vidi vici veni-03.05.24

why are you worried?

Your element

Tall  buildings 

Holding back 

AI

Miscalculating 

futures

causing 

Lorries to

Run over ducklings

consulted the oracle 

magic eight ball

“as I see it yes”

vidi vici veni

 unky’s 2.5.24

Think us romantic

We’re just addicted love

Mainlining sex  each other

 Désiré1.5.24

Panties and a tank

Laying in  Fantasy  guilt

Flesh faith and desire

 Rain on wedding-20.04.24

PERFECT!

Rain isa life

Rain in spring 

Is a  kiss 

That renews

That resurrects 

Sleepiing earth

That

Nourishes earth

V tonight 

Starts a new life

May your love

Renew you

As rain renews the earth

 Fix-21.04.24

ravenous vampyre

feeding  on your sweet nectar 

you're my fix  lover

 

Moody-16.04.24

your call has been forwarded to an automatic message system. 

At the sound of the tone leave your message when  your done 

hang up or press pound for more options

we get it

you’re 

in a 

mood 

you’re 

not in a mood 

leaving this morning

taking you in 

as you lay across that big canopy bed

long  champagne coloured hair

hair like a halo

arm reaching (for me?)

café’ au lait tan  and pale patches of skin

when you’re 

 in you’re in the mood

Moody: When a person emotions go from extreme high to extreme low in a short period of time 2) possibly bipolar(crazy in the head crazy in the bed)

my moody mistress

                                                                        Just-14.04.24

Just getting higher

Just Coming in  slow  flying

Just Dreaming aloud

 

Orphues-11.04.24

we were never  of this world

why Angel of death

our favourite lover

you always said

we’ve been here before

Orpheus

I go

underground

to  you

To hear you

Say

See

Love

We’ve been here

Before

Orpheus :a Thracian bard, legendary musician and prophet. He was also a renowned poet and, according to the legend, descended into the underworld of Hades, to recover his lost wife Eurydice. 

Ritual

Candle .spoon, needle

Now I am Orpheus

Tango-02.04.24

Roses stole from a grave

I bring you

This is part of our dance

Do you want more

Than this dance?

We take 2 steps back

We take  1 forward

Ask your doctor if demonic possession

Is right for you

More than this

If you  want to dance

Tango: passionate, emotional form of dance in which the dancing couple hold each other closely and make abrupt — yet graceful — movements.2) phonetic for T 

Let’s Tango!

 

Dreams-17.03.24

awake or sleeping

I wake up but keep Dreaming

No difference none

 Games-16.03.24

You can’t handle this

I have world the world-class pussy

challenge accepted

 Poison girl-15.03.24

text 999( when life is on the line)-poison girl

answer

Just us

When we’re

Together

Nothing serious

delirious

Fucking

Rapture 

wild joy 

exuberant embrace 

Spontaneous  combustion

You can love me like I was loved 

Temporal moments  

Existential  quest

We escape.

Beyond 

Good and evil

Beyond 

Space and  time

beyond

want 

to

Cook her poison

 shoot it straight into my neck

feel it coursing through my arteries to centre of my brain/soul taking me higher.

Poison :  substance that inhibits the activity of another substance or the course of a reaction or process. 2( my habit.

poison

 

Ride-12.03.24

thought I was out

Just Ride it like you stole it

She pulled me back in

Fireworks-10.03.24

 

Sensual loving

 

Explosion champagne honey

 

Flowing over me

 connexion-.07.03.24

Sexy talented

The speedball of connexion

Volcanic passion

 Heartbroken-28.02.24

There are only 2 kinds of people

not race, nor gender

Those who have had their heart broken

those who haven’t had their heart broken

have time is marked before broken heart

and after broken heart

they be come phantasm 

goad fighters (can’t kill what’s dead can’t hurt what is numb)

each blow letting pain to surface

taking solace in loose exile

playing underground swimming in secret seas

becoming urban legend 

loving (no better lover than a ravenous wraith)

leaving before dawn

because nothing matters

Heart Broken: expressing sorrow especially that associated with irreparable loss 2) existential tiorture

Heart broken

bloom -23.02.24.

