junkie-25.06.20

grey rainy morning

Hands shaking

Light so bright

Crippling need

pain

Want

cold turkey

Cold Turkey: he abrupt and complete cessation of taking a drug to which one is addicted. ((2 about 48 hours of pain 3) popular post-thanksgiving snack

methadone

Methadone: a synthetic analgesic drug that is used in treatment of morphine and heroin addiction all of the addiction, not the joy

I call her

Your

Name

she gives a sad smile

she knows

I am

a junk

Cowgirl -Haiku

Light consortium A pretty cowgirl dances whilst watching the sky

origin story 16.06.20
living
loving
on the hustle
the chosen one
always knew
to be cool
is to be hot
premonition
should be armed

got to explode
to become
a star
in the afternoon
bullets fly
finding me
died
rose again
monstrous
abomination
Mary Magdalene
Hooked up with Judas
St Peter stood guard
over
oxygen tent
Demon begotten
Night terror
Talking
demon
walking
My
Origin story

morning-11.06.20

finds me more dead than alive

blinding hot

blinding sun

blinding grief

no place like home

no place is home

no 12 steps to heaven

the shaman knows

the way

heaven only

a potion away

no guilt

I seek the pleasures

of your skin

I pour wine

fruit of the earth and of the vine work of human hands

TV flickers and bleeds

a lynching for all to see

I watch

trying not to choke on bread

streets

ankle-deep blood

I await

transfiguration

transfiguration: a complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state

transfiguration

I await

sanctification, in your sex

sanctification: that: Sanctifying grace is that grace, which purifies into a sacred state

I 

await 

mourning 

in

ameriKKKa

All saints-08.06.20

to know love without exception

to lose all fear

to walk on the roof of the ocean

Vision: is something seen in a dream, trance, or ecstasy 2) communication of knowledge

to have visions

to know that

punks

musician

artist

in any form

are

Saints