Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

31 October 2016

30.10.16-marks
every great love
leaves 
it’s mark
a
tattoo
is 
too
easy
scars form
from
the downs
and
up’s
I will
Wear them
Until
We met 
Again
These marks 
Your 
promise 
my jewels
angry raised 
red
permanence
in the
face of
transience
my treasures
my marks


27 October 2016

27.10.16-blue bunny prophesies-devil 
blue bunny calls
down the rabbit  hole
the devil is laughing
she shakes her hips
licks her lips
the devil is laughing
eyes  locking
spontaneous combustion
she creams my name
Blue bunny 
Always knew
the devil is laughing

25 October 2016

Love Story
    “What’s your story?” asked the tall brunette, with the bedroom eyes.
    “I wanted a drink, I came here,” I answer. I watch her scrutinizing me. I can already feel her embrace.
    “Nobody comes here by accident,” she says hands on her hips.
“I sussed this wasn’t the Russian tea room. I wanted gin, why do you care?” I answer. Taking her in khaki shorts, T-shirt, and flip-flops she’s not trying too hard in her 30’s. Still, I’m interested because there seems to be more to her than the feral vibe she’s giving. The feral vibe in a woman’s dirty thirties’ is to be expected. Yet there is depth, and challenge that tests me I buy her a drink and hand it to her.
“I don’t need small talk, “ She says.
“I am not looking to get to know the real you, you’re safe” I answer. I slide her a fiver, and she goes to the jukebox Prince she definitely passed the test. 1999 is coming on as she makes her way back to the bar. I take her hand and dance for a moment.  At the bar, she leans into me. I kiss her neck. She gives me a soft moan. We don’t really speak much. I look up its   last call. She says, “I am not looking for a husband. I am looking for multiple orgasms.
    “I can help with that” I answer.
    “Wow, you’re cocky.” She says “but I can work with that, can you handle a full grown woman?”
    “Let's roll, “ I say
    “Beach first lets swim first. She answers. I turn the car towards the beach.
    ‘Not exactly a love story she says.
    “Yeah, but I am thinking a good story.

24 October 2016

24.10.16-web
fascinated
Attracted
desiring
craving
pink spider
piercing
her web
sensation 
legs
enveloping
pulling 
me 
deeper 
in
sense
her sting
warm 
wet 
fragrant
venom
my ruin
my ecstasy
 her web

21 October 2016

19.10.16-flee
you want to flee it
I can see it 
tell me 
where  you 
Hurt
I can heal it
lets flee
from
a life and heart full of lies
flee
with
me
flee
to 
me


18 October 2016

17.10.16-fix
fire fight
Montrose
over the edge
East Village
throat cut
Alphabet City
blood 
stained snow 
Berlin
Pied Noir
One in the chamber
Angry Berber’s
Algeria
looking for
 good gear
a bag of candy
whilst
prosty’s 
and
millennium  
stories
on the
pavements
Kings Cross
only thing
could
has
killed me
love
still
jonesing
for 
one
fix

17 October 2016

Forever ghost
Mind learns
What your 
Soul always knew 
one can never forget
Those
Forever ghost
16.10.16
I recognise 
The mist
Defiant
blue eyes
looking
for something 
lacking from your life
you come to 
Vampyre
So tell me your dreams
Safe
in
demonic embrace
not
weakness

there’s
strength
in
vulnerability
beauty in the mists
take my hand
past the mists
dark sanctuary 

15 October 2016

14.10.16-perchance
something in her 
 seems to
know  
the fractures in me
perchance 
a tryst
 in 
the  enigmatic 
palace of secrets
perchance
a lovely smile
covers
madness  and sadness
misery
perchance 
lovely eyes 
seen too much
wept
perchance 
a soul so deep
has been 
bruised and torn
shattered
perchance
some secrets
are just that
secret


13 October 2016

13.10.16-the story never ends
just paused
we have always 
existed
we will always 
Exist
In a space others can’t possibly know
or 
comprehend

13.10.16 Blue Bunny prophesies Psalm 69
feeding on the dark
feeding in the dark
it’s been so long
Blue Bunny
knows where me soul 
absconded 
to
don’t need it
don’t want it
outcast
stranger
Blue Bunny
On me shoulder
vampyric thirst
demonic hunger
a dangerous man
in a perilous land
It’s been so long
Blue bunny 
calling
me
threshold of light
I stand 
Blue bunny on my shoulder
So long in darkness
It's been so long
Feeding on the dark
Feeding in the dark
It's been so long
The light
Offends
Me eyes

12 October 2016

12.10.16-Blue bunny prophecies
stroking Blue bunny
I arrive
You would not believe
where 
I came from 
I tell 
the one
with 
the high dress
 she answers 
a bored smile
love
take a chance
on us 
roll the dice
Blue bunny
Where you taking
Us
Blue bunny
Never answers
Speaking in riddles

12.10.16-perfect stranger
long hair
Smoky eyes
perfect
For a dark fantasy
Those legs
Her smile
Perfect
For a rendezvous
a touch 
eyes lock
perfect for 
a  night
NO history
NO future 
NO promises
NO goodbyes

NOW
perfect stranger


11 October 2016

11.10.16-obligation
There is nothing 
Compelling
you
to be the person 
You were 20 minutes ago

06 October 2016

Woman at boom
she carries a latte
she brings redemption

05.10.16-photo’s
you don’t belong here
not protected
for this dark
fantasy
I MUST
Stay
immune
am I
It will
Destroy 
YOU
This
me
ART
me
LIFE
NOT
Survivor
NOT 
Victim

I’m the trigger
The bullet
Dark Voyeur
BAD Actor
You cannot 
Photograph 
HELL
From outside


03 October 2016

03.10.16-Siren
deep underground  I hear her call 
arousing me
connecting to me as no 
creature of  light should
she cries from the rivers edge 
where mortals meet fate 
I hear her soft voice over the wails 
The damned
I slip off the crown of thorns 
Begin to ascend 
Hearing her above 
the lost souls
I rise
It will end in disaster
everything does
All that matters 
is 
 mystery
search
seduction
Siren



02 October 2016

2.10.16- benediction


looking 
for salvation
in  

those legs 

looking for deliverance


in 

a fix

looking for redemption



in 
dark places

looking for absolution

in
your sheets

looking for mercy

in
your ardour

looking benediction

in 

your fire




01 October 2016

01.10.16-rouge
You 
wrote

me suicide 
note 

in 

lipstick Chanel  Rouge Allure


in the

loo 

mirror


It was 

premature





01.10.16-creature
Angel descended underground
So Beautiful
So terrifying
illuminating phenomena
better left unknown
various blondes
so thin
they must be Wealthy
razor blades slicing
crystals
opening veins
I grab Angel
she gives herself
razor opens our veins
blood commingling
until
born
terribly flawed
creature