little red flowers

Cloudy skies part

Surfacing for love

 

 gone-22.02.24

If phone doesn’t ring

It’s me gone baby gone

losing game you me

 stuffed animal rescue squad-21.02.24

Kicking

sugary addiction

I this was never me

It always starts  with petite mort

Ends 

A quiet death

Exquisite sadness of desire

going back to my vocation 

Stuffed animal rescue squad 

Next time he’s distant 

You’ll call

I’ll be 

Here

Stuffed animal rescue squad

 

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

Sin-19.02.24

Sweet lies\you told him

You told me

I told me self

is it a sin?

to still want you in a haze of   gin,  and controlled substances

desire fuelled us and leaked 

on your canvas

I know better

thoughts

still your dark hair  

spilling across me pillow 

legs’ wrapping around me

screaming Ó Bože!

the divine pleasure 

illicit  trysts

Sin: utterance, a deed, or a desire contrary to the eternal law

is it a sin?

A+-02.20.24

our Illicit tryst

full of shame and arousal

my scarlet letter

 dreaming-21.10.22

Close my eyes words flow

Over the lids

I want to dreams

Are the only place

We exist in the same place

The conservatory gardens @105th in Central Park -where I  would have a cigarette with St Jill on our way to the man in central Harlem

In dreams you join me there

The double helix the pattern

Of

Star nebula 

Of

Ying and yang

Of

Sex

Wrapping my troubles in dreams

For   a hot minutes  long time. if you ain’t seen someone in a while or if you ain’t been someplace in a while or done something in a while it will be hot

 Idiosyncratic  affair 04.02.24

we come

Together

in  passion-volcanic

in darkness -lost souls

Leave separately-this isn’t forever -now is good

in

darkness strangers again

Affair :act of which a person in a committed relationship or marriage isn’t faithful to their partner. It can be an emotional or sexual.

Your average volcanic

 idiosyncratic affair

Thirsty-03.03.24

Licking honey off

your mons Venus’s sweet

Drinking Ambrosia

 

 Symbols 03.02.24

I cry out your “secret” name

symbol of intimacy 

no difference waking

or dreaming

spontaneous combustion

psychic  maps

lead me to you

I make love to your essence, even as You keep a distance 

symbol of fear or distaste

May this mingling of the Body and Blood of Our Lord Jesus Christ bring eternal life to us who receive it?’

Symbol of faith

symbols to absorb 

symbols to reject 

a kiss

symbol of love

Symbol: something that is recognized to represent a certain idea generally 

Walking away

A symbol of no longer giving a fuck

 The janitor of absurdity-02.02.24

Night shift 

Wonderland

By order of the Queen of Hearts

Mop up Aisle 3

Mop up om aisle 3! Reality bleeding all over the floor!

Go time!

REALITY IS A LEGAL TARGET

GET SOME1

Lunatic mop  drawn fire upon  reality 

Reality  turning into lightly salted  popcorn

Another mess gone

Janitor: a person employed as a caretaker of a building; a custodian 2) caretaker

Janitor of absurdity

Hot coffee-17.12.23

her short silky robe

her taut thighs make promises

hot coffee a friend

 Ride/27.01.02.24

white horse ran in from China

We slice with

Razor

Put in glassine bags

 can't

Kill the beast

 we ride

 Muñeca-28.01

muñeca is home

Country in her arms  and eyes

Heaven betwixt  legs

 Redemption30.01.24

Stalked By her Doppelgänger

Longing and shadow

Takes me to her web

Love, faith and porn

ecstatic  visions

most eloquent prayer of all.

