silence 13.11.25

sweet screaming

breaking the silence

silence like the vacuum of space

cold and empty

bringing warmth

Silence :1)complete absence of sound 2)supress or prevent the expression

breaking the silence

 value-22.09.20

no

mirror

just close your eyes

feel your

POWER

feel your

BEAUTY

feel your

SOUL

from depth of underground

where poppies are the only light

art the only love

I see you shining

you could never stay

here

it’s dark

the judgements

like my shots

final

you’re too good

for us

for one

day

for one

night

I would

give

all      I have

the

theatre of pain

smiling like  a field of mannequins

in reality chambering round

in defence from reality

I  know what

you don’t

Value: he importance, worth, or usefulness of something  or someone

Your value

  

Beauty marks-03.02.25

Red scratches

Line me  back

Proof of our passion

linch in the shower  a sting   awake

Every love

Leaves a mark

Ink

Is getting off easy

I will cherish the

Abstract of  the night

When you fucked me

Like it was my last night on earth

Beauty  marks

 

 C suite confessional-cinco-25

 

Lost souls coffee smoke

 

Her heart pierced by t traitorous fools

 

Lost souls coffee smoke

 

 cause Jim Hatchett blocked us-20.11.25(even though he didn’t)

The doctor/shaman I shared much

Pollack’s daughter

A belief in art and things unseen

Visions

Lust for life

Love of art

A working knowledge of has operated recoilless semi-auto rifles

Pouring a drink to fill the empty

Needing a dime bag

 

Limerence -30.11.25

RAW desire

bleeding

billion torches burning for unrequited love

that never comes

losing game

some bougie bird thinks she know’s

 don’t want to come down

this kit better than her

Limerence: A state of intense, involuntary romantic obsession 2)RAW desire

 • Bambina-05.12.25

• Statuesque lover

• signora  Avant garde  style 

• ciao bambina bella

 Memories  and scars-8 12.35

Sipping my methadone

Under a brutally bright sun

Back against a wall

Habits reflexes die  hard

You people

Never been in a fire fight

Flashes in the night

Smell of gunpowder hanging heavy in the night air

Taste of blood  bullets find

Me again and again

Memories included with scar’s ( pay only shipping)

 Fire dancer-9.12.25

weapons grade body

dancing for desire

fire blazing warms me

 Siren-11.12.25

I heard your voice

lifting me challenging me

to be better  me

 Snapshot-11.12.25

Your picture

I already have it

Big warm soul

Dancing green eyes

A fire burning brightly

And yes, shell is sexy pretty

And that is a favorite snapshot

Snapshot: capturing a real, unfiltered moment 2) An unplanned picture taken quickly, like a "point-and-click" photo

 Eulogy for Jim Carroll & Charles Bukowski-15.11.25

Pink spider slides

Out of her T and cutoffs 

her back resplendent

A mermaid tattoo the length of her spine you like Papi?

Took months

Magic is this night

Sainte Sirène

Must love me (sensual saint swimming in this poem)

Angels sing

As foretold

By artists, poets & prophets (literally same thing)

 Ride-15.11.25

Papi why you wait

ride it like you stole it love

me bucking bronco

 spells-5.11.25

Pink spider Casting spells

Fog

Maybe salvation doesn’t come in white robes

But

LBD and stilettos’

Last night’s potions

The rituals of lust

have faded

angry glaring at me casting evil spells

Envious of my crown of thorns and scars

This shot hits

I step into a dream

Cutting through fog

Blocking spells

I go betwixt this world the next Andromeda

Swimming in absurdity

Spells letters that form (a word) in correct sequence. 2)words, actions, or symbols used to invoke supernatural forces,       spells

 spells-5.11.25

Pink spider Casting spells

Fog

Maybe salvation doesn’t come in white robes

But

LBD and stilettos’

Last night’s potions

The rituals of lust

have faded

angry glaring at me casting evil spells

Envious of my crown of thorns and scars

This shot hits

I step into a dream

Cutting through fog

Blocking spells

I go betwixt this world the next Andromeda

Swimming in absurdity

Spells letters that form (a word) in correct sequence. 2)words, actions, or symbols used to invoke supernatural forces,       spells

