Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

28 February 2021

a text from Marilynn Monroe-27.02.21

-Starwood?

Madame Wong’s?

catching me eye


whirl wind: almost-vertical column of wind that moves rapidly 2)   how god calls you if his iPhone has bricked

Whirl wind of blonde hair, sexy

basically, on fire

hard to miss

easy to lose

then

a text

Marilyn Monroe: Norma Jeane Mortenson 2) blonde archetype

Marilyn Monroe


26 February 2021

how to disappear completely-26.02.21


love letter

yellowing  like a fresh black eye

don’t try

don’t  work

don’t force

don’t fake it

quit now

if it is

then

if isn’t

there already

it never existed

only when it

comes

from

within

not

outside

can

it

immerse you

overcome you

pull you under

until you

are

who

you were

before they told you who to be

Disappear: lecease to be visible 2)  to go away or become lost


disappear





24 February 2021

Happy Ladings-24.02.21


radar contact

Radar Contact: Air Traffic Control see you on my radar, I'll keep an eye on you

redemption

usually at 

Tony

Tony

Lima

flying under radar


coming in hot


cleared for landing

Runway foamy: runways at airports being covered in foam to reduce friction

runway foamy

Air traffic control

She loves me

Happy Landings



22 February 2021

 slamming romance-22.02.21

waking

to

bright morning light

streaming through window

she walks softly sound

water  and  low singing

I stumble to wards the

song

watch

a moment

that beingI’m still

Discovering:  gain sight or knowledge of (something previously unseen or unknown 2) a new experience

discovering

hand reaches out

pulling

me in

care

kisses

redemption

Slamming Romance


19 February 2021

 let it happen-19.02.21

come inside

to eye of your heart

might find

a better place

to sleep

starting

revolution

frommy bed

all the

things

that have been

fades away

rebel angel

can wait

it’s too

she knows

take me

to your place

that no one knows

please

don’t

it’s cool

don’t look away

from vacuum of  me gaze

let it go

me

you


Happen: take place; occur. 2)  used to emphasize someone's wrongdoings or to point out a ridiculous event .3) chemical reactions.



let it happen


18 February 2021

 Prometheus-18.02.21

winter so bleak

frozen

grey on grey

descending

underground

far away

from

yellow brick road

pink spiders

Mermaids

Prometheus is a culture hero and trickster figure who created of humanity from clay, and who defies the gods by stealing fire and giving it to humans

punk Prometheus ripped jeans black leather

eagle ODs

surfacing

searching for the sacred flame

I have seen it

I will have it




16 February 2021

 Should-16.02.21

should

I Know

where

you slept last night

should

I care

where

you slept last night

should

I have been

where you slept last night

Should used to indicate obligation, duty, or correctness 2) should of, would of, could of- regrets and 4$ will get you a cup of coffee


Should




14 February 2021

 emailing venus-14.02.21

Venus:  The Roman goddess of love and beauty 2) the planet second  from the sun 3) she who woke me



from the lighthouse

watching mermaids

watching the moon

I said too much?

haven’t said enough

Venus

burning bright

in the sky

vinyl and words

wine

to fill

an emptiness


12 February 2021

 deadbeat poet -12.02.21

indifferent queen

celebrated

adored

whist

I am

Beat: a main accent or rhythmic unit in music or poetry 2) American social and literary movement 3) overcome 4) strike violently 5) tired 

beat

looking for

joy

looking for

Love

looking for

a bliss fix

looking for

redemption in dirty streets

looking for

redemption in dirty sheets

a dead-beat poet


t:a lazy or socially undesirable person


a deadbeat poet? 



09 February 2021

 us-09.02.21

flying

past evil

past good

past

time

past

space

past

knowing

Temporal anomaly: disruption in the spacetime continuum 2)) created by the rite-candles, communion hitting the spot in the Centre of me brain exploding conscious betwixt world’s 

temporal anomaly

brings me to you

we dance

time means nothing

are existential tango

no

beginning

no

end

nothing else

exists 

just us


03 February 2021

 see me? -03.02.21

at the beach beneath lighthouse

watching

Mermaids watching the moon

wonder if

mermaids

See: 1.) discern visually2) come to perceive or understand

SEE

me