Poppies on the duvet

Revelling in the fire

Washing me clean

 count on it-31.01.24
She loved the numbers
believed one plus one was two
He knew equalled one

 Concentration camp of desires-05.01.24

Desperation

Submerge: cause to be under water 2) you are overwhelmed by a situation 3)  sink below the surface of water or any other enveloping emotion or media.                                                  Meditations on mermaids’ pink spiders  

melancholy pleasure of hearing her accent-raspy 

The janitor of lunacy

Seeks sirens

For this cageless aviary

Desirable contradiction

Capucine smokes a Gitane  whilst French jazz plays

the holy and the absurd 

submerged

in a concentration camp of desires

 confessions-20.01.24

I need to get railed

or an intricate tattoo

confessor lover

 Sanctified-21.01.24

mouth open

speaking in tongues

arched back 

eyes towards heaven

slain by the spirit

stretched across the sacrificial

inhaling her human perfume 

as she slips from consciousness

I am sactified

Sanctified :literally means "to set apart for special use or purpose", that is, to make holy or sacred 

 Rendezvous-10.01.24

C suite  double D's

the blonde with the intense stare

rendezvous 25th floor

Smell-16.12.23

I wanna sleep  in your  T-shirt

Can you hear me major Tom?

You smell right

why come back 

Shadows dance and play

here in betwixt worlds

we Existential lovers

 smell of love 

smell of passion

Smell: power of perceiving odours or scents 2)To be aware of and emotionally affected  3) women’s   radar

smell

 lost Angel-26.12.23

you lost and lonely

you another lost Angel

you’re my lover

 

Slut-33.12.23

She says

yes, I’m a slut

That must mean

Spectacular

loving

Passionate

Unpredictable

adore

 lost Angel-26.12.23

you lost and lonely

you another lost Angel

you’re my lover

 Art-03.01.24

That moment

Art was inevitable

connexion pleasure

Concentration camp of desires-05.01.23

Desperation

Submerge: cause to be under water 2) you are overwhelmed by a situation 3)  sink below the surface of water or any other enveloping emotion or media.                                                  Meditations on mermaids’ pink spiders  

melancholy pleasure of hearing her accent-raspy 

The janitor of lunacy

Seeks sirens

For this cageless aviary

Desirable contradiction

Capucine smokes a Gitane  whilst French jazz plays

the holy and the absurd 

submerged

in a concentration camp of desires

 

 Kiss-9.12.23Mermaid remix

You close your eyes and fall into me ravenous embrace

Eyes closed complete

Surrender

You put my hand on your breast

I feel your nipple stiffen

Your scent fills my head the heat of  your body warms me being

your heart races under me bed

Nothing else matters

This kiss

My love

My world

This all we have

Kiss: when couples  kiss, gently entwining their tongues with one another, there is an increase in the production of oxytocin, which is a hormone associated with building bonds with someone special 2) a sign of affection, respect.

A  kiss

Kiss-9.12.23

You close your eyes and fall into my savage embrace

Eyes closed complete

Surrender

You put my hand on your breast

I feel your nipple stiffen

Your scent fills my head the heat of  your body warms my being

your heart races under my hand

Nothing else matters

This kiss

My love

My world

This all we have

Kiss: when couples  kiss, gently entwining their tongues with one another, there is an increase in the production of oxytocin, which is a hormone associated with building bonds with someone special 2) a sign of affection, respect.

 

A  kiss 

 Raw-6.12.23

No pretence no shame

Like sushi raw delicious

I am ravenous

 Broken angel-1.12.23

Found her on the sea bottom of   the desert

an hour out from Notre dame DE Afrique( or was it Joshua tree?)

She ultimately found life 

without any spiritual solace unendurable

She was looking for that ecstatic space

I knew the way

Next day under my coffee mug

I am killer

I am clown

My shots are final

I knew that when I laid down

My crown of thorns hanging 

From the sights of a C8 carbine 

Needing a fix

wander

to the desert

to meet

that 

Broken : having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order 2)Something/Someone that is so good in a particular context that it eclipses second place 3) wonky or conked out

broken angel

she would save my soul  tonight

if I had one

 Thanksgiving my phone is ringing amplifying the ringing from a hangover that is, screaming in my head like a siren, 08:00 it must be mumsy.  “Hello love I answer.

an enthusiastic Happy Thanksgiving!”! rings through the phone I light a cigarette.  The coffee could use a shot of something.

“Are you coming around 3?” I have a guest, and don’t know what’s happening.”

“Please! Please!

“Ask him, there’s so much food. I have veuve clicquot champagne.” My bottle was killed last night. My refrigerator has mixers OJ, and cigarettes Misty might want food. 

