CV-30.04.23
Pieces
our
Sex
Fit
Passionately
Lovingly
Obscene bonfire
Your body fills
Me mind
your fire
Lights me soul aflame
Speaking in tongues
interpreting erotic dreams
The organization of flying machines
An odd attraction-we can’t ignore
A fleet of angels with resplendent green silk wings
CV: Curriculum Vitae
This my CV
Applying for
The position(s)
Of your lover
clouds-28.04.
We are always
in
Aimless melancholy
that take root
a person
understand
guarantees of American dreams
marriage, children, job in a large building
aren’t protection
from desolation
not catastrophic loss
strange little ache that feels like a hollow
where your souls should be
No amount
of soul cycle
probiotics
Himalayan salt
sleep surgery
psychoanalysis
can fully alleviate that fog of sadness
existential angst
lives
transient absurd
death mandatory and permanent —but another part feels gradual
a slow drip of little and big losses that will define
we are always
leaving
losing
being left
er are always
looking for
meaning in clouds
Star map-28.04.23
messages in clouds
all you left me was alone (love is always an amputation)
fire dancer to me right
almost out of sight
Off these days
my fist collides
with
mirrors
With
Faces
a lone
a butterfly lands
points at the cloud
fireworks from heaven
Music and art
Fill the space betwixt us
Star map :a physical map was commonly sold in LA to help link tourists find celebrity homes 2)a celestial map of the night sky
Need a map to
you (this galaxy brings me down, down
need a star map
Our Lady-22.04.23
My paintings, poems made her unhappy
Rather lead her to acknowledge
Existence of unhappiness
That had always
Been inside her (like an altar)
mystery and tragedy of her own sex
her desire
mirror in that flat
ornate and gilded
it was here she judged herself
and examined
sorrows that were
begged
borrowed
and stolen
Our Lady
of sorrows
our Lady
of petite mort
Our Lady often refers to: Mary, mother of Jesus. Veneration of Mary in the Catholic Church.
Our Lady
Road rage-30.04.23
Dali holds
gun
to me head
FIRE
I dissolve
lightly salted popcorn
hurricane in a glass
blues and jazz
art
all we have is now
nothing else exists
howling
car park
Angel in a cage
emotional rescue
heaven in heels
demon flying high mainlining (art, music, joy & sex)
Raging: an intense and sometimes violent kind of anger. 2)A party, particularly a large, wild party
on the road
raging
Punk Magick on Good Friday-07.04.23
rituals of it are magick
I mean mass is a magick ritual
it’s a trans-substantiation!
I mean, the stations of the cross, the crown of thorns, getting whipped
the wild girlfriend
crying nailed to a cross
by fascist
moment of doubt & pain
My God, my God why have you forsaken me!
Passion!
its punks and magick
Mean-05.04.23
Can’t look me in the eye
Now
Why did it mean?
So much ?
Too mean so little
To you?
Why are you so mean?
I mean
Sussing you
You mean
And we don’t mean anything to you
Mean: To be inconsiderate and selfish · 2. adj. So hot, sexy and/or tight it defies description and boggles the mind. · 3. n. The sum of a series of numbers 4) to matter
Palm Sunday-02.04.23
Flying monkeys and cocktails
Post cards from pink spiders
The scent of perfume weed
Raw sex (musky)
tapping out tablets and powders(cooking
filling an empty place
klicks from the muddy water( Jesus turning into hurricane punch)
Hide your love
it can
and
will be
used against
YOU
There is
ONLY NOW
Nothing else exists
Feral pussy & blues
On
Palm Sunday: It thus marks the beginning of Holy Week, the final week of Lent.
Palm Sunday