 enchanted-6.11.25

throwing spells at me

long legs spreading wide open

enchanted or love

 Touch and go-29.10.25

flying high

Big spiral circles

Guided by stars and fallen

Floating

Betwixt worlds

Another

Resplendent

Surreal

One brutal savage

Troops attacking cities

Pink tower

This is  space wing Demon 7

coming in fast, hot

Tango Tango Lima

Touch and go

I don’t want to come down

It’s too low

 • Buzzed-26.10.25

• pink spider lays down

• this limited time offer

• passion buzz

Melancholy lover-25.10.25

Humiliation in darkness and seclusion you stagger home into your bedroom

Practised smile

Hides

As

Much as it

Reveals

Join the prophet of absurdity

Your own personal demon

The C Suite is a prison

I’ll guide through this hell

Smells

of

Chanel Comette and smoke

you don’t have love me, lover

let me hold 

you

 we can talk it out

it will be alright

I’ll fight the monkey with you

Beauty and success 

expensive thing 

Pressure creates 

diamonds and pain

perfection the enemy

I adore your flaws (every perfect thing the monotonous)

I cherish your tears (human is beautiful)

Melancholy lover

 • tragic love-20.10.25

• tragic my tragic lover

• love that hurts you  as  it heals

• cinematic love

 Stormy-5.10.25

• outside storms raging

• stay in dark sanctuary

• can’t rain forever

 Refugee-22.10.25

that song comes on

Teleports me

She’s 

undulating to music

Lost and found at once

Wet from shower

Shining like a human neon

singing 

A siren song of beauty

Passion

Refuge

in

In an embrace

From

savage

Brutal

Place

Refugee:  forced to leave their country in order to escape war, persecution, savage  and brutal reality of pain and heartbreak

refugee

 Lover-16.10.25

glimmers with quiet

Lover-16.10.25

glimmers with quiet

defiance so beautiful

·      tragic,  divine love

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Lover-16.10.25

glimmers with quiet

·      defiance so beautiful

·      tragic,  divine love

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Havoc-01.10.25

She slipped my leash

Crying havoc

My name

Chaos

I was born for this

The match

Lit her snatch

Together

Erotic riot

Havoc: widespread destruction 2) my new friend

 Mermaids-14.10.25

mermaid blows a kiss

then turns  swims  out to  the sea

watching the  mermaids

 Laisons-14.10.25

There is fire for us

There will be a time for us

It won’t last

But will

Be

Beautiful inferno

Heart

We kiss 

you taste danger

I taste your Shame

Melancholy of   rented room( tastefully decorated and sanitized for your protection

Your midlife antichristis

you’re not protected for this fantasy

fear not

Take this

Liaison: colouring and activities  book

Liaison: 11)a close bond 2)3.Secret sexual relatrionship 

Laison

 Echoes-18.10.25

Beauitiful, tragic, and divine

Us

You want me tobe the hero 

Thats alive at the

End of the movie

I want you redemption your embrace

tonight

 

Echoes of what will never

 be

Echoes: the reflection of  sound 2.) a  parallel or repetition of a, feeling


echoes

 • About last night-19.10.25

• echoes of last night

• leaving before   the first light

• the echoes ringing

 ·      Musing-16.09.25

·      somehow I know her

 

·      Somebody I never met

 

·      mad bohemian

  Starvibg-13.09.25

· gives herself to him

· whilst starving I am starve here

· she gives it away

 side peace-02.10.25

my weapons armor 

outside

find serenity in your embrace

sanctuary in your bed

lost and found 

in

My beautiful side peace

 Havoc-01.10.25

She slipped my leash

Crying havoc

My name

Chaos

I was born for this

The match

Lit her snatch

Together

Erotic riot

Havoc: widespread destruction 2) my new friend

 The dark cocktail hour of Soul-7.10.25

l here is a loneliness 

so strong it has no name(it

The sadness that screams so loudly

it causes mermaids to weep

I have heard nothing I drink 

I stare into  

the emptiness 

the  cold

of space

put a record on the turntable

pour another drink

dark cocktail hour

of 

soul

 Flashing-07.10.25

a flash of kismet

a flash of cool connexon

flashes lighting the night

 

Absurd love 11.10.25

The prophet Absurdity calls you

Comfort and safety

Of your bougee life

Suffocate your soul

Come to me Angel

Your demon lover

See’s past

Your long legs

See’s past

World class pussy

Sees into your 

Soul that glistens like a star

Hitting me like a new drug

Denounce thy name

If only for a night

Absurdity: the quality or state of being ridiculous or wildly unreasonable  2) a philosophy 

 Swim-30.09.25

Past Euston station

Where mermaids traded fins for long legs

Swim with me  dolly

 Disintegration 17.9.25

Spiraling

Black

Lost

Pain high

Being put in car

waking

NICU

IV’s (I could done better)

Where you are?

In limbo

do you know your name ?

