29.12.15- benediction

don’t need 

benediction

free 

your mind

and come to me

sensual sacraments

await

26.12.15 –darkness

you ran towards 

me

because

not in spite

 of 

me darkness

you recogonised it familiar

Perelesnyk?

Didko, Antypko, Antsybolot, Aridnyk?

to your

Vodyanoyor Vodnik

You awakened

me

 don’t ask 

me

how you ended up

in darkness

you’re

slaked

in

my darkness

27.12.15- mannequin

She was a mannequin

Men wanted

Her

Maybe 3 minutes

I had her

Love

For 6 minutes

Lust

1 minute

Awkward friendship

When my 

10 minutes 

ended

a memory 

of 

mannequin

26.12.15-people talk

leaving

my love not enough

that's tough

your face

is haunting me

saying 

everything’s fine

wish that

Voice 

Would die 

sad

 sheets still smell of you

thought I found Jesus

in your gash

people talk

Today I was walking Iggy Bleu, and we run into a woman walking an older golden. I recognise the dog, so we walk past. Dogs sniff I pet him.  I am starting to walk off.
The woman says,  “You must be the hipster, that walks with my partner Paula.”
“Paula and I walk sometimes, I am Zonker you are? when did I become a hipster.” I answer.
“I am Linda and you have a beard, blues T, chucks, you have a pit, vintage shades and no doubt your iPod is playing  an obscure band., you’re a hipster. I am dying of laughter. Linda walks with us and decides, that Paula is safe around me. I resist pointing  out we have tonnes in common , although her hair  is shorter, than mine.
I may have to rethink my fashion descions

24.12.15 sensual enigma

oi Cleo

hello Mata Hari

cheers’ Venus 

 hey Whore of Babylon

hi Virgin 

Baby's got something 

it's understood 

dancing like Salome 

On

3 tabs of E

feminine mysteries

sensual enigma

17.12.15-blood simple

crossed

me

underestimated

Skills’ savvy

your error

I am OWED

In the 

cross hairs’ 

Twisting 

cold wind

TREASON

BETRAYL

deja vu

I

Could blow it all up

With

a

word

watch

you crash

and burn

WALK

underground

it’s

blood simple

21.12.15-done

the last illusion 

of Vampyric demon

who lost all illusions

pursued

me

seduced

me

sprite 

underground

marching 

across

the garden

of sin

to

rendezvous

with

the

demon

who do you crave

who do you desire

who do you adore

when you

come undone

I am done

21.12.15- let’s get lost

let’s get lost

a

place 

no one knows us

we  know 

no 

one

let’s 

act out 

our  darkest

fantasies

let’s

get lost

let’s 

find

us

because you can't be arsed

19.12.15-rain

stopped raining

you

don’t need

a vampyre

any more

it stop raining

those

sunny types 

hoping

for 

your panties

will do

nicely 

underground 

ought 

Never

Leave

Call me

When it

rains

23. feeling this today

23.10.15 poisoned

he poisoned 

the black swan

without 

her

a demon

cannot  find

the land

east of the sun, 

west of the moon

he poisoned her

because 

he is 

malevolent

poisoned her

because 

he could not 

possess her

body and soul

he poisoned her

because he could not control  

how high and beautifully she flew

he poisoned her

and

roused the demon

he poisoned her

taking 

dark spectre’s light

he poisoned her

he sealed his fate

Demons don't forget

Demons' don't forgive

expect

me

 feeling this today

23.10.15 poisoned

he poisoned 

the black swan

without 

her

a demon

cannot  find

the land

east of the sun, 

west of the moon

he poisoned her

because 

he is 

malevolent

poisoned her

because 

he could not 

possess her

body and soul

he poisoned her

because he could not control  

how high and beautifully she flew

he poisoned her

and

roused the demon

he poisoned her

taking 

dark spectre’s light

he poisoned her

he sealed his fate

Demons don't forget

Demons' don't forgive

expect

me

14.12.15-live by the gun 

live by the gun

a premonition

she buys’ 