“Hang on Mums. I put the phone on the table. walk to the bedroom my apartment is barely furnished bed, and stereo. Table a guitar in the corner.  Albums, books random art. I hear the shower. 

“Misty,  want to go to Thanksgiving, casual my ‘rents some of the exchange  students “

“All I  have is what I had on last night and that might have your teeth marks only dress and 4-inch pumps no hose. “ Misty answers.  Wrapping a towel around her waist. 

‘don’t need hose you’re tan and waxed”

“We just met.”

“You're OK it’s casual. “I  am wearing jeans and a T, you’re pretty in anything in answer. We locked eyes across the room last night. Whilst a band cranked 3 chords at high volume. 

“Do you have a hair dryer?

In the cupboard.”

“Do you have a girlfriend?”

“No, why?” 

“There’s tampons in here.”

“For visitors’

“How many have there been? Don’t answer. None of my business. “ Misty stammers.

“Why so serious ?’ I ask.

“I am overthinking?” she asks.

Yes, if it's a  bother we won’t go”.

No, I want to”.

I’ll tell Mumsy” remembering I left herb on hold.

“Did you forget? 

“I am coming and so is Misty.

Love you cheers”.

Drive to the ‘burbs

Mumsy at the door.

“Was she waiting?” Misty asks. Relax 

The dog barks when he hears my car.” I answer.  I walk around and open her door Mumsy waving us in. There introduction table set we are seated across from each other.

Mumsy says say the blessing. Misty gives me a wink. Leans forward hands clasped in prayer ample cleavage and blonde hair spilling onto the table.

I begin, “Lord we thank you for the bounty on the table. Misty giggles, as does Mumsy. I excuse, myself for a cigarette as my father carves. Mumsy follows. 

“I can’t believe you just said that laughing. 

You can’t be mad you're still laughing.

She hugs me and goes back inside where Misty has charmed my father. Sayed is telling a chemistry joke. I just smile politely Misty gives a laugh.

 The sky was Weeping -13.11.23.

Because

I can’t

But you know that

You were there when

I was born (screaming and bloody)

after died (screaming bloody  gun smoke heavy in the air))

everywhere betwixt

Weeping my way

My stiletto opens

Sorry dude I meant nothing a

Move on

Weeping: to express grief, sorrow, or any overpowering emotion by shedding tears; shed tears; cry

I can’t yet  

weeping

 All-04.11.23

those

Years

All

those

Loves

All

those

moments

all

our

love

Fit in a small urn?

A million  mad thoughts

talking

to clouds

Talking

to butterflies

driving you to the house

Because

That's

used to refer to the whole quantity or extent of a particular group or thing 2) whole of one's energy or interest, love

 all 

there is

 Gonna-07.11.23

need a  fix hollow

never gonna know you but

 still gonna love you

 Shadow puppets-03.11.23

Surging on my rush

Songs for the deaf

Crown of thorns

Ground control calling(let it go  to voice mail)

swimming in the clouds

Pale blue skies( the colour of St Jill)

angels rage and scream

mutiny in  heaven roars

angels fall like rain

Free -take one

Waking

pistol in my hand

Shadow puppets are figures that are placed between a screen and a light. Using your hands and fingers

see your shadow (we are all shadow puppets  at 03:00)

Click the safeties on

Jackson Pollack’s daughters

Good time girl

Blue Bunny is prophecy

Voices visions

writing my disease

 Pink Spiders and coffee-05.11.23

pink spider breakfast

photo appears on my phone

ride like you stole it

 Diseased-30.10.23

I cured the disease

I am  keeping the symptoms

perfecting disease

 Jonsing-22.10

ecstasy and pain

this  condition called  romance

jonsing for a fix

 betwixt-13.07.23

secret rites of Heart soul

 composed of love pain

wrought from agony and ecstasy

higher knowledge

in the realms of spirituality and mysticism

flying 

betwixt worlds 

betwixt 

pink spiders 

the secret lives of   butterflies

betwixt

coffee and smoke

talking with clouds

betwixt

Dreaming on you

Betwixt: between two people or things

Missing you

 Whispers-15.10.23

wispy clouds blue sky

she is   whispering to me

in steely-blue sky

 Sunrise-20.10.23

Transitive  sunrise

eyes like jewels, skin soft warm

us lost in a kiss

celebration-14.10.23 

Reflections from the hall of mirrors

pavement morphing

“white sandy beach

Crescent

moons Shadows

mermaid 

Dancing on the sands

to unseen guitarist 

a heat break tango

we dance

celebrating  eclipse

celebrating darkness (moon covering sun)

