choose me-20.09.19

you’re

dressed to kill

you’re

not protected

this adventure

 Choose your adventure 

Choose Your Own Adventure, is a series of children's game books 2) the choices 

that defines us.

I choose

pink spider in cherry flavored  cyanide lip-gloss

morphine nods

coke binges

deep underground submerged in art and music

eschewing the surface forever

existing in shadows, night and myth

Outside of control

choose   your adventure

choose me

passion

depravity

the absurdity of being

a blue dog 

choose your adventure

Her movie-17.09.19   

Just a bit player

Here

I am  am super villain

A

Main character

main character :character who has a major purpose or role in the plot and/or interacts regularly with main characters.

crucial to the plot not ancillary

FLAWED

tragically?

Tragically flawed:a trait in a character leading to his downfall

intenently?

strategically?

I’ll write  a new script.

dream-16.09.19

Red Queen: he Red Queen: antagonist in the story as she is the queen for the side opposing Alice

Red Queen wants

to know

what no one can

what the Mad Hatter is?

did he love Alice?

did the Queen of Hearts love him?

he love her?

Queen of Hearts who is quick to give death sentence

I just smile

this a dream

they will

forget me

the red  queen

already  has forgotten

Mad Hatter knew

Mad Hatter:  is a seemingly insane gives out riddles and dresses fashionably. 2) He is part of the resistance to bring down the Red Queen's command of Underland(underground) and thus end her bloody rule

It’s all just a dream

St Dymphna -13.09.19

Found my consciousness in a glassine envelope

my soul in blood roses

dancing   in a syringe

Glassine envelope:The preferred packaging envelope for dime bags, also popular with stamp collectors.

shot it into me neck

Rushing: euphoria  when skag reaches the skag centre of your brain/soul.

rushing   riding that white horse

down  from the polar peaks

down te rabbit hole

straight underground

still dropping fast

9th circle

straight to the 9th circle :The Ninth Circle of Hell is a frozen lake 2)the Ninth Circle are people who have betrayed the trust of someone or something close and special.

there 

I will

find her

St Dymphna  tipped me off as she was getting dressed  by the light of a flashing neon light

shouting Vacancy

StDymphna: is the patron saint of the nervous, emotionally disturbed, mentally ill. She was a mystic and had Stigmata

when I find her

I will leave 

there

St Dympna  calls

wounds  

madness 

dance

synchronistically 

Got to 03.09.19

got to take it while it’s hot

she’s a kinky little thing

Got a walk before you run

She’s got a taste

got to love her while it lasts

living fast

Got to take it and run

mannequins riot demanding gentilia 

She ‘s a magazine dream

got to open her up

Got to pull the subscription card from her navel

got to use your teeth

Van Gough’s ear on a key fob

got to live

got to love

mimes scream bomb threats the silence is a roar

Got to feel the angry eyes

Got to be the one who never stays watching

Libretto of desire contain few words, many growls and moans

Libretto: text of an opera or other vocal work.

got to sing

got to scream

got to make love

got to run before the sun

got to see this play out