31.03.17- risking reputation 

risking reputation 

you

kiss me

risking reputation 

you’re

seen with me

risking reputation

I surfaced

risking reputation 

connexion

risking reputation 

we denied nothing

29.03.17-blame

Blame 

 it

on

Politics

Blame it 

on the weather

Blame it

On 

A kink in the time  space continuum it

on 

Fate

Blame it

on

a sensual obsession

Blame it

on

a bad reading of  Slaughterhouse 5

Blame it

on

The absurdity of being

blame it

on

The improbability of existence 

blame it 

on

The moon

blame it 

on gluten

Blame it 

on 

the night

blame it

On

Me

27.03.17-does he  know 

YOU PROMISED

NEVER 

Demon 

even

When he pretended 

NEVER

To have a heart

Does he know 

You've been dancing

With the

Demon

Does he know 

You danced 

into 

FLAMES

Does he know 

YOU screamed 

Oh God

MORE

MORE

does he know 

you laid

In 

flames 

reveling

strange games

Does he know

26.03.17-believe

you believe

in

intercessory prayer

you believe

in 

higher power

you believe

in

love

you believe

in 

light of love

you believe 

in

us 

I believe

in 

you

25.03.17-Junk Jesus later

It’s not easy when you party

For a living

It’s on your lips

as you wrap around

me

long legs bring together

living and dead

you paying a karmic debt?

What your taking 

can

 kill you

what your taking 

can 

resurrect you

Junk Jesus

says

we’re all

forgiven

Blame it 

on

my demonic curse

blame it 

on 

the universe

underground

Where nothing sacred 

there’s no hallowed ground

feel the fever, chills

the kick is coming

the pain is coming

have faith

Junk Jesus is coming

22.03.17-principles of Lust

Attraction

Eyes lock

so intense

spark

the music

is high

so are 

we

the 

passion 

tango

begins

breathless

frenzied

intensity

heat

it

ignites

burst

aflame

explodes

from

fire 

we are 

born

19.03.17- About a night

you think

you

got

a heart of stone

OH

You're here

ALONE

Just

wait until I  get you home

Won't

Throw

You

in   bed

More room

On the

Floor

You're

My type

18.03.17-monsters

Every

perfect thing

Is

annihilation

Every

Monster

Is

Salvation

Perfect

Is

Terrifying

Monster

Is

flaws 

pain

badges 

of

courage

wisdom

honour

the

monster   

I am

is 

the monster in you

15.03.17-not any more

YOU

can’t move

me

not anymore

allowed you

drag me through hell

so I could

hold your hand

not any more

don’t

bother 

looking

not any more

in 

the darkness

found

self

strength

I ‘m

not that

MAN

not any more

13.03.17-Premonition

dark flash

spinning

boot dagger in hand

Cry in  me throat

to the menace

served so well

blue bunny

reveals

a distinctive future

fancy’s

pink spiders

Open legs

a 

night

without defences

she

say’s

I’m

a 

premonition 

11.03.17-rites

noticing

you

noticing

me

I meet

your  sultry

gaze

raise

an eyebrow

the

ancient  rites

begin

blue bunny

calling me

but

this

is

fun

blue bunny

decrees prophecy

but rites

must be

taken

to conclusion

0.03.17-parade of saints

all saints hotel

rain

rain

always cold

looking

To 

score

rebel angels

redemption 

a 

dime bag

holy ritual

holy blood

holy elixir 

holy highs

holy fucking

holy

holy

closer to heaven

we’re  all saints

flawed and holy

parade

of

saints 

09.03.17-burning 

her body

feast

Vampyre

keeps Tells me

she's

me  slave

Angel twisted

lust 

needing

screaming

shameless desire

us

coffee

Burning bed

burning body

burning desire

.07.03.17-Saint

ritual

sweet opium  and sweat infused air

sacred mysteries 

she scream’s

 Oh God! in me bed 

arms outstretched 

eyes roll back

guttural moans

carnal fructification

pleasure salvation

embracing

waves of small deaths

followed

resurrection’s

confirming 

she

is chosen

among women

rejected by father

seeking self and benediction

he

Crosses’

himself 

as I pass

Clearly 

I am

a

saint

05.03.17-falling

when

she falls

she calls

demon

only

when she falls

does she

need him

now

does she

need him

now

?

04.03.17-rain

Verge of hallucination

walking

walking

in

rain

where once

I

chased

dragons

snorted heaven

ruined angels

battled

monsters

before

after

I

became

one

walking

rain

awaiting

visions

in

rain

02.03.17-soul

my soul

black

empty

missing

you 

love

it

?

01.03.17-versions

 remembering

version

of

me

deep underground

seeking

enlightenment

in

darker places

version

of

you

glam

naïve

sexy

crazy 

seeking

something 

in

bright lights

big city

these 

versions

the bowery

spontaneous

combustion

 new 

versions

next 

morning