-Summer-27.05.19-later

summer 

Summer: the warmest season of the year 2) an actress/model with a habit

still

legal

you owed 

Monkey man

demanded 

BEAUTY

MISTRESS

Mistress: a woman having an extramarital sexual relationship, especially with a married man. 2) Forced sexual servitude

I

paid

double

triple

FEAR 

PAIN

You

Stayed 

Wearing only 

bikini bottoms 

little black dresses

drinking only

champagne

sniffing

only cocaine

a

perfect 

summer

over her-24.05.19

over: pronouncement of the termination of a relationship 2) moved beyond an event or person

over her

waking

long tousled   hair

long legs

everywhere

Over her

loose exile

poppies

heal and restore

strange games

pink spiders

feral kittens

sacred cows  lead to slaughter

Sacred cow: the Hindus' respect for the cow as a sacred animal 2) something that is often unreasonably immune from criticism or opposition.

over her

under her

flashes

Flashes: Light bright but brief, sudden, or intermittent way 2) memories of an event

Over her

Insolent concubines

Attack

seeing other people

loving each other

Liturgy: form or formulary according to which public religious worship 2) the cannon of lovers’ pleasures

sensual Liturgy

over her

ghost music-04.05.19

ghost music playing

visions of heaven

visions of  St. Jill

Saint Jill patroness of ODs and runaways

space betwixt worlds

so close

evaporates

my hand on your shoulder

only thing keeping me from the other side

ghost music

flowing through me

dancing to

ghost music

heaven a little closer

holding St. Jill

until

space returns

ghost music

in

my heart

in

my soul

ghost music

your eyes-03.05.19

sometimes in your

eyes

the tears of

girl

sometimes in your

eyes

fire of a woman

sometimes in your

eyes

pain

of

girl

sometimes in your

eyes

woman without limits

sometimes in your

eyes

Smoke: the visible vapour and gases given off by a burning or smouldering substance

the smoke that envelopes’ us

sometimes in your

eyes

smoke and love