Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

29 January 2021

 heartbreak lighthouse-29.01.21

Lighthouse: a structure (such as a tower) with a powerful light that gives a continuous or intermittent signal to guide ships and mermaids

where I live

above the rocks

I was called by sirens

Siren: women or winged creatures whose singing lured unwary sailors and demons on to rocks.

who swam from the Soca

to this the last

evidence

of

Atlantis

of

love

I wait the mermaid

I will break her heart

Again

Like waves crashing

again

until it opens

Mermaid 

Let’s me in


24 January 2021

 eyes turned toward heaven-23.01.21

Fast: something that reflects light) shine in a bright but brief, sudden, or intermittent way. 2) revelation

FLASH


saw you

Really saw you

pale blue eyes

turned towards heaven

the last time

saw you

pale blue skin

eyes towards

Heaven: place regarded in various religions as the abode of God (or the gods) and the angels, and of the good after death2) wherever you are

Heaven


19 January 2021

 10,000 Kisses in-19.01.21

ome to me and I’ll set you free -

we’re already 

10,000 kisses in

don’t want

hold you back

 want

to hold  you

your passion, youth and talent

Speedball:Injected mix of heroin & cocaine a speedball

A speedball

hitting centre of me heart.

I go the places  we shared 

hoping you’ll walk in to the vacuum of my stare

backdown?

one way

to love

one way to 

fight

to the 

DEATH

do I feed on your

BEAUTY

YOUTH

your kiss breathed life 

into

the place 

me soul once was

10,000 kisses IN

not looking for an OUT

I am 10,000 Kisses

IN


 







MLK day-18.01.21

woke up loaded my gun

love was gone

no one warned

I am  the chosen one

to shine

EXPLODE

burn bright

in my

sights

can’t

RUN

can’t

HIDE

judgement  day

TODAY

pistol  unloads easy

come

like the

Holy Ghost: Holy Ghost "proceedeth from the Father and the Son".

hit you

like the4 holy Holy Ghost

3 in the face

pray for grace

doctored bullets

ready for a fight

hoping

for peace

on

MLK day


07 January 2021

 Now-o7.01.21

she talks

reward in the sky

if we die

Now: under the present circumstances as a result of something that has recently happened. 2) all we have

all is now

rivers to cross

get over

Desolation: Desolation: state of complete emptiness or destruction

calling the desolation Angels

texting my man

skinny girl

Wants

Answers?

passion?

Release?

love?

to own?

be owned?

tomorrow?

now is fine




02 January 2021

 in her eyes-02.01.21

something

your aspect

something

your touch

something

your art

something

I have always known

your feral vibe

lavicous

  lips

I must still be alive

blood goes in the need

3cc’s of truth

I

have

always

known

who

you are

what

you are

it was in your eyes

connexon: a relationship in which a person, thing, or idea is linked or associated with something else 2) finding another part of self.


Connexon

In her eyes