Holy communion-23.01.18

I saw you  

magazines

a silver screen

neon motel lights

don’t fear me

come near me

you noticed 

kissing

Double exposure

Double exposure the exposure of a photographic plate or film to light, repeated often producing ghost image

fucking

pyrotechincs

Pyrotechnic: the art of making or displaying fireworks

You

washing over me like pure heroin

essence of you

hallucinations 

flashing 

visions 

of 

heaven 

Transubstantiation

Transubstantiation: especially in the Roman Catholic Church) the conversion of the substance of the Eucharistic elements into the body and blood of Christ at consecration, only the appearances of bread and wine still remaining.

sacred

profane

glorious

flesh

holy

holy

drinking deeply

chalice

feasting

holy communion

little deaths-20.01.18

cut off me ear

sent it to Inna Shevchenko

Inna Shevchenkois: a feminist activist and the leader of international women's movement, FEMEN   

I am

already be dead

this was no game

tried to stay sane

this was life

life’s not safe

demon eyes

demon ways

are  you bait

can’t wait

demon slayer

lay me to waste

lay me to waste

love 

AMPUTATION

DEATH

part of self

always dies

love is 

a

series 

of 

little deaths

petite mort

Petite Mort:   the little death, a popular reference for blacking out after orgasm and other supposed spiritual releases that come with orgasm.

the waiting room-19.01.18

hell 

Hell: a place regarded in various religions as a spiritual realm of evil and suffering, often traditionally depicted as a place of perpetual fire beneath the earth where the wicked are punished after death

is

the 

waiting  room

.ERs

hospices

forward firebases

shooting galleries

prisons

for 

heaven

Heaven: for

heaven

Heaven: a place, state, or experience of supreme bliss

comme ci comme ca-17.01.18

year 

pink  spider

of

Prague

bite

comme ci comme ca

Comme ci comme ca  neither very good nor very bad; so-so

malady

behind the gallery 

hidden in  open view

she worshipped 

an

 distant stony god

but

Genuflected 

before me 

complete supplication

supplication :the action of asking or begging for something earnestly or humbly.

the venom had run it’s sequence

no  rush, and art with no soul

I pass her a stranger

comme ci comme ca

Wahala 16.01.18

I went to sleep to 

your thousand and one  sorrows

awoke  to your troubles

cured your disease 

perfected my  disease

each others secret

you said 

you were  a tattoo 

on me soul

no

scabs on me arm

I passed you 

tonight 

at the hotel

and went

 to the bar

WAHALA: trouble, annoyance and headache, all rolled into one

06.01.18-7 veils

she dances

moves

from

a

passion play

hips making promises

undulates

her perfect body

a dance

of

seven veils

Veil: opaque or transparent material worn over the face for concealment, for protection from the elements, or to enhance the appearance

eyes lock

a

veil

DROPS

names given

a

veil

DROPS

a touch

a

veil

DROPS

chat

a

veil

DROPS

a drink

a

veil

DROPS

intensity builds

a

veil

DROPS

silently going

from whisper

 scream

a

veil

DROPS

Prophet: a person regarded as an inspired teacher or proclaimer of the will of God

a prophet’s head

on a platter

deal

my skillset

my skill setSkill Set : a person's range of skills or abilities.

no veils here

a

05.05.01.18-Chemistry class
eyes lock
jolt of electricity
 2 : steam or the heat or power produced by it when kept under pressure

I can
give her anything
with the exception
of what she needs
cold night
our heat

steam 1 : the vapor into which water is changed when heated to the boiling


Stilettos
on my shoulders
action
reaction
Newton's third law is: For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.

chemistry class