27.02.17- Hard

 she came to 

our world 

 year 

Theatre

community college

a drawl

strange awake to

legs all the way to heaven 

so pretty

so sweet

so nice

so stupid 

in the streets

taught her

she learned 

too much

too fast

now

one of us

jaded

faded

strung out

hard

26.02.17-waking

Tangled up 

in

your fishnets

shades of blue

you

so lush

pictures’

us 

falling 

into

bed

city dropping

into

night

everything’s

clear

you’re 

fire

benediction

resurrection

no promises

no goodbye

when I’m 

in you 

 the other side 

seems 

so near

no moral here

no happily ever after

awake

I’m

bouncing

23.02.17-silence
thousands of words
then
silence
you said
so much
love
lust
care
now
the roar
of
silence

silence23.02.17

thousands of words

then 

silence

you said

so much

love

lust

care

now

the roar

of 

silence

23.02.17-Love
Love
when
will you
take off your clothes
Love
when
will you
take off your
armour
Love
when
will you
stand in front of me
in bare perfection
Love
when
will you
realise
we are
messy
Love

when

will you

know

we are loud 

Love

when

will you

understand

we are flawed

Love

when

will you

comprehend

we are incongruous 

Love

when

will you

grasp

ewe are perfection

Amerikkka 22.02.17

when will you

live up to 

your promises

when will you

be worthy

of your millions 

of 

LGBT citizens

when 

will you

be 

a democracy again

the saint

has left 

for Berlin or Algiers

building

a guerrilla army

when will

you understand

you’re nothing 

without 

us

20.02.17-starving

how long

I slept

no matter

I heard her

soft, 

melancholy

smelled her

feral 

wild 

heavenly

saw her

resplendent

dazzling

divine

recognised her 

Angel 

muse

imp

awake

starving

14.02.17-want

want 

 inject heaven

in me neck

want

smoke bliss

snort

joy

want

possess your body 

like the

demon I am

want

dive int your eyes

want

swim in your essence

to get entangled

in your 

fishnets

wash ashore

on

pink sands 

13.02.17-shadows

I lived in 

shadows

I fancied

possessing

something deep

inside

you

you brought

a light into my underworld

your caress 

trembled

fear

the light

desire 

I looked 

for 

truth in you

saw 

naught

looked 

for  you

saw 

naught

the light

illusion

shadows real

11.02.17-rumour

she

asked

me  to save her 

if only 

one night

she appeared 

to be created

of 

myth

legend

illusion

rumour

faerie dust

dissolving

as she

she 

emerged

into 

the 

misty morning

just

rumour

09.02.17-heavy

your love

CEMENT 

CHAINS

HEAVY

drowning 

bit by bit  

going under

I carried it all

until 

awake

knackered 

carrying 

your 

never-ending baggage

fighting 

your 

battles

shed 

,burdens

NOT HEAVY

I fly

away

09.02.17-colour me dead 

Think of me 

 you never thought 

of

better yet 

forget me

just 

color me dead

07.02.17-drug

Poppies

one fantastic  drug

took me 

places

I never 

dreamed

pink spiders

venom surging

in my blood

woman are the 

strongest 

drug

06.02. -Bardot

runway strut

cutting through  the room

Brigitte Bardot

setting me eyes 

ablaze

mind burning

bedroom

eyes 

stare

until

I’m

junk 

sick

needing

a shot

Bardot

embrace me

whilst

I rush

hold me

whilst

I nod

on Bardot

04.02.17-alone

tell me

you love me

and 

walk away

miss

being alone 

together

01.02.16-fell

Rebel Angel

fell

fleeing

false god

meeting

gossiping gorgons

Sniping imps

Vampyric demon caught her

Setting halo aflame

did she 

know

I was 

the 

chosen one 

the anointed one 

best and brightest

until

I crossed

treacherous god

I didn’t 

fall 

I was

pushed

02.02.17-love

we will

never 

speak again

never

make love again

never

kiss again

never 

meet again

never

know

that

I love you

love

31.01.17-don’t look back

a flash of recognition

a chary stare

nostalgia 

studio 

smoking 

stoned

nightclubs

calls 

Confidences

collaborations’

then

kerb

run

and

please

don’t look back