16.07.15

you hit me like

China White

A new ritual

I want more of 

Of  you

Than a syringe 

Can hold

Let me 

Hold you

I

Already tied off 

When we 

Kiss

I am injecting you straight into my 

Soul

I will hold  you through my

nod

A Kiss
It’s a given, that you party for a living. A raspy voice says come here and go away at the same time.  Long blonde hair, and a gravity defying cleavage, a café au lait   tan. Long strong legs that must be he stairway to heaven An accent that speaks of mother Russia, and the bad girl” in a Bond film.
You have my attention smoky bedroom eyes. You’re someone different every time I see you.  I watch morph before my eyes. I will never get a glimpse of you.
“ You my friend, no?  She asks in her whiskey and honey voice. Hitting me with   those eyes, and pouty lips
“ I think so, am I?” I ask
“You come, with me leave, talk.”  She says kissing me.
“You are my friend, I would rather die, than kiss without love, “ She says. Opening doors that I will never be able to close. I step into the abyss holding her and, and smiling. Knowing it will end in disaster

14.07.15

pull your hair

I 

want to

see your 

eyes

I want to go beyond 

your lips

your hips

put away everything

I want to know

you

13.07.15

Jill Patron Saint of OD’s and 

Runaways 

Heavier than heaven

Lighter than air

I 

still carry you

the first shade

lost innocence

first love death

widower at 

16

forever one

forever separated

occasionally   

I am you 

Waiting for the man 

Going through the ritual 

Until I am closer, to you

09.07.15

we talk

just

 the   two of us

all the time

then today

the

whisper

turns

to

a scream

08.07.15

Wary of me

like a skittish colt

smart girl

take my hand

come with

me

I can show the next room

We won’t stay

I know

You

Already

You can’t hide

beat

02.07.15

You know 

I am 

nearly  human

So 

tonight

while

you’re making 

excuses

she’s

making love 

to me

while 

you’re

not talking

she’s screaming 

my name

while 

you’re sleeping

she’s becoming

my world

30.06.15

a life without passion

without kindness

without affection

to die slowly

of a 

million  tiny cut’s 

there’s really nothing 

left to say

29.06.15 later in the snow

The promise

of snow

there are 

Gods who are neither

Kind

Nor

just

a losing  battle

brings 

transformation

red screams of birth

purple  passions

evergreen’s  never lose faith

for pain 

there is the promise

of snow

29.06.15

Sunday

Aphrodite

tires of me

Monday

Cerberus awakes me

messages

await

from

The Naughty Nurses

Of 

The Apocalypse

The nurses 

I have known so many 

lives

Injecting heaven into my neck 

Demonic Vampyre

feeding on them 

drinking in 

beauty, sex, and trouble

then 

leaving them at Styx underground station

with 

no 

carfare

they love me still

messages

Of 

chaos and love

I am chuffed

25.06.15 later 

Awaking in your flat

your head 

on 

me chest

on the night stand 

a jar of 

black sand

one day 

we will  leave these  concrete

canyons

these gloomy 

skies

and 

go

you say 

make love

at sunrise

and sunset

all day and night

betwixt

and 

for those

few moments

while

you speak

we exist

25.06.15

did you just walk 

into this

Movie

No?

Why  surprised?

You wounded

No warning

I went were I  always

Go

She 

Healed

Me

Now

I  have

Full Vampyric strength

You made so  it so easy

Lay

Play

pray

no

You can’t stay any more

24.06.15

Undress 

from that sundress

the power

of

white panties

honey on my

fingers

lips

Honey

that is who you are

it’s what you

are

It’s 

Who 

you are

It’s

The colour 

of

your hair

your skin

A honey coloured

heaven on a 

summer’s  day

Meth Jesus later

It’s not easy when you party 

For a living

It’s on your lips

as you wrap around

me

long legs bring together

death and living 

Are you paying a karmic debt?

What your taking can kill you

But Meth Jesus

says 

we’re all

forgiven

Blame it all on y demonic curse

blame it on the universe

but even underground

Where nothing sacred, and there’s no hallowed ground 

Feel the fever, chills

the kick is coming

the pains is coming

have faith 

Meth Jesus is coming

Meth Jesus 

Clean 

Immaculate

Oxy disciples

Salvation 

And mountain dew

Street cathedral 

Holy tweaking

Mary Magdalene on the corner 

Roman soldiers in their cruisers

Prophecy 

Well known on these streets

As it was told

So it has come to be

Meth Jesus 

Crucified by 

Bikers 

Roman soldiers wash their hands of it 

22.06.15-later

If I were a pirate 

I would kidnap

You 

Take you far away from 

Managed health care

And

Ones, and 

Zeros

I would drink like 

Champagne

And

Take away your digital 

Habits

I would caress 

your skin

and

Soul

and try

And kiss your heart

Hold

You until it was quiet enough 

to hear you

If I were a pirate

I would kidnap

You!

22.06.15

evening in the city of the dead

I can keep a secret

Is the heat between 

you

and

me

Actually a secret?

I taste 

your lips

Yu place my hand on your breast

no

not here

you tell 

me

neighbours

with cameras for eyes

little  minds

big mouths 

in this “upscale “ 

manor

I have a secret

I will 

Tell you

I am not

Good at 

Love but 

I know

that 

you want 

me

19.06.15

I lied

don’t fly into 

the light

Stay

let your eyes grow accustomed 

to the 

dark

play wit

h 

me

lay with 

me 

stay with 

me 

18.06.15-later

did I come too 

close

you came 

to me

remember?

I get it

My services are no longer needed

It’s cool

Come again

18.06.15

The  chaos and darkness of my world

has crossed over to yours

And upset

the

order of your soul

and

I know 

you  saw here me 

spread your  wings and fly out of here

Angel, before your eyes get used to

The

Darkness

I know love that you wouldn’t like it here

I lost track  

of time

and now I have been

here half my life

leave 

my world

fly back to yours

I will 

Be here

Next time 

You come down