1,000s -29.10.18

woman of a 1,000 sorrows

some

stolen

some

begged

some

borrowed

wear your BPD

Borderline personality disorder is a mental illness

badge honour

go to MBB

Meredith Baxter: Birney is known for her roles on the ABC drama series Family and the NBC sitcom Family Ties 2) lifetime  drama3) fictional online character  

Please take your sorrows

your 1000 grievances

the 1000 times you were wronged

the 1000 grudges

the1000 times

your  husbands frightened you

the 1000 times they wouldn’t touch you

the 1000 times

you were abused

Synagogue massacre defendant in court.

the 1000 men and women who want you

the  1000 tonnes

I carried for you

take your 1000th exit

I have seen 

this movie

a  1000 times

too far  -26.10.18

take me hand

I’ll take you

too far

destination further

can’t even see it from your dreams

you’ll recognize it

destination closer

not safe

you’ll feel at home

I live betwixt

worlds

I recognize

YOU

swim like a mermaid

dance like a cowgirl  on the sand

YOU were

born for 

too far

surfing -.09.10.18

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116 37 Stockholm

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Downstairs

waiting

surfer girl

cold damp outside

black leather

Gin

raw death metal

keep me warm

The afflicted cry out to be healed

surfer girl

Portuguese prophesy -fulfilled

Portuguese: relating to Portugal or its people or language 2) speech impediment Spanish

a 

I surf Stockholm

past

snow

past 

bikes

As your doctor if addiction is right for you!

past

sleeping

cherry blossoms

Surf: A newfound religion to many people. It takes over their lives so all they care about is how close they are to a beach, they check the surf reports 2) getting lost in your own mind and taist it at the same time whilst gliding on the surface of all things

surfing

now 16.10.18
strange Angel falls like rain
over me
Prophecy: the function or vocation of a prophet specifically: the inspired declaration of divine will and purpose

she speaks prophecies
of  love
they surround her
heretics
empty eyes
souls full  dust
hearts full of ash
future a myth
apocalypse a heart beat away
Apocalypse: an event involving destruction or damage on an catastrophic scale 2) the end of the world in the big book of Jewish fairy tales

all we have is
now
strange angels kiss
tastes
of
longing for something not known
tastes of
tastes
of
Deceit
tastes
of
disintegration
that

Fragrant tropical flower
betwixt her thighs
tastes
of
desire
now
she is redemption
now
she is screaming sexy ruin
now
the only thing

15.10.18-doughnut boy is dead
cries of an angel
wake the demon
how long have I
slept?
betwixt worlds
betwixt living/dead
no coins for Charon
Charon: is the ferryman of Hades who carries souls across the rivers Styx and Acheron that separates the world of the living from the world of the dead.
hungry
angry
bruised Angel
torn wings
abomination!
cold rain
 ice water gin, coke and skag
flows in my veins
come to a boil
coming up fast
coming up hard
switchblade
demon surgeon
sculpts
Hieronymus Bosch doughnut boy
Hieronymus Bosch: painted detail-drenched and symbolic narrative renditions of the dance between heaven and hell
doughnut boy
will never be found

Memory-.06.10.18

taxi 

cigarette coffee black

blackout shades

       stumble

cocoon  Bavarian

steel leather

last night

half moon scar 

inner thigh

I will

forget 

your name

not

 the night

  souvenirs—2.10.18 - 04:38-later
it was always going to  ends like this
I‘ll do it every time
Lunatic androids follow
yellowing  love letters   like a fresh black eye
starved for  pink spider venom
throbbing sexual honey
pink spiders –those legs wrapping around  me waist, that beauty like a speedball
jonesing for a  fix
Berserk  lightening
night air
these scars
tombstones
just
souvenirs
 from the downs
 the chase
the score
souvenirs

  souvenirs—2.10.18 - 04:38

it was always going to  ends like this

I‘ll do it every time

Lunatic androids follow 

Androids: robots with a human appearance

yellowing  love letters   like a fresh black eye

starved for  pink spider venom

jonesing for a  fix

Jonesing; be addicted to 2) obsessed with

Fix: o repair something that is broken) 2 a dose of your addiction/ obsession

Berserk  lightening

night air

these scars

tombstone

just

souvenirs

 from the downs

 the chase

the score

Score: the number of points, goals, runs, etc., achieved in a game) 2 obtain a desired thin

Souvenirs: a sentimental or keepsake of place, event, or person

souvenirs