Mermaid sanctuary bar and grill-27.09.21

having a drink

Mermaids moon bathe on rocks

beautiful

Abandon: Abandon: give up completely (a course of action, a practice, or a way of thinking 2) complete lack of inhibition or restraint

in their abandon

want

Something strong (schedule one narcotics/great sex)

want

Fenty OD’s surge

want Something absolutely wrong

Blue Bunny screams

Don’t go underground

just 

 fly fly fly

seek

Sanctary:  a place that provides safety or protection. (2 the protection from danger or a difficult situation that is provided by a safe place. (3 a safe house

Sanctuary

Swim 

Amidst mermaids

the 

Mermaid sanctuary bar and grill 

on the beach at the corner 

Of absurd

And shadows

 Schrodinger’s cat -25.09.21

Whatever keeps me high

Want to take it outside box

LIGHT

SEEKS 

Horseman whip on people of colour (breaking promises made 245 years ago)

GAPS

pox of the soul

can no be defeated

Shadows only gain strength

pain and depth

light house

Just rumour

Through her 

Something I can never have

No one sees me

Schrodinger’s. cat may be considered simultaneously both alive and dead

Whilst

Schrodinger’s cat

 Chemistry -22.09.21

Noticing

You

Noticing

Me

Autumnal equinox (days getting shorter)

eye contact

bright pale blue meets

A nation is enraptured watches missing white woman

The vacuum of my stare

Meets the primordial contract

Activated

Mermaids hitchhike from Coachella Valley

Spontaneous combustion

Love is a drug

Chemistry: A natural science can be broken down into the categories making drugs" and "blowing stuff up“ 2) emotional or psychological interaction between 

two people, or more persons

Chemistry 

 Pretend-16.09.21

Friend not lover

You can’t defend

Such a cruel thing

 Pretend; 1) speak and act so as to appear that it is the case when in it is not.2) game or deception 3)1. imagining things, that are impossible 

you can’t defend

So

conceited

no

Love defeated

Just

cheated

Pretend we’re friends

Pretend

We never were

Pretend

I never let you get

close

Pretend

You never inspired me

Pretend

this never transpired

Pretend it wasn’t what you desired

Pretend

It’s not all just tired

Pretend I am at Versailles

Pretend I never deciphered you

I’ll remove the danger

pretend

We’re strangers

 Fever Dream-13.09.21

sex

And

Skag

Empire

Won

Vampyre up

Betwixt

Worlds

Yesterday

Or

an obese man screams meet your advertising goals

tomorrow

Heat

That scent

she’s

Fever dreams: Fever dreams are vivid, often bizarre dreams sleepers can 

experience when they have a fever.

Fever dream

 Nods-06.09.21

Nod: 1) lower and raise one's head slightly and briefly 2) an act of recognition 3) extremely high in betwixt worlds and your neck and connection to outside world goes limp and your head bobs up and down 4) approval

On me nod

AOC-INTEL stands for Air Operations Center-Intelligence

AOC-INTEL in the shape of sexy, sweet

she asks so many questions

Debriefed: question a spy about a completed mission

Debriefed

her lips are moving

want

to taste them, nibble them

not answer them

Pink spider 

Nods 

From behind the counter

She abandons the questions

locks eyes

Licks her lips

think

I got the nod

 The case against love

Letters-0.09.21

Love Letters: a letter expressing a lover's affection 2) A genuine written form of communication with someone you love when the atmosphere becomes intense 2) demand letter from government/lawyer

Yellowing paper 

emails 1’s & 0’s that never die

Both will easily

Outlive me

I have already died more than once (lead,

women and cheap narcotics)

Remembering everything she said

 wishing I was dead(again)

try and try

just can’t get inside of her

Froze: turned into ice or another solid because of extreme cold. 2) frightened and anxious, and be unable to move, speak 3) frigid person

She’s froze

Now all that remains 

Out of Context seems to mean something different from the meaning that was 

Intended

words out of context 

 Stars-07.08.15-later

When I met 

You

You 

Belonged to no one

And 

everyone

The soul of a pink spider

 Morally Flexible and fluid

You 

kept saying you were tired of feeling crazy

when you broke 

I threw the pieces across the night sky

They sparkled and became 

Star: 1.)a fixed luminous point in the night sky which is a large, remote incandescent body 2) successful, and important person

thousands of stars

I 

Ride far away from the city and look at the bright 

Stars you 

Are

knew you were a star 

 Petal-05.09.21

colourless hillside
how a lotus, petal swims
into the best friend

 After-Hours on Kelly Moynihan birthday

a few hours into 03.09.21

I am hi hoping Kelly likes the poem

Is an after-hours drink

The scent, of the night smeared lipstick, spit, and blood-holy bodily fluids

Jury duty in 3 hours (the most money a poet can hope for)

It is a holy day in France

Wish I could

gift

a jaguar

A brilliant feeling 

Like the one I get when I realize it’s Kelly’s birthday

And I remember to write this poem

Writing in the car park 03:13 03.09.21(crescent moon reflecting on a puddle

All I

Have

After hours:1) after normal working or opening hours, typically those of bars and nightclubs.2) A sensation, feeling or a state of mind that comes to a person late in the night triggered by a strong emotion

an afters-hours drink

a spliff

I’ll wish Kelly happy Birthday 

 She comes alive -01.09.21

mesmerised

long hair

tanned toned legs

eyes afire

She comes alive in a petite mort

La. Petite mort: signifie l'orgasme 2) little death

There’s a history

Of her mystery

Lovers   coming and going

Some of them

Left no evidence

Some of them left her bruised

Feeling used

She comes alive in a petite mort

On her death bed

She comes alive in a petite mort

Heaven and hell betwixt her thighs

She comes alive in a petite mort

Her passions limitless

She comes alive in a petite mort

Those who couldn’t have her

Those couldn’t be her

She comes alive in a petite mort

Would kill her

Only fuel her

She comes alive in a petite mort