a veil

black dress

it was

always going to end this way

one in the chamber

hard to remember

 when it wasn’t part him

she  lays roses

in the mausoleum

shelives llike she dreams

alone

he lived by the gu

12.12.15 dirty and messy

come to me

don’t 

shower or change

I

 want you 

paint

spices

wild

hair

madness

in

your eyes

LOVE 

isn’t 

tidy

LOVE

isn’t

sanitised

for your protection

LOVE 

Is 

dirty and messy

11.12.15-cancer

Vampyric demon

In your bed

need me

want me

Angel 

I’ll take care of this

boot dagger

double edged Blade Length: 6-7/8"

sheffield  steel

I am a Surgeon

black leather scrubs

cancer gone

10.12.15-mind field

a new emotion

conversation 

before 

chemistry

souls

before 

seduction

Spirit’s

not

bodies

I met you on the 

mind fields

0912.15-kiss

this was our first kiss

I don’t taste him

our first conversation

your voice

not his

now never the same  woman

twice

not the woman I  loved

last night

a kiss

like China white

not just 

a

 kiss

09.12.15- favourite mistake

Your favourite mistake

500 miles

6 hours

white knuckles

white lines

we're  white hot

madness 

spontaneous combustion

sexual

nuclear fission

 accident

waiting to happen

beautiful

bedlam 

perfect

pandemonium

chaos 

connection

LOVE 

being

your 

favourite  mistake

07.12.15- heartbreak tango
music starts
we take our places
music commands
practised move from a passion play
the music hasn’t stopped
yet
you walk away
heart break tango

07.12.15-reputation

you have a reputation to protect 

I get it

I don’t  play

Well

in 

little towns

little minds

the ‘burbs

small visions

malls

closed minds

I’m a picture

Ugly rumour

Excess

A ravenous vampyre

Demonic acts

You can’t be seen

Embracing the darkness

That is me

Your reputation

06.12.15-written

How do I feel about 

YOU

you already know

I have written it

in 

blood

I have 

Written it

In

crayon

screamed in  a moment

of passion 

you hitting me 

like china white

a million small deaths crawling

across your face

whispered

in a tender moment

nibbling on your neck

holding you

I have written it 

On 

Your body 

graffiti 

on 

me soul

05.12.15-are you trying to make me cry

it can’t be

done

Apparitions’

Comfort

Me

Scars

And 

Black leather

Armour

Shield me

Fallen 

Angels

shelter

embrace

me

in  

darkness

embrace

me

darkness

then

run

to a false 

god

are you

trying to make me cry

take your

shot

05.12.15-assassin

stalking

weapon ready 

feel you

armed 

with the only thing that can kill 

a

vampyric demon 

  spin 

 fire late

crying out 

fallen angel’s

all too late

CUPID

 Is

ASSASSIN

05.12.15-assassin

stalking

weapon ready 

feel you

armed 

with the only thing that can kill 

a

vampyric demon 

I  spin 

I fire late

crying out 

fallen angel’s

all too late

CUPID

 Is

ASSASSIN

.04.12.15 some women

Some women 

haunt

some 

gone

some

a smile

some 

a scar

some

STD

some

PTSD

Still can’t 

live

without

some women

03.12.15-sometimes

sometimes I get so lonely 

I roamed all over the world

sometimes

I get close

but

I have never 

been  home

03.12.15-DAMAGED

Its walking through Berlin 03:00 in January cold 

here

I understand 

never real

Easy convenient

Not real

An easy out

I am DAMAGED

Your best by date

Had passed

I am   DAMAGED

Not a first choice

Now 

Not so convenient

Numb

Sleep walking

Always alone

After all 

I am DAMAGED

01.12.15-illusion

reality is

dreaming outloud

Creating 

romantic

Sensual

Worlds

APOCALYPSE

ESCAPE

neon lights

doubles

I know

Implants

Spray tan

Bleached hair

On 4 inch heels

REALITY

I’m stupid

I create

improbable

worlds

uninhabitable

APOCALYPTIC ROMANCES

DOOMED

REALITIES

ILLUSION 

HOLY

HOLY

Beautiful

LICENTIOUS

illusion 

WANTON

catching 

FIRE

01.12.15 stone cold

Kneeling on cold stone 

Hands clasped 

Head Pressed 

Cold iron 

Railing

Praying 

Crying

Black 

Dress

Veil

It's stone cold in here 

just like

He 

Was