My name is disintegration

disintegration: nucleus or other subatomic particle emits a smaller particle or divides into smaller particles.2) falling apart

 Blue on blue-26.09.25

my indigo heart

because I can't lose your touch

bleeding blue for you

                                                               Fly-26.09.25

I heard a rumour

ATC not going  let us land

sussing fly higher

 Thunder-21.08.25

Dry y lighting tonight

followed  soaking rain

waiting on thunder

 low-22.08.25

driving this flesh suit

always in shadows

nnver seeing the light

it’s low

low

low

Wanna break out right now

break through

the other side

So low 

Demon chasing

angels

myths

joy

Toss this flesh suit

Ravaged

By

Highs

Lows

Only

 Cry to heaven-27.08.25

Rifle fire through a stained-glass window

children’s bodies

Litter church

Horror splattered

On screens

Repeated

Over

And over

A country

Loves guns more than children

Makes a demon cry to heaven

 Rendezvous-24.08.25

we  were  to go swimming

I dreamt of us at the 105th street conservatory

Going uptown

me you in the light

I woke to the shadows

Thinking of

Our next rendezvous

  I fixed

waiting for

just a little joy

rendezvous : pre-arranged meeting, often romantic or clandestine, between two people

 

 

 Off-29.08.25

You won’t know

demon eyes-dead

Medicine-numb

Heart wounded

Staggering

Staring at the night sky

Fancying truth and existence

Other unknowns in

The beauty of night

Want underground

6 ft deep

Just off

Off: feeling worse than usual; unsatisfactory or inadequate. 2)something  having gone bad. 

 

 

 

 Firing squaud-30.08.25

not  alone

I smile at her like a forest of mannequins

Just lonely

echo won’t call my name

Muse just a memory-the flame that guides

’Tension!

only

Ready!

love

Aim!

can save me

Fire!

Love is the only strategy for survival

 nausea and funk-17.07.25

Feels like  a hole

torn asunder

time and space continuum

motion sickness( no Dramamine® 

 strong enough)

betwixt planes

blue mermaid’s

pink spiders

black dog

white China

nausea

nausea: a feeling of sickness or queasiness, a strong feeling of disgust or revulsion, and figurative uses related to unpleasant experiences or situations

 

Dreamer-21.07-,25

Real enough to touch

Beautiful , sexy cool enough to dream about

dreaming

 Coma-30.06.25

 days coma

Chatting with blue and my Botticelli

3 days on the other side

Feeling Mumsy pushing back

Waking

Psychedelic tiger fur pulsing

Nurse like pinup

Coma :unconsciousness where a person is alive but unable to move or respond  to their environment  2 ) a place betwixt worlds

coma

 junky’s 2.5.24

Think us romantic

We’re just addicted love

Mainlining sex  each other

 psychologist hedonic-17.08.25

long hair and high dress

sweet and salty taste

she's high as her dress and  heels

Dreams

Come

From

Such early songs

A left that would lift

A telecaster

That guided

Some where

Betwixt

Eaven and h

 Cosmic-18.08.25

Cosmic waves bring us together -

That song

You dancing

Like  Venus in LBD

Somewhere. in the cosmo’s

Those versions of us

Exists

 will always exist

Lost and found in each other

cosmic: immeasurably extended in time and space; vast 

 Dragon-19.08.25

Enter the dragon

gripping pink dragon hot  wet

your night  stands ready

 Miracle?-19.08.25

Do Angels exist?

Seeing you I think maybE

kiss me miracle

 swimming on  D-day-06.06.25

Muse is on the beach(waiting to be stormed)

laughing

rearranging

me words

rearranging

me colours

maniacal laughter

Like stars in the Milky Way

breathless  passion 

Swimming

in

Stars

Swimming

in

absurdity

Swimming

in

joy

swimming

in

Each other

Because

We can’t

Say love

We’ll

Name it

Swimming: propelling oneself through water 2) going  through different things

swimming

 fixing-264.05.25

her tanned toned taught thighs

already  know how  it ends

so here we again

 Relapsing-14.05.25

Here you come again

I know better

Pavlovian response(flashing on us kitchen floor )

How we came together(ravenous)

How we came apart( blue bunny prophesied)

Now a fix then back to him

Relapse: relapse: break up with someone, only to have sex  2) person who's trying to stop using drugs  start using again

Relapse is part of recovery

relapsing

                                                           C suite confessional-cinco-25

 

Lost souls coffee smoke

 

Her heart pierced by t traitorous fools

 

Lost souls coffee smoke