

smoking  the opium

did she

exist at all

the next days

Searching

tourist haunts

putting word out

garçon avez-vous vu la jeune fille touristique je leur ai demandé ?

une récompense un carton de Marlboro rouge

like an opium dream

Opium:a reddish-brown heavy-scented addictive drug prepared from the juice of the opium poppy, used as a narcotic

she 

dissolved

Brief Bio-09.05.18
Born
cold war
Berlin(American Sector)
Cold War: the state of political hostility that existed between the Soviet bloc countries and the US-led Western powers from 1945 to 1990.
UK
Mexico City DF
US
learning
love
death
how to
execute both
firefight
Firefight: a battle using guns rather than bombs or other weapons
DOA
COMA
awakened
Brave New World
Mary Magdalene  hooking up
with pontius pilate
disciples lost faith
belly of the beast
Militaristic industrial complex: an informal alliance of the military and government.
fuck it
chuck it
artist poet
so far

Now and Then-07,05.18

then

top predator 

over kill

now

top predator

skills 

then best and the brightest going dark

now

walking study in demonology  vampyric 

always hungry

then

you vomiting bleeding 

now 

dead before the floor

“The past is never dead. It's not even past.”― William Faulkner, Requiem for a Nun

then

mercy

now

then crawled away in pain and shame

now 

walk or be carried

now

merciless

George Zimmerman accused of criminal stalking in Florida(07.05,.8)cnn.com

you been perving

on me friends

now and then

demon feeds

now it’s your turn

then

run

Knowing-03.05.18

closer to knowing

Knowing: showing or suggesting that one has knowledge or awareness that is secret or known to only a few people.

the candle burns the brightest burns the shortest

entering the dark realm

strange love

strange days

Strange: unusual or surprising in a way that is unsettling or hard to understand

turn

embrace

strange

embrace

US

Us: used by a speaker to refer to himself or herself and one or more other people as the object of a verb or preposition.

Angel fled

to my

dark realm

dragon flying

sublimation of  beings

US

resurrection

burning

beds

burning

breakfast

• Chinese lasers injure US military pilots in Africa

benediction

revelation

Vitalie,

gnostic

US

knowing