celebrating 

each other

Celebration :a party or a gathering of people for reasons that are usually happy where the people interact and have a good time

celebration

 Ravenous=08.10.23

How long have

I slept

Remembering an angel cries

Paint on her feet

Torn wings

Head full 0f Pollack

Passion 
world class pussy

Burning

long ago

Only polaroid from a tryst

Stolen moments

waking

ravenous

Vampyric  hunger

Muse  nervous  

MUST  feed

Ravenous: extremely hungry. 2)starved not necessarily for food. 3) bind desire, that must be satisfied

ravenous

light.01.10.23

she gives off  bright light

a lovely terrible light

enduring  burning

 01.11.15-veil(later)

neon beer lights

bored bartender

she

smiles

the veil

thin

tonight

living

dead

one

not

drinking

alone

shades follow

caressing

comforting

chatting

veil fiction

veil non-existent

never sure

what side of the veil 

I belong

Veil: to cover, provide, obscure, or conceal with or as if with a veil 2) to hide or cover something so that you cannot see it clearly or understand it: Thick fog 3) the thin layer betwixt worlds 

Pulling away the veil

 Love story-17.08.21(later)

Coming

In

Tony Tony Lima

Coming

in

Hot

Coming

In

Fast

ATC: Air Traffic Control

ATC

Never a flight plan

Runway: 1) strip of smooth ground along which aircraft take off and land 2) narrow stage that models walk along in a fashion show 3) pubic area groomed

Runway foamed

Runway clear and open

ETA

NOW

or never

This

Is

 Betwixt worlds-16.09.23

here in betwixt worlds

we Existential lovers

love forevermore

 Shades of love-15.09.23

My friend's 3rd eye sees you

shade

I feel you

My loveliest of shades

You send messages

strange and deeply mysterious

my love 

Shades: darkness and coolness caused by shelter from direct sunlight.2))the spirit or ghost of a dead person, residing in the underworld

my shade

 Tears-13.09.23

you’re stripping love

down to  pain scars,  and raw want

such beautiful tears

 Ride 13.09.23

Our love our sex

bizarre and temporary

so enjoy the ride

 Jump in10.09.23

Alice

White rabbit morphing to blue bunny( they are one in the same)

Buckle up Alice

Next stop

down the rabbit hole

From there

Further

Where

Cosmic poets

tell stories in the clouds

Where 

fallen angels swim

Beyond your  good and evil( so quaint)

Where cowgirls dance in the sand

Mermaids hitchhiked in 

Jump: 1)) move suddenly and quickly 2) Slang: engage in an act of sexual intercourse  3)to take possession of something

1

2

3

1, 2, 3 , 4!

JUMP

 Shadow puppets-.07.09.23

Surging on my rush(magik  in my blood)

Songs for the deaf

Ground control calling(straight to  voice mail)

swimming in the clouds

Pale blue skies(colour of St Jill)

Crown of thorns

Free -take one

’74 Peugeot diesel backfires

Waking- but where were the pink  spiders?

pistol in  hand(reflex)

see your shadow (we are all shadow puppets  at 03:00)

Click the safeties on

Jackson Pollack’s daughters (abstract rendezvous ) 

Good time girl( sleeping I listen to your heartbeat)

Blue Bunny is a prophet  sensual surrealist

Voices visions(norms don’t see and hear)

Flashes of the final destination

Shadow puppets are figures that are placed between a wall and a light. Using your hands and fingers 2) Shadow puppets never reveal their true identity and hide  

I’ll give you shadow puppets

 Time-03.09.23

The trick of time

How much time ?

Today that’s it

The past  gone

Future a rumour

Only a moment at a time

Live the walking dead surround

Sleep walking through

time

This

Neither true

Nor

Is it false (discuss  Genets’s Caligula for extra credit)

Time  it’s Kelly Moynihan birthday:

 Time : 1.the  nonspatial continuum in which events occur. 2) infinite progression measured in units

Time

 Feeling it-01.09.23

concubine/sweet child/warrior/ mythological creature

 feel

Like

me soul  woman/child/insatiable lover

always make me

feel

like meself,

ya feel me?

Cooking  up medicine(shaman cures  flame and magic)

For

Emotion  sickness(burning inside cool on the outside(stiff upper lip)

Feel: be aware of (a person by touching or being touched  2)I understand you 3) sensation or emotion

feel

 Abstract-29.08.23

Mermaid pussy

In Octopus’ Garden

Speaking in tongues

Growling

Screaming

Moaning

Flying high

Flying low

Pink spider’s

Red bunnies

Fallen angels

Salty kisses

Surfing in Cornwall

Abstract:1. : a summary of points presented in skeletal form: something that summarizes or concentrates the essentials of a larger thing  2)When someone thinks out of the box 3) art that uses visual language of shape, form, colour, and line to create a work of art without being bound to concrete images of the world

abstract

 Wispy-21.08.23

wispy clouds blue skies

sussing you're not talking

look for me  I'm here

Cure-19.08.23

careful this is a murder scene

emotion sickness

carnal carnival

This  conversation is classified

screaming in tongues

Clawing 

Growling

Addiction 

Transubstantiation

the cure for pain

Cure :relieve of the symptoms of a disease or condition.

"he was cured of the disease" 2)Acronym of 'cherishee

 

  

Sunday -20.08.23

love mermaids gone wild

double stuff rendezvous date

. vampyric lust love

Always running yellow light-10.08.23

Forget us our trespasses

As we  forget those who trespass against us

Need

to be here

Now

Off

Spinning around

Mercedes convertible

Tri  Delt  sticker

Couldn’t stay together

Couldn’t  be apart

Strung out on us

Down shift pop the clutch

Yellow light: , you should stop, if you can do so safely. If you can't stop, proceed with caution.

Run the  yellow light

 

 My kind-05.08.23

‘paranoia, angels, true love(as seen on TV)

Feral  mermaid swims away

Deadly love letters(yellowing (like hepatitis)

Vinyl plays

Cowgirl rode me( wearing me crown of thorns)

Let it happen

Light house (everything looks better by moonlight)

I see.

into the dark

running down

This was nothing

Mona Lisa thighs

Yoga limber

growls

Screams

Long red fingernails   claw my back

Little deaths spontaneous  combustion

Kind: quality of being friendly, generous, and considerate.2) People or things having similar characteristics.

She’s my kind

 In queue -31.07.23

my dreams of swimming

mi muñeca sirena

warrior and child

 trill-30.07.23

Trilling noises

beside me

coffee bar

young woman

smokey eyes locking with mine

seductive smile

kiss

Trilling noise

Deeper louder

Trill: Trill :combination of the words "true" and "real”.2)a quavering or vibratory sound

trill

 Floating-31.07.23

ride  wild banana

swimming through the  galaxies

mindless loud laughter

 

 Palm Springs-25 0:245

pretty bunnies  dance

bunnies and mermaids at  play

a palm springs weekend

 lost prayer-26.07.23

walking  alone shades hide my face

me  glorious sins  writ in fire  exploding across night sky 

fires of love, burn in me  soul

walk  alone shades hide my face

me sins  writ in fire

fires of love, burn in me  soul

Scarred  covered  mask is made of stone

I'

seize  angel by  her horns, spread  wings

Until I'm inside

evangelisation

All me words are written

in  a lost prayer

 Consciously Unconscious -22.07.23

Is a place not a repository of energy

Unconscious :Is a place not a repository of energy and childhood traumas

A dimension

A place you ascend

Or descend

Blue bunny knows the way

Reductionist models too limiting

Unlimited capacity

For understanding

Is an unlimited

So must be

Capacity

Joy

blue bunny is calling’s

St Sirène has lit a lighthouse with

 Catch if the day-21.07.23

look the horizon

mermaid  falling  from grace

demon  catching her

Double stuff-19.07.23

love mermaids gone wild

double stuff rendezvous date

. vampyric lust love 

 waking-20.07.23

dowsed in skag

 regret and  dreams 

obsessed  

pink spider(sweet venom)

morning

tastes

of

lost love

past lives

unforgiven mistakes

transgressions.

