Yesterday-30.03.

yesterday

day after tomorrow

We were

Going 

Swimming

Swimming: propelling through water 2) we can’t say love, so swimming

Leggy 

Dancing

Next to me

So many love

Cowgirl

is it 

all the same

raining 

Trying to keep

Cigarette lit

Cowgirl

makes me 

play this game 

yesterday 

the day after tomorrow

Numb-30.04.20

2 metres apart

52000 light years from heart

just noticed

SHE

noticing

me

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lunatic shaman

Psychedelic invocations

touch

uncaring fate

alone

no

directions

Betwixt worlds

betwixt stations

adrift

Numb: deprived of sensation 2) lack of emotions 3) losing touch with reality

numb

  souvenirs—2.10.18 - later
it always ends like this
I‘ll do it every time
Lunatic androids follow
Androids: robots with a human appearance

yellowing love letters   like a fresh black eye
starved for pink spider venom
Fix: to repair something that is broken) 2 a dose of your addiction/ obsession
Berserk  lightening
night air
these scars
souvenirs
 from the downs
 the chase
the score
Souvenirs: a sentimental or keepsake of place, event, or person
souvenirs

sucker punch-12.03.20

I answer my mobile

vitriol

Vitriol: 1) cruel and bitter criticism 2) certain hydrated sulfates or sulfuric acid 3) her opinion of me 

straight to the gut

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we share

ancestors

we share

history

we share

blood

not

kindness

not

love

not angry

why, didn’t I see it

coming

Sucker Punch: suddenly without warning and often without apparent provocation 2) a bitch move by a bitch

sucker punch

beat poetry for pink spiders, and How to Quarantine Yourself-06.03.20

sleep a rumour

living

betwixt stations

I tried

to describe you

needed a feeling

not words

Weyward sisters: Three “black and midnight hags” who plot against Macbeth 

Weyward sisters

screaming

stealing pieces

Psyche: all of the elements of the human mind, both conscious and unconscious 2) soul or spirit  

of me psyche

enslaving

me

pink spider

wrapping

legs puling 

me in

redemption in venom

washing 

over me

washing 

me clean

washing

me soul

pristine

washing over me Quarantine: a state, period, or place of isolation 2) removing yourself

quarantine

over her-06.03.20

over: pronouncement of the termination of a relationship 2)moved beyond an event or person

over her

waking

long tousled   hair

long legs

everywhere

Over her

loose exile

poppies

heal and restore

strange games

pink spiders

feral kittens

sacred cows  lead to slaughter

Sacred cow:the Hindus' respect for the cow as a sacred animal 2)something that is often unreasonably immune from criticism or opposition.

over her

under her

flashes

Flashes: Light bright but brief, sudden, or intermittent way 2) memories of an event 3) enlighment

Over her

Attack

Insolent concubines

seeing other people

loving  each other

Liturgy :form or formulary according to which public religious worship 2) the cannon of lovers’ pleasures

sensual Liturgy