visiting time is over-29.01.20

I passed a stone-faced priest at

your door

I chanted invocations with you 

Invocation: incantation used to invoke a deity or the supernatural 2) prayer

your frail figure

clinging to me

seeking

 intercession

seeking 

relief

seeking redemption

Redemption: the action of saving or being saved from sin, error, or evil.

I wish

I could take 

That

Punch

For 

You

You pull me

Softly

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen: In the name of the Father and of the Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen

Tracing a cross on me  forehead

kiss me 

visiting time

is over 

walk into the night

Holding-27.01.20
holding our place
Holding: grasp, carry, or support with one's arms or hands 2) be able to bear the weight of a person or thing 3) in possession of drugs 4) to keep something

rain pouring

silently
soundproof windows
stale sterile air
holding me
hand out
a young woman in cocktail attire
weeps inconsolably
holding tongue
from a room
Roar of a game show
holding
her hand
squeezes my hand
and quietly weeps
mumbling prayers
holding
tight
holding
desperately
holding
lovingly
just holding on
to each other
and
holding on
to life

MLK day20.01.20
awaking
planet burning
people angry
countries torn
americans-are-divided-equally pbs.org
look at me phone
read me history and future
absurdity and tragedy -a dark comedy
celebrating a man of peace
celebrating universal truths
a man of lies
16,000 misleading comments or lies told by Trump salon.com

assassination politics
Iranian General Soleimani killed in missile strike nyt.com
I help Mum to the bathroom
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe someday
Maybe yesterday
Dream: series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep 2) fantasies about something greatly desired3) a goal 4) a drug called hope


We can dream
MLK day

birth-14.01.20
Birth: from the body of its mother; the 2) start of life as a physically separate being
he didn’t give birth to me
she gave birth
to what I
to the demon
stripping
pretense of humanity
Humanity: the human race, 2)the qualities that make us human, such as the ability to love and have compassion 3) a costume used by demons
turning blue
ascending into
Heaven
both
birth
orphaning
Orphaning:  prematurely separated from its parents or its mother. 3. One that lacks support, supervision, or care

vampiric demon
Birth

solitaire-08.01.20

solitaire: any of various card games played by one person. 2) a condition of being.

A starless night

Gradually

Suddenly

lonely

Lonely: sad because one has no friends or company. 2) having given up in despair

broken

Broken: Broken: having been fractured or damaged 2) having given up in despair

Deal cards

another game

solitaire

17.06.16-love in the time of skag-later

WE ARE

sorcerer's

Sorcerer; a person who claims or is believed to have magic powers 2) lovers creating new realities 3) artist and musicians

alchemists

Alchemist: a person who transforms or creates something through a seemingly magical process 2) turning lead into gold, sorrow into joy white powder into heaven

Outlaws

Outlaw: a person who has broken the law, especially one who remains at large or is a fugitive 2) punks making their own rules

field medic’s

Field Medic:  military personnel administering first aid and triaging care 2) treating flesh wounds  and bring back ODs

young gods

WE ARE

in the 

throes

of 

each other 

destruction

creation

each other

mainlining

SEX

SKAG 

MUSIC

ART

What mortals 

Call

Love

Gun Powder-.01.01.20
the smell of gunpowder
hanging low in the cool night
Small Arms: Small arms: revolvers and self-loading pistols, rifles and carbines, sub-machineguns

sound of small arms fire
fireworks
takes me
a different place
different time
taste  blood in me mouth
Pope Francis slaps woman after she grabs his arm cbs17.com
no time
no place
you look at me
your touch
your kiss, the first kiss of the year
bring me back
Gunpowder:  an explosive consisting of a powdered mixture of saltpeter, sulfur, and charcoal.
it’s only gun powder