Beyond reach-31.12.20
western sky
Constellation of the Cowgirl mermaid
She dances on the sands of the Milky Way
myth
a jealous god threw her high in the sky
out of reach
of poets
artist
who sought
her
seduce her
Je ne sais quoi: a quality that cannot be described or named easily 2) muse
je ne sais quoi
commit to paper, canvas, soul
she dances on the sands of the skies
poets watch from underground
stars
beyond reach
Seeing other people-14.12..20
crossfire at the cathedral
old idols tumble
Kinetic: a certain place or area is violent.
Kinetic energy
forever? down underground
always same
death and glory
birth and death
betwixt
absurdity
same candles incense
holy holy
blood communion
rituals
the stigmata of my disease
you’re sex
your sex
it’s/You’re
on fire
me
never live in the future
never live in the past
no eternal reward will forgive you
for wasting NOW
I am seeing
who cares
I am seeing
who my friends are
I am seeing
Visions:; Visions are understood to be the product of God's self-communication.
visions
I am seeing
the feint within the feint
I’m seeing
art
Line of Fire: the expected path of gunfire or a missile
I am seeing
lines of fire.
I am seeing
saints
Sisters of Mercy: a programme for instructing and training poor girls, distributing food and clothing to the needy, and performing other works of mercy. 2) a band
Sisters of Mercy
care for me
don’t worry about me
I am seeing
other people
t’s you-08.12.20
It’s not me
Psychosis: mental disorder in which thought, and emotions are so impaired that contact is lost with external reality
It’s your psychosis
It’s not me
Paranoia involves intense anxious or fearful feelings and thoughts often related to persecution, threat, or conspiracy
It’s your paranoia
It’s not me
Insecurity: uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence 2) needing constant external reassurance
it’s your insecurity
It’s not me
Depression: a persistent feeling of sadness and loss of interest.
It’s your depression
It’s not me
It’s you
