Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

29 March 2019


psychomancy-27.03.19
sacrament 
BEGINS!

Sacrement: a religious ceremony or ritual regarded as imparting divine grace, such as baptism, the Eucharist  -in Catholic  and Orthodox religion penance and the anointing of the sick
(Catholic and many Orthodox Churches)
mixing sacred powders
lighting candles
seeking the divine
seeking enlightenment
seeking revelation
the only way
I know
injecting
magic
knowledge
absolution
the holy sacrament

of
psychomancy
psychomancy. a form of communication with the spirits of the dead. communication between souls or with the spirit world. 2) when the line betweens worlds fades

13 March 2019

 clarity-12.03.19

searching for clarity
purple dragon
fly’s by
don’t see the purple ones  much
I walk in grey soup
thinking of a different
place
a different
time
the fog here
obscured
Obscured: keep from being seen; conceal
ancient roads
the one waits   in the next plane
pointing at her watch
I am late
searching 
a
sister of mercy 
Sisters of Mercy are Roman Catholic women of faith who commit to serve God & serving those in need.
give us
a drink
give us
a spliff
give us
comfort
0300
I must leave
clarity
the next plane  waits
just not tonight
Clarity: the quality of being coherent and intelligible

Clarity

09 March 2019

Secret Agent Man-07.03.15-later
I kept your secrets, and then I keep them now
Secret: not known or seen or not meant to be known or seen by others

I loved you, and then I love you now
No, he doesn’t need to know
Not about where you danced, that you danced
Your girlfriend, our girlfriend
I see you
I taste your kiss
Her kiss 
Vodka and Gitaines
I hear loud angry music
screams
secret pleasures
secret habits
secret loves
And I nod and keep walking
A stranger pretending
Your secrets
Safe
Secret Agent:  a person who carries on espionage or similar work of a secret nature 2) keeps your past, in the past.3) the one you never claim

Secret Agent



08 March 2019

Yesterday -07.03.19
I was a young man
yesterday
Yesterday: the day before today 2) an existential space where our love waits. 3) neither leaving, nor gone
strong attractive
yesterday

I  had value
yesterday
this place had light
yesterday
there was joy
yesterday
dreamed
the  castle
built
in the
sand
yesterday
you
danced


Venus
dancing
on a
aphrodisiac
Aphrodisiac: a food, drink, or drug that stimulates sexual desire
yesterday
you were light 
to
 this darkness
yesterday
haunts
today

06 March 2019

Mardi Gras-05.03.19
Mardi Gras technically refers Fat Tuesday. The Tuesday before  Ash Wednesday and the beginning of Lent.
Angel  only artist  on mars
I poet laureate of hell
Angel’s cries
reached
deep
underground
demon
Angel 

in

loneliness
sinned
in Angel’s sin 
benediction
fled to
a
cold 
distant 
god
of
desert and sleep
demon
waking 
to  
Ash Wednesday
Lent: begins on Ash Wednesday and ends approximately six weeks later, before 
Easter Lent is is a season of reflection and fasting.

lent
has began
Easter  may never come


04 March 2019

just -28.02.19
remember
how we met
me too
just
seems
we’ve always
just
known
each other
just
us
just
years
miles
just
fade
just
talk
just
secrets
just
dreams
just
ghost’s we love
scars
stars
you loved me better
than 
the
bitches
I loved you better
than
the
just
you
greedy girl
just
me
you and me