Alone-04.14.95-later
In a bar
Next too
The place
Where my friend dances for men,
you say she sells herself
nicotine stained lungs I speak to you in tongues
And you say my life is a mix of Picasso, Kerouac
Lines, gin and women
I am too high to notice too gone to care
You say my
Madness comes from sadness
Then you
Quit saying anything
Still I miss you
All you left me
Was
Alone: having no one else present 2)Not having anybody. 3)indescribable state of being.
ALONE
Honey trap-26.04.21
you Don't admit that it's part of your agenda
I can't stop thinking
I ain't quite as daft as you think
I am sussing
Honey trap: is an investigative practice involving the use of romantic or sexual relationships for political (including state espionage 2)in cases, to capture or kill the target and gain intelligence
Honey trap
human-21.04.21
morning tangerine sky
a chill
smell of coffee
warmth that is her
human perfume
Mermaid out of water
just human
benediction
embrace
Benediction: a service in which the congregation is blessed with the Blessed Sacrament
Kiss
redemption
Redemption: the idea that humanity can be saved from sin - redeemed
redemption
human
27.03.16-second coming-later
some wait
fiery judgments’
angry condemnations
swords of vengeance
horrendous wars
rapture
a beast
heavy metal imagery
4 horseman
The four horsemen: Pestilence, War, Famine and Death; comprise the four horseman
I wait
you my lover
your soft laugh
your passionate touch
fuck the righteous
heaven was
always
where ever
you are
hell is where ever
you’re not
the dark rider of the apocalypse
waiting for
the second coming
cocktail in hand
lines on the mirror
why?-17.04.21
why she asks
everyone asks how
I am good with why
black coffee
debriefed: question (someone, typically a spy) about a completed mission or undertaking.2) direct questioning by MI6 or a woman you’ fancy.
casually debriefing me
laughing eyes
Mona Lisa smile
it’s been so long
my time at
“Combat”: clandestine newspaper of the French Resistance, editor Albert Camus
“Combat”
fighting fascism
with
absurdist armies
of
the night
fighting
with
passion
she knows the how’s, when’s
she
is
why
The last souls-16.04.21
the lost souls
infinite universe
cold
dark
one
galaxy
9
planets
2
flawed souls
step outside
of space
step outside
of time
step outside
Routine: a sequence of actions regularly followed; a fixed program. 2) cages of our own making
of your routines
step outside
your rituals
Ritual: a religious or solemn ceremony consisting of a series of actions performed according to a prescribed order. 2) building blocks of mental illness
we’re the
last souls
She-12.04.21
let me out of me grave
let slip me leash
she shouldn’t be scared
she wanted my hunger
she lit the fuse
Explosion: breaks up into more than one piece and it therefore changes its shape.2) petite mort
going to feast on her
It’s
fictional?
It’s
Mystical?
It’s
Existential?
Only in moments of
Weakness
Does she need me
now
Does she need me
Now?
Swimming-10.04.21
another mass shooting
the pain has to go some were
all they doi s eat, buy guns, and watch tele
troglodytes fired a burst in anger
you’re like that game
Frag Grenade: L109A1
grenade is a fragmentation hand grenade used by the . The HG85-ki radius 2 metres
forward firebase Julie-burning cigarette rubber band holding the spoon frag grenade pin long gone L96a1
A3 close
Spoon: the safety lever , while depressed will not expolde
fear in your eyes you woke Vampyre
yes, he will feed on you, your talent beauty
pure dope
vampyre shaking need, hunger, want
don’t run to the desert
don’t call sister
Don't give it name
call it swimming
you’re just
swimming
Fever dream-07.04.21
caught
her
vacuum of my stare
gifted her
Affliction: something that causes pain or suffering
affliction
blood throbbing in her thighs
fire in burning I her in her eyes
sweat on her heaving breasts
are
listening
to me
Fever Dreams: vivid dreams you have when your body temperature is elevated
This fever dream is everything
Hot and bothered-06.04.21
Swims to me
Breathelessly
whispering
Hot
hot: having a high degree of heat or a high temperature.2) sexually aroused; lustful sexy; attractive
same breathless voice
2 syllables
Bothered: concerned about something. Upset, anxious, or rattled.2) sexually aroused
swims to the deep end
beckoning me
she’s
Hot and bothered
3 syllables
that change everything
I go deep
Existential outlaw-05.04.21
.45 absurd auto in my belt
betwixt planes
pink spiders
hunt me
Angels
Haunt me
some seek to classify me add me to their collection
my crimes
against
reality
against
time
against
love
exiled and shunned
from
the 3 beer circus
by
General Tom Thumb: a dwarf who rose to fame as a circus performer
General Tom Thumb
underground
drink
loose exile
pink spiders
a dime
I told her
Just
How it end
No future
Only now
On the run
Wanted dead or alive
Existential outlaw
Quien es? -Billy the kid's last words answered by a bullet to the heart
a knock
I know who it is
Quien es?
Salton Sea 04.04.21
mermaids
gathered
there
American dream crashed and burned
They watch the moon
I watch them
The Salton Sea is a shallow, landlocked body of water that has a high concentration of salts and chemicals 2) a community of retirees, bikers, and eccentrics on the shores of an ecological disaster
Having a cocktail and waiting
On the edge
the Salton sea
Casablanca -21.05.20-later
the plane is on the landing strip
raining dark
Ilsa beautiful in the rain
Victor is on the plane
Ilsa runs to plane I don’t look
back
here’s looking
at you
KID
light a cigarette
dessert
after a long journey
into
night
it always ends
like this
Casablanca is the largest city of Morocco 2)a filim 3) a postmodern archetype
alone
in
Casablanca
Good Friday-02.04.21
Spring
Renewal
amidst
Jim Crow coming on strong
the incessant backbeat of mass shootings
ström troopers crucify
people of colour
impotent men with
big stomachs
and no guts
brandish weapons
doves released at the Vatican
like
JOY
Camus prophesied
Plague
Poe’s premonition
Red Masque
Cooking flowers
redemption
pink spiders-famished
Mermaids-swimming free
Angels-rebels
Poetry
Art
spoke with God,
pure love
pure beauty
she whispered
it wasn’t her fault
spoke with the devil
mirror image of me
roars
suck it up Mary
my dog
chases a ball
an attack on US capitol
Good Friday commemorates the crucifixion and death of Jesus Christ
on Good Friday
