Home03.03.15(later)

Home is

Home: relating to the place where one lives2) a mythical  place where you belong

cluster phobic

Let's go to your Place

Home is

always screaming

go to your place

Home is

Sticking in my throat

Let's go to your place

Home is

Standing on Me tits

Let's

Go to your place

Home is

Angrily accusing

Let's

Go to your place

Home is

Quietly loathing me

Let's go to your place

Love

woman child -14.02.19

blue hallucinations

Hallucinations: perception of things not present. Visions glimpses’ of truths

pink premonitions 

Premonition: a strong feeling that something is about to happen

haze underground

drinking deep

of

reluctant  girl

of  

 raging woman

2dragons mate midair

Hypnotized

by

Hypnotized: a trance like state 2)  an altered  state of consciousness

surrender in your eyes

by

you evaporating

walking

walking

in the rain

Trump crosses the Rubicon

chasing  

what we lost

Rubicon river an event in 49 BC that which ultimately led to Caesar becoming dictator 2)  death of the republic

chasing

dragons

chasing

memories

chasing

what  was

chasing

a scared child

chasing

my woman

chasing

woman child

 explosions 16.02.19

not my type

she was

like

that game

Forward Firebase Julie

flash bang

Flash Bang :stun grenade at close range can permanently  affect hearing ,sight, and scaring.

a lit cigarette

a rubber band

holds the spoon

Spoon: safety lever while  held  tightly grenade  will not explode.

pin on the table

who reaches for it?

who watches  it explode

the explosion

reach

for her

or 

watch her explode

Venom-23.01.19
Beauty
stings
pink spider
crazy
sexy
cool
Gauguin paints a flower behind her ear
outrageous cyborgs dancing
A poisonous substance secreted by animals such as snakes, spiders, and scorpions 2) a hallucinogenic
pink spider venom
surging
in
my
veins
in
my
brain
in
my
conscious
Hallucinations and premonitions
visions
venom
sweet
venom

That night-31.01.19

that night

Insomniac

Insomniac: person who is unable to sleep

That night

I asked hard questions of the night

That night

Smoked too many cigarettes

That night

Too much gin

That night

darker 

That night 

Shot a dime bag

Shot:  an injection

Dime Bag: a specified amount  of drugs for an exact price

That night

that night

we didn't sleep together .