30.06.15

a life without passion

without kindness

without affection

to die slowly

of a 

million  tiny cut’s 

there’s really nothing 

left to say

29.06.15 later in the snow

The promise

of snow

there are 

Gods who are neither

Kind

Nor

just

a losing  battle

brings 

transformation

red screams of birth

purple  passions

evergreen’s  never lose faith

for pain 

there is the promise

of snow

29.06.15

Sunday

Aphrodite

tires of me

Monday

Cerberus awakes me

messages

await

from

The Naughty Nurses

Of 

The Apocalypse

The nurses 

I have known so many 

lives

Injecting heaven into my neck 

Demonic Vampyre

feeding on them 

drinking in 

beauty, sex, and trouble

then 

leaving them at Styx underground station

with 

no 

carfare

they love me still

messages

Of 

chaos and love

I am chuffed

25.06.15 later 

Awaking in your flat

your head 

on 

me chest

on the night stand 

a jar of 

black sand

one day 

we will  leave these  concrete

canyons

these gloomy 

skies

and 

go

you say 

make love

at sunrise

and sunset

all day and night

betwixt

and 

for those

few moments

while

you speak

we exist

25.06.15

did you just walk 

into this

Movie

No?

Why  surprised?

You wounded

No warning

I went were I  always

Go

She 

Healed

Me

Now

I  have

Full Vampyric strength

You made so  it so easy

Lay

Play

pray

no

You can’t stay any more

24.06.15

Undress 

from that sundress

the power

of

white panties

honey on my

fingers

lips

Honey

that is who you are

it’s what you

are

It’s 

Who 

you are

It’s

The colour 

of

your hair

your skin

A honey coloured

heaven on a 

summer’s  day

Meth Jesus later

It’s not easy when you party 

For a living

It’s on your lips

as you wrap around

me

long legs bring together

death and living 

Are you paying a karmic debt?

What your taking can kill you

But Meth Jesus

says 

we’re all

forgiven

Blame it all on y demonic curse

blame it on the universe

but even underground

Where nothing sacred, and there’s no hallowed ground 

Feel the fever, chills

the kick is coming

the pains is coming

have faith 

Meth Jesus is coming

Meth Jesus 

Clean 

Immaculate

Oxy disciples

Salvation 

And mountain dew

Street cathedral 

Holy tweaking

Mary Magdalene on the corner 

Roman soldiers in their cruisers

Prophecy 

Well known on these streets

As it was told

So it has come to be

Meth Jesus 

Crucified by 

Bikers 

Roman soldiers wash their hands of it 

22.06.15-later

If I were a pirate 

I would kidnap

You 

Take you far away from 

Managed health care

And

Ones, and 

Zeros

I would drink like 

Champagne

And

Take away your digital 

Habits

I would caress 

your skin

and

Soul

and try

And kiss your heart

Hold

You until it was quiet enough 

to hear you

If I were a pirate

I would kidnap

You!

22.06.15

evening in the city of the dead

I can keep a secret

Is the heat between 

you

and

me

Actually a secret?

I taste 

your lips

Yu place my hand on your breast

no

not here

you tell 

me

neighbours

with cameras for eyes

little  minds

big mouths 

in this “upscale “ 

manor

I have a secret

I will 

Tell you

I am not

Good at 

Love but 

I know

that 

you want 

me

19.06.15

I lied

don’t fly into 

the light

Stay

let your eyes grow accustomed 

to the 

dark

play wit

h 

me

lay with 

me 

stay with 

me 

18.06.15-later

did I come too 

close

you came 

to me

remember?

I get it

My services are no longer needed

It’s cool

Come again

18.06.15

The  chaos and darkness of my world

has crossed over to yours

And upset

the

order of your soul

and

I know 

you  saw here me 

spread your  wings and fly out of here

Angel, before your eyes get used to

The

Darkness

I know love that you wouldn’t like it here

I lost track  

of time

and now I have been

here half my life

leave 

my world

fly back to yours

I will 

Be here

Next time 

You come down

17.06.15-beauty

All beauty

is pain

Beauty

only comes

from pain

Beauty

always causes

Causes pain

Love 

can’t  

you

see

Beauty is pain
pain is beauty

Happy Injections

if  I 

Could 

I 

would 

inject you

straight into

My soul

I 

look 

into your 

Eyes

I realise

you

recognise  this 

darkness

I

would inject you

And this dark journey 

is not 

lonely

16.06.15

I wipe 

The fog

off the mirror

I see

you staring

Back

brown eyes so blue

a sweet sadness

contrasting

an easy smile

I can see you inside me, 

and 

me inside you

13.06.15

I remember everything

I remember nothing

I know 

Who

lived

I know

Who 

died

I know

My shots were clean

I know

my  shots were final 

I know 

The smell of gunpowder 

Hanging  in the air

I know 

The taste of blood 

I know

Death 

doesn’t 

love me 

12.06.15

a bottle of wine

and this beach such a luxury

 I know what tomorrow brings 

An airplane taking me far far away

tonight?

that was a long 

time ago, in that Teutonic capital

I was always 

Cold 

Except in our flat

that  newly discovered country

a nation of two

now here it feels not so far 

the others?

so much noise

all we have is now

I love

now

11.06.15
of course
I see you
I have
Been underground for years
I  felt
you here
Before
I saw
you here
take my hand
you already know me

10.06.15

She’s a real gone girl

In 

her own world

she 

talks to angels

not  

to

Demons

she’s

gone

gone 

talking  to angels

in her world

no demon’s there

07.06.15

so you 

have 

grey eyes

so you

have’

blues

your names’

Labda

So your names 

Lillya

So I

Know how 

You 

Make me feel

So I don’t what you’re saying 

So just smile

06.06.15

I wake up

I am not at peace

in
 my heart 

I am a poet

in 

my heart

I have no guilt

in 

my heart

I have no regret

in

my heart

I seek

To take your pleasure

I want 

your skin

in
my heart

I hunger for 

your soul

02.06.15

I kissed

And 

Held you

But 

I didn’t 

Know how it would change 

Me

Part of me

Will

Always be with 

you

01.06.15

how 

is 

this fair?

You 

Kiss

Me

First

With

Passion 

Then

With

Hunger

Then

Tenderly

With

Affection

How is that 

Fair?

Who 

Does 

That?