Dionysus rising-22.09.22
In her kitchen
Sussing out coffee machine (the codes in a closet in Mars-A-Lago)
sunglasses (it’s blindingly bright) jeans
fluffy small dog claimed my shirt (eyeing me suspiciously)
Shower sounds lose jeans
The water reviving her
Even as this radge lover
Making himself known
With slippery loud love
Dionysus was the Greek god of the god of wine and pleasure
Dionysus, she moans
Fever dream-24.09.22
Pink spider
Legs close around
Long and strong
me
scarred and pale (history writ in angry raised flesh)
Dying and living
reconciled
Living
On the edge (only people who gone by over It know)
too long
can’t hesitate
Fever pitch
Don’t want to wake
Leave the fever dream
Pink spider
What I am taking
Will kill me
not as fast
what’s she giving
leaving at first light
underground
cool dirt feels so good
Fever dream: vivid dreams you have when your body temperature is elevated. 2) you feel that you are in an actual dream where things outside the realm of reality happen
horúčka dreaj
Your smell
Dope-17.09.22
Your taste
Your beauty
Your High
Let the ritual
BEGIN
Dissolve you in the chalice
Draw potion
In
My spike
Shoot
Straight in me neck-straight in junk centre of me brain/soul)
You’re
Dope: a drug taken illegally for recreational purposes, especially heroin. 2) anything as good as heroin
So
DOPE
Dionysus rising-22.09.22
In her kitchen
Sussing out coffee machine (the codes in a closet in Mars-A-Lago)
sunglasses (it’s blindingly bright) jeans
fluffy small dog claimed my shirt (eyeing me suspiciously)
Shower sounds lose jeans
The water reviving her
Even as this radge lover
Making himself known
With slippery loud love
Dionysus was the Greek god of the god of wine and pleasure
Dionysus, she moans
Vortex-20.09.22
Her arms waving
I see the currents swirling around her
She’s trying to swim away
To the place
Where the man who doesn’t love her
lives
If she would only
Come with me
Lay in my arms
Deep underground
Where
Dreams and night terrors
Are forged.
From
flowers from China
from
diamonds
from
Souls of children killed before recess
from
cherries from France
from
Joy
from lithium
the taste of as kiss
carried throughout the universe by butterfly’s
as the end of the road not taken
we could wake to a new dawn and watch the vortex from the light house
dissolve
Vortex: a mass of whirling fluid or air, especially a whirlpool or whirlwind. 2) dangerous or bad situation in which you become more and more involved
vortex
Fever dream-24.09.22
Pink spider
Legs close around
Long and strong
me
scarred and pale (history writ in angry raised flesh)
Dying and living
reconciled
Living
On the edge (only people who gone by over It know)
too long
can’t hesitate
Fever pitch
Don’t want to wake
Leave the fever dream
Pink spider
What I am taking
Will kill me
not as fast
what’s she giving
leaving at first light
underground
cool dirt feels so good
Fever dream: vivid dreams you have when your body temperature is elevated. 2) you feel that you are in an actual dream where things outside the realm of reality happen
horúčka dreaj
Dream-12.09.22
dreamed of the Milky Way
Dream: processing, discarding, and storing of all one's subconscious thoughts images, and sensations, prophecies, revelations occurring in a person's mind during sleep 2) something greatly desired
I wonder what my Dream
dreams of
Bald sopranos?
Jimmy Choo pumps (so necessary on my shoulders)
Sharks?
army of lovers?
maenad sorority parties?
Lovesick satyrs
It’s all a dream
Even me
Dream
Halo-30.05.22--later
The devil
hears
When you dance like that
Losing control
growling
Take my body
Take me
Morning light
Take my heart
So
sexy
So
pretty
Best
Piece
of ass
In the city
Halo: Hair glowing catching morning light
she walks out the door
Redemption & angels
Sunday morning after
Hallo: a disk or circle of light shown surrounding or above the head of a saint or holy person to represent their holiness.
Halo for a fallen angel
Hallo
Lovesick k writers club-09.09.22.
Treats
you like
broken toy
That no one wants play with
Butterfly flaps her wings
Hurricane spins in Atlantic
You’re lovesick
Lovesick: in love, or missing the person one loves, so much that one is unable to act normally. 2) the horrid feeling you get when you’re in love with someone who doesn’t anymore.
You’re a writer
Writer: a miscreant who transmits ideas, thoughts, dirty dreams etc into a work of literature. Can be done anywhere; like on paper, online, and on other people's property.
Welcome to the lovesick writers club
We’ve been expecting you
Make yourself to home
Cold Beer
Walking into a west TX convivence store under a giant Cold Beer” sign which announces buying beer. The building itself reminiscent of from “Dawn to Dusk “I chat in Spanish with the clerk, I say goodbye going back to the car where an anxious dog waits. Stumbling past. a rack of straw cowboy hats a little Miodelo splashes a fat seemingly unwashed stale smell of cigarettes sweat and failure cowboy. who spins a stream of profanities spewing around. I have those reflexes my beer falls and my hand comes up I press the button the blade jumps out.
“Back off and if that foul convict breath gets closer, I will cut your face off and wear it for Halloween. Prison ink and all”
“I see the clerk picking up the phone. I say you didn’t see anything; honky needs a change of jeans... I will be moving on and if he follows me call an ambulance (in Spanish.) She puts the phone down and smiles. I press the button the blade retracts. “Getting in the car She asks “beer?”
“There’s nothing for me here. Perchance next stop a cold beer in a clean well-lighted place
