time-23.08.20

I want some

Time: a measured or measurable period, a continuum that lacks spatial dimensions 2) a fairytale to explain how we experience “reality”

YOURS

MINE

OURS

you have more

you can swim in it

like the

Mermaid

you are

future

past

present

dance

with

me

don’t

flee

I need

YOU

more

than want

YOU

wanted

YOU

so long

so bad

you want

time

I can make more

I am alchemist

Alchemist: person who transforms or creates something through a seemingly magical process

dance with me

there’s a place

beyond

TIME

beyond

REALITY

beyond

YOU

beyond

ME

we can dance

in

OUR

time

 transfiguration-21.08.20

imagine

a cater pillar waking from

the cocoon

stretching

metamorphosis:a change of the form or nature of a thing or person into a completely different one, by natural or supernatural means. 2) a Franz Kafka novella 

realizing 

everything had changed

you no longer crawl

you fly

thrilling?

terrifying?

both?

painful?

all beauty comes from pain

don’t jump

don’t fall 

FLY

"transfiguration:a complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state.

transfiguration is at hand

 song hits-18.08.20

like bullet

trust me on this

sucking chest wound

Sucking Chest Wound: happens when an injury causes a hole to open in your chest.

that cavity

pay it no mind

just

a

place

I kept

me soul

don’t miss it

miss her

it was

always going to end like this

she was always

a pink spider

heroin

cyniade

weak distillations

she

would always do what

bullets

skag

knives

coke

car crashes

multi-coloured

universe

of uppers

dreamers  screamers

shaking like

the priest

the Priest: William S Burroughs

when the song hits

he one with pale blue  skies

song morphs

or is it me

when the song hits

 Can’t say a word-15.08.20

Every word wrong

silences twisted

Everything you thought you knew is a lie

then her

the word

made

FLESH

The word Made Flesh: And the Word was made flesh and dwelt among us. 

A

map

of her desires etched in my psyche

GIVING

sanctuary

embrace

shelter

from

the dark

disaster

ME

Can’t speak

No need

 helig OS-12:43 dark-13.08.20

consciousness preceded material

material preceded consciousness

Bishop in there

church of 1 & 0’s

leads worship

cathedral of rare earths

random error

=

kitten hit by car

Bishop

betrays thing

I sussed out

heilig (comparative heiig, superlative am heiligsten) holy. sacred

sussed

helig OS

unfired field theory-:an attempt to describe all fundamental forces and the relationships between elementary particles in terms of a single theorem 2) consciousness

unified field

=

consciousness

Bishop

smiles

starts

math’s

to disprove

divine

 Shadows-07.08.20

rich woman

beggar

junkie 

thief

instagram celebrity

every word

 silence 

 affront to  her

sorrowful shades

comfort 

me

shield 

me

take 

me 

underground

me 

 sanctuary 

me 

solace

me 

sanctifying

me  ripped   jeans

Aleister Crowley was an English occultist, ceremonial magician, poet, painter, novelist, and mountaineer.

Aliester Crowley

ties me off

William S Burroughs was a primary figure of the Beat Generation and a major postmodern author

Burroughs’

Hits

me vein

sending me to the polar regions

I shall live again

I shall die again

I will dwell forever

in

house of shadows

 watching -08.08.20

plague

watching

fascism

watching

from the shadows

watching

no 12 steps to heaven

watching

a shot to heaven

watching

underground

watching the surface

they never loved me

watching

our lady of thousand sorrows

some begged some borrowed

some stolen

watching

Jacobs ladder

Jacobs’s ladder: Jacob did not build the ladder to reach heaven, God extended it to him.

Broken woman -02.08.20

Your agenda has broken me

agenda :he act of promoting something strongly to get it done.  2) a set of goals and scheduling 

what

is this

agenda

Why don’t

I know

What

can I

gain

what

can I

lose

whilst

I wait

I see her agenda

she always be a broken woman