29.04.16-story of us

I can’t

remember

When 

the

story

began

before

we 

locked eyes

before

we

spoke

before

We

fucked 

continues

after

wehave a cigarette

after

we part

we go

to our

worlds

I will

tell

you 

This 

story

Again it only changes

No ending just 

US

27.04.16-cutoff’s 

cool spring morning 

sunny

walking towards me 

hiden behind 

mirror shades

my secret

friend

honey coloured 

skin

soft 

warm

scotch  coloured 

hair 

thick

long

bikini  top

breasts

small

nipples hard

ruby belly ring

toned

innie

cutoff levis faded and tight 

like 

secrets held close

like

our secret

cutoff

from the world

22.04.16-awake

how long

did 

I sleep

does 

It matter you woke me

does he know

what you

have evoked

it was prophesied

in the book of Nods

the second  coming of the 

vampyric  demon

does he know

feeding

on 

your beauty

on

your passions 

on

your soul

I grow stronger

does he know

The dark rituals

You wrought

invoking

demon

you began 

this ritual

how did you imagine

it ends’

you 

 my little

human sacrifice

I’m 

Wide awake

Ravenous

impatient

20.04.16-close

You’re so close

I can almost taste you now

We dream when

We’re

awake

Skin so soft

Skin so hot

Sweat slick your body glides 

against me

straining against 

cuffs

Back arched

Head thrown back

Hips

Rising

Falling

Frantic rhythm

A new

Language

of moans

 language

a screams

dreams happen

when were close

18.04.16-raw like sushi

weapons grade body

angelic face

RAVENOUS

taste of 

a

 kiss 

the feel of 

a 

breast

long tanned 

legs

encircling

pulling

me in

you’re 

me whore

that

I

 ADORE

need  you

crave you  

FAMISHED

want you

raw 

like sushi

15.04.16-real me

you want

to

know

the

real me

sincerely

know me

peel back the layers

darker

darker

still

darker

If

I

had a soul

the colour

darker

Not even pretty

on the inside

This is the

real me

14.04.16-take this

walk away

run away

just take this

I won’t follow 

if you

 need me

look underground

just this one thing 

and 

I won’t worry

Just take it

Don’t look

Back

Here it is

Love is he only strategy for survival

Walk on

Don’t look back

You’re   

Not there

I am 

not there

we’re not there

Just take

That

Everything else

is

Noise

Love is the only strategy for survival

13.04.16-fuck off

I get it

I am not 

appropriate

it was a good run

Nirvana show

Too much

Beer

Music

laughter

with

RESPECT

LOVE

I’ll FUCK-OFF

12.04.16-beyond

in the space

beyond

life and death

good and evil

love and hate

reality and fantasy

I await you

beyond

10.04.16- close the door 

night

never has to end 

close the door

he/she

all the noise

close the door

don’t 

label 

close the door

only

we exist

close the door

tomorrow 

just some other time

we

never  end

close the door

09.04.16-Rasputin

I arise from

 the

frozen river every time

immune

to

bullets, knives

poisons

even

suicide blondes

I arise  every time red hair

Aflame

exterminating  mortals

With a glance

Drinking  women

Like water

Shooting

Art

Prose

Straight into

Me neck

I

am

Rasputin 

06.04.16-dark cocktail hour of the soul

driving a dark highway

those words

kill

pass me the bottle 

music’s 

perfect

chase that dragon

those words

kill 

take her home

and 

drive further

from what we

were

we tried 

to be

finish this alone

dark cocktail 

of 

the soul

01.04.16-crave

she’s staring at me

staring at you

I walk in 

Gypsy leathers

women 

stare

crave

me

why 

don’t you

crave 

why

do I 

crave

.03.04.16-visions of heaven

shade

vision

hallucination

gigawatt smile

pale blue eyes

torn fishnets

paradise 

on stilettos’

Visions of heaven