summers almost gone -29.09.20

walking to your tan salty body

collapsing next to me

wet blade hair in a turban handing me

a spliff and coffee

dragging out

to the deal taco drive through

thinking of you

realizing

days are getting shorter

sumers almost

gone

 John Brown’s body-30.09.20

awaking

another day

less free

knowing

the proud boys

stand ready

I chamber a round

before emerging

john brown: (May 9, 1800 – December 2, 1859) was an American abolitionist. Brown, saw violence as unfortunately necessary if slavery were to be abolished

becoming 

John Brown’s body

 

Tikvah-29.09.20

a chilly morning

black coffee, blues

agent 575 left us behind

full on reality

Open fire

m203: single-shot 40 mm under-barrel grenade launcher designed to attach to a M16A1

with my surreal M203 let off desert flower grenade

followed by a full clip of Irish roses   from my absurdM16A1

575

never turns

she

goes full on reality

I watch

screaming, no! fascism, and hate is there

she jumps

into

mundane

into

ordinary

I can’t

penetrate that veil

I go where we met

the

swirling sands

of

fate

where we swam

beautiful tidal pools of passion

currents of desire

Tikvah: word for hope in Hebrew 2) it also means cord or rope, which comes from a root word that means to bind or to wait 3) a precious drug, that fuels us

I will take my last shot of Tikvah

 It’s a fact-19.09.20

That ON  the day

RBG DIED

2 black birds took her eyes

Flew them

see

All the people she helped to see

sunset in Tahiti

It’s a fact

that she left a memo

outlining charges to be brought against  fascist

It’s a fact

that

when the  black birds

replaced the eyes

RBG

there were happy tears

 casting runes 16.06.20

I take chances

I take lives (never proven beyond a reasonable doubt)

Lakota: Indigenous people of North American western South Dakota. 2) another John Doe

Lakota

slow move

switchblade fast

quiet

slashing

gurgling coughing sound

Lakota’s baby momma

Casting Runes: Pagan traditions, divination is done by casting runes 

Lakota’s baby momma

casts runes

did she know?

she looks at me

smiles

and casts runes

 Walking on  stars-20.09.20

morning black coffee & blue steel

an angry fix

Prophecy spray painted on the overpass

Andromeda Galaxy 537,000,000 light years from earth

walking on Andromeda

floating through the cosmos

you’re so far away

need you near

expect little

receive less

fruit of the earth work of human hands

10cc’s clear elixir

you should come

let flow to that Centre in your soul

sanctification takes place when a person enters heaven and becomes totally and irrevocably united with God in the beatific vision.

inside you

I am sanctified

Come with 

Me yesterday

Tomorrow 

Today

We will walk on stars

 demon-18.09.20

I am fear

I am madness

Hieronymus Bosch: (1450-1516) a surrealist painter from Netherlands who depicted the world as passing through the devils’ digestive system

I am a Bosch painting

animated

I walk

betwixt

the living

that I may deliver them

Angel of Death-My crush

pink spider-my lover

woke me

I can’t

drink

medicate

her away

If I live

I will kill you

If I die, I will thank you

I live betwixt worlds

Demons: fallen angels (Revelation 12:7-9), and have the same characteristics as their angel counterparts

you have awakened 

demon

Birding-15.09.20

They stared

HER

not approaching

HER

as she was

a

rare and beautiful bird

her unblinking pale blue eyes

taunted them

said

nothing

everything

beauty

HER

currency

took her from the aviary

Aviary: a large cage, building, or enclosure for keeping birds in.

Ithere’s no life

in an Avairy

I took HER

on a white stallion

down deep

underground

own deep

underground

past

the other vampyres

past

pink spiders

past

HER

Past

Redemption

Past

Judgements 

Past

Zone 6

to

US

 Nod.09.09.20

see your lips move

music from some different world

Pink Spider

infecting

my soul

keep talking

I am nodding along

I am on my nod

Nod: is an act of recognition and respect that is accomplished by raising and lowering your head (nodding)when you see an acquaintance in a public place 2) high. Your neck goes limp and your head just slumps down on your shoulder and just nods at things seen and unseen be4cause you’re betwixt worlds

pink spider venom surging 

taking you

morphing

you

until

you a

aren’t

you

quit talking

I’ll take

you

there

can’t hear

just

nod

YES

 Comfort inn  car park Amarillo-30.08.20

Comfort?

left a friend

rocky mountains

going to the coast

me in

flyover country

am too heavy

to

fly

bars closed

predawn dark

HWY 66

crying the ghosts

of last chance

white knuckle  runs

scrolling through photos

big brown eyes

don’t look back

love is

always an amputation

drinking  

coffee 

benediction commonly means a blessing of persons 

benediction

upon the Angels carrying him 

away

looking for comfort in

Amarillo  car park

Moaning Lisa -31.08.20

seventeen syllables

not enough

Mona Lisa: half-length portrait painting by the Italian artist Leonardo da Vinci 2) an enigmatic smile betrays nothing and everything

 

Mona Lisa smile

Cowgirl

dancing

on

shifting sands

Mermaid

swimming through

treacherous currents

Codex: an ancient manuscript text in book form

I will search the codex

not counting syllables

Mona Lisa

Transfiguration: complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state

 

Eyes roll back

Shuddering

Sweet sweat

 

Animal sounds

into Moaning Lisa