In queue -31.07.23
my dreams of swimming
mi muñeca sirena
warrior and child
Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress
lost prayer-26.07.23
walking alone shades hide my face
me glorious sins writ in fire exploding across night sky
fires of love, burn in me soul
walk alone shades hide my face
me sins writ in fire
fires of love, burn in me soul
Scarred covered mask is made of stone
I'
seize angel by her horns, spread wings
Until I'm inside
evangelisation
All me words are written
in a lost prayer
Consciously Unconscious -22.07.23
Is a place not a repository of energy
Unconscious :Is a place not a repository of energy and childhood traumas
A dimension
A place you ascend
Or descend
Blue bunny knows the way
Reductionist models too limiting
Unlimited capacity
For understanding
Is an unlimited
So must be
Capacity
Joy
blue bunny is calling’s
St Sirène has lit a lighthouse with
transfiguration-16.07.23
she dancing
to /for me
fertility rites
she connecting to me
pulling
in her web
why
don’t
know why
losing
into space?
Or just beyond
she spins
Morning light
Illuminating her dance
epiphany
Transfiguration: a complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state.
She is Transfiguration
self
no, I don’t know why
no, I don’t know how
Levitating with she
On St Jill’s day-13.07.23
he rituals
The candle
the spoon
I must be
sanctified
suffer it
leper messiah
self-sacrifice
Stigmata growing
Redeemed in blood carrying sacred truths and poppies)
pleasure
Into
a higher place
love
pleasure
one
In the
Flame
Flame consumes self.
St Jill: patroness of OD’s, and runaways.
St Jill’s day
Levitate-09.07.23
Eye contact
primal contract drinks
music
matching pain
chemistry
Passion
Moans
Growls falling into
Bed
Into
Like
She smiles
Hands me my earring a piece of ear attached
scundered giggling
Passion _human flesh
levitate: 1)rise or cause to rise and hover in the air, especially by means of supernatural or magical power. 2)3) float in air in defiance of gravity 3) To achieve synchronized bliss with your partner
Levitating-priceless
Parfum-05.07.23
Parfum-05.07.23
Remember
Us(? Mickey and Mallory/Sid and Nancy )
Surfing in Sweden
tic tac toe
Strange beauty
In the queue when
A bottle of perfume in hand
Falls to the ground(it shattered an abstract of my soul/heart)
It hits me like a bullet( I know the feeling too well)you don’t need it anymore or anything else
For evermore
stagger outside //(blinding light/heat)
Talking to clouds and Angels
I can still smell your human perfume
Consent-02.07.23
must crash
Couldn’t turn off my brain
No sleep
Talking as she
undresses
Lays down
Closes he eyes
Now
further away than
My home
Can I intrude
slip
Into
Her dreams
Do
Consent: permission for something to happen2)giving someone permission
I need consent
To take
Her swimming
in
Andromeda galaxy
Show her
Messages in clouds
How to chat with
Angels and pups( one in the same)
Become centaur and carry her to the beach
Get high with Jimi, and Amy at EGS8p7
Do I need/ have?
Consent
Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress