ATM-31.08.22

There is no tomorrow’s

There is only tonight

Yesterday a rumour

There's only you

There's only me

This is eternity

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From the resurrection (no deity could forgive wasting the night)

Now is all we have

Time doesn’t even exist

Now, is beautiful

Now: at the present time or ATM 2) present tense

 

now

 Car park Sunday Afternoon-20.08.22

The moustached ghost of Bart Boyce waves 

in the car park

Waves and gives big smile.  

knowing glance at the pink spider who’s navigating gravel in 4-inch pumps cursing in Slavic

or

suggesting exciting new ways to violate her?

David Bowie on the jukebox inside (we could be heroes)

I will send him poems about the blues, junkie women, and longing for that which cannot be named

Bart laughing 

 will give love to the blue St Jill

betwixt living and dead

Sunday afternoon

 

Fragment from Miami

I sing my song into a clear tropical night.

I’ll sleep the balcony

My friend lies asleep atop the sheets dreaming of cover shoots

Potions swirl through my blood and brain

My song comes back pure

And clean

This city loves me

 True crime-17.08.22

we die in the end

so, the story goes

Not here to make history

A memory would be nice

That time

we…

This the beginning

Of

forever

Or

never

nobody needs to get hurt

Blue bunny has you sighted in on his 

Surreal Javelin (turning target into lightly buttered popcorn)

Javelin: light shoulder fired anti-armour weapon (see columns of burned out Russian tanks in Ukraine) 2) preferred by absurdist bunny’s

My demands are as follows:

Give me

reason

Give me

Your Time

Give me

Your mind

Give me

your body

Give me 

Give me 

Give me

LOVE 

This a robbery

 15.10.18-doughnut boy is dead

cries of an angel

wake the demon

how long have I

slept?

betwixt worlds

betwixt living/dead

no coins for Charon

Charon: is the ferryman of Hades who carries souls across the rivers Styx and Acheron that separates the world of the living from the world of the dead.

hungry

angry

bruised Angel

torn wings

abomination!

cold rain

 ice water gin, coke and skag

flows in my veins

come to a boil

coming up fast

coming up hard

switchblade

demon surgeon

sculpts

Hieronymus Bosch doughnut boy

Hieronymus Bosch: painted detail-drenched and symbolic narrative renditions of the dance between heaven and hell

doughnut boy

will never be found

 Siren-15.08.22

night swim with  mermaid

she identifies siren

song resonates

                                                                 Crazy-12.08

Crazy in the head

I have done all the research

Crazy in the bed

 Amends-10.08.22

my friend, not lover

a cruel thing to pretend

wrap legs make amends

 Mata Hari’s Birthday 07.08.22

Hallucinating

invocations

to 

Bridget Bardot

Who waits with Mata Hari

In grand central station

Johnny Thunders and the devil 

In a convertible rushing to them

I am torn a German spy and courtesan 

Flirting with a star

-

Still, it’s her birthday

we all whore for something

I should get her a card 

  

Paradise-04.08.22

my vinyl and books

my poorly chosen lovers

my dark paradise

 Legs-03.08.22

Visions of her legs

The final destination

maniacal coupling

 Maniac-02.08.22

meditations

On cowgirl pussy

Make her smile

Her stripping (visions of beauty)

Has me smiling 

communiqués flying

hUsh

clearly not well she implores

Maniac: a person exhibiting extreme symptoms of wild behaviour. 2) great craving or enthusiasm for something/ someone.

only moments of weakness

does she need me

does she need ne now?

NOW?

No

just maniac