Lighting a candle

Going down

Underground

6 feet

beneath

 Breathe-14.07.23

take off your panties

your pussy needs to breathe too

you can talk to me

 transfiguration-16.07.23

she dancing 

to /for me

fertility rites

she connecting to me

pulling

in her web

why

don’t

know why

losing

into space?

Or  just beyond

she spins

Morning light

Illuminating her dance

epiphany

Transfiguration:  a complete change of form or appearance into a more beautiful or spiritual state.

She  is Transfiguration

self

no, I don’t know why

no, I don’t know how

Levitating  with she

 On St Jill’s day-13.07.23

he rituals

The candle

the spoon

I must be

sanctified

suffer it

leper messiah

self-sacrifice

Stigmata growing

Redeemed in blood carrying sacred truths and poppies)

pleasure

Into

a higher place

love

pleasure

one

In the

Flame

Flame consumes self.

St Jill: patroness of OD’s, and runaways.

St Jill’s day

 Fire and desire 11.07.11

Yes, I am the match

 

I lit up her snatch on fire

 

the fire of desire

 Breathe-12.07.23

take off your panties

your pussy needs to breathe too

you can talk to me

 Je T’adore-13.07.23

look out !the saints are Marching

taking what I  need

Hitting the streets

a mermaid

painting abstracts

pink spider

wrapped my sheets

better gather your favourite  sins

hit the road

we won’t last

grab it fast

sky is falling

over you

cockatoo

mocking you

lover

walking out

Of your

Door

Je t’adore

 Levitate-09.07.23

Eye contact

primal contract drinks

music

matching pain

chemistry

Passion

Moans

Growls falling into

Bed

Into

Like

She smiles

Hands me  my earring a piece of ear attached

scundered giggling

 

Passion _human flesh

levitate: 1)rise or cause to rise and hover in the air, especially by means of supernatural or magical power. 2)3) float in air  in defiance of gravity 3) To achieve synchronized bliss with your partner 

Levitating-priceless

 Foot note-08.07.23

Foot note-08.07.23

don't get my writing

my writing doesn't get you and

it  doesn't care either

 Parfum-05.07.23

Parfum-05.07.23

Remember  

Us(? Mickey and Mallory/Sid and Nancy )

Surfing in Sweden

tic tac toe 

Strange beauty

In the queue when

A bottle of perfume in hand

Falls to the  ground(it shattered an abstract of my soul/heart)

It hits me like a bullet( I know the feeling too well)you don’t need it anymore or anything else

For evermore

stagger outside //(blinding light/heat)

Talking to clouds and Angels

I can still smell your human perfume

Fly-04.07.23

looking in the clouds

the beach  where we flew kites

we  still fly in clouds

 Good morning -04.07.23

my kitty is wet

and my nipples are so hard

awe think she likes me

 

Stars and coffee-03.07.23

cruising  milky way

swimming through stars looking for

entrance to  her dreams

 Consent-02.07.23

must crash

Couldn’t turn off my brain

No sleep

Talking as she

undresses

Lays down

Closes he eyes

Now

further away than

My home

Can I intrude

slip

Into

Her dreams

Do

Consent: permission for something to happen2)giving someone permission

I need consent

To take

Her swimming

in

Andromeda galaxy

Show her

Messages in clouds

How to chat with

Angels and pups( one in the same)

Become centaur and carry her to the beach

Get high with Jimi, and Amy at EGS8p7

Do I need/ have?

Consent

 Mermaid haiku-02.07.23

I saw her swimming  

asked mermaid to write haiku

waiting on the beach

  

Myth-30.06.23

walking  on water

Mermaid apartment complex

dreaming girls and myths

Sussing-01.07.23.

sussing you  out   muse

high on my  muse and a dime

writing my disease