Dark-26.09.18

scripture

myth

pointless  claims

for thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory are yours now and forever

“Priest sings For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory, now and forever, " at the end of the Our Father. during aCcatholic mass

mine  is the infamy  the broken the destroyed now and forever

the  light 

millions of candles

for 

hope  and Godot

Waiting for Godot is a play by Samuel Beckett, 2 characters’ wait for Godot who never comes the play suggests that life has no meaning and is full of suffering. pain

you like it dark

I shot out

the flames

pulled you 

underground

Demons and Angels

Ritual and sacrifice

Dark: obscure, gloomy; sad, cheerless; sinister, wicked

you like it dark

I gave you

my heart

Beautiful deadly-23.09.18

hurricanes seen from space

 coral snake

pink spiders

Beautiful

Deadly

Coral snakes are small, vibrantly coloured, highly venomous snakes

Pink Spider

pulls

me inside

like

Holy prepuce

Holy prepuce: Jesus’ foreskin all the rage in 1500’s as Holy Relics with miraculous  powers

pink spider

vows

undying love

with every beat of her throbbing model gash

Gash: Londonese for vagina

pink spider

venom 

washing over me

until

I am numb

until

I am gone

Gone: no longer present; departed2)To be gone is to be completely high and/or intoxicated to a point of no return3).gone as "really cool

just my type 

beautiful

deadly

good for your art -18.09.18

not good for your

health

I come with a Surgeon General Warning

Surgeon-General: (SG) is the senior medical officer of the British Armed Forces 2) health warnings found on cigarettes, alcohol.

not  good for

serotonin 

Serotonin is a chemical that has a wide variety of functions in the human body. It is sometimes called the 

not good for your

future

Your favourite mistake

Mistake: an action or judgment that is misguided or wrong/

Her favourite

Mistake

Everyone’s favourite mistake

Good for your

art

Art: the various branches of creative activity, such as painting, music, literature, dance which many times comes from a dark place

9/11-11.09.18
Moments of silence
memorial services
texts
from Stockholm
Message and data rates may apply
voter fraud in Stockholm
Swedish women’s surfing team
looking for  paella
Paella: rice with chicken, shrimp, and mussels, and chorizo.
Portuguese prophesy

Prophesy: to say that will happen in the future
I

dancing like a sacred monkey

Sacred Monkey: many animals considered sacred in Hinduism. Monkeys are in numerous temples throughout Asia.
Lucid dreaming
why
tripping  dreaming
 through
worlds
planes
fantastic worlds
primates
Swedish surfers

9/11

tonight -15.09.17-later
Nazis in charge
Major Tom
Major Tom  an astronaut in David Bowie’s  Space Oddity  who escapes earth
lost in space
lunatic cyborgs
Cyborg: person whose physical abilities are extended beyond normal human limitations by mechanical elements built into the body. 2) the direction of evolution
 2)
attack
white  horse
flees polar cap
we’re immune
a  kingdom of two
under
twilight
under an amethyst  sky
on
on a blue-green bed
cool autumn  night
falling
looking
into
your  eyes
knowing
how it will
end
we come together
we make love
so close
self fades
nothing
can  keep
us
together
we don’t
have forever
we have tonight
tonight
Tonight: the present or approaching evening or night. 2) a separate reality

is the only place I want to be

Holy Roller-04.09.18
rebel angel
Rolling in sheets
Speaking in tongues:  is a phenomenon in which people appear to speak in languages unknown to them. 2) popular with fundamentalist, and evangelical Christians

Speaking in tongues
rebel angel
rolling in sheer abandon
Abandon: complete lack of inhibition or restraint

Might regret
rebel angel
Won’t forget
rebel angel
Rolling with me
Rolling: eextending in gentle undulations 2) somewhat like less physical orgasms, just extreme bliss and true euphoria.

Holy
Holy
Rebel angel
just rolling

Butterflies effect-.01.09.18

landing

on me

Separate

suicide blondes

loved them then

love them now

time a fiction

LOVE

eternal 

butterflies

waking me 

from

Linear time trance

Linear Time: is seen sequentially, as a series of events beginning, and an end 

from

compliancy on limits of reality

Reality: the world or the state of things as they actually exist. 2) a façade to 

comfort

taking me

nebulae where stars are born

Nebulae: a cloud of gas and dust in outer space, visible in the night sky as an indistinct bright patch 2) the place stars are created 

taking me

to where we were created

taking me

where we end

Butterflies effect

Aware-29.08

she kept saying

she  felt like figment  of others peoples  imagination

Figment :a thing that someone believes to be real but that exists in their mind

she’s up all night

I haven’t seen the

light of day

since I went

underground

beings of the night

she

a prisoner

her beauty

never seeing the sun

I reign

in hell

Hell:  is a place or state of eternal punishment inhabited by those rejected by God2) Fiction  by Milton, and Dante

I believe in hell therefore I am - Arthur Rimbaud

I bring

her down

her eyes are already used to the shadows

I’ll teach her bliss

Psychedelic swan flies past my right wing mirror

enlightment

Enlightment:the action of enlightening or the state of being enlightened 2) the state of aware

thundering in our veins

rushing to the Centre 

soul

higher

it’s

 low

low

betwixt worlds

she is aware now 

Aware:having knowledge or perception of a situation or fact  2)  living at  higher intensity of being

not a figment

aware

temporary lapse in judgment-21.08.18

Lapse: a temporary failure of concentration, memory, or judgment

Judgement: he ability to make considered decisions or come to reasonable conclusions. often lost after a few drinks

more

than

demon

heat

pain /pleasure

passion

more

than 

vampyre

lust

poisons/bullets

immune

SHAMAN

alchemy

ritual

visions

more 

than

white powder and water

spoon  chalice 

candles heats

Eucharist transubstantiates

Chalice: the wine cup used in the Catholic Eucharist.

Eucharist:   the bread and wine when transubstantiated becomes blood and body of Jesus Christ during mass.

more 

than 

temporary lapse in judgement

Heretic-22.08.18

Baby got

new religion

called

smug

alright

hurling stones

flinging words

at

pagans

denying

alchemy

denying

lusty sacrifices

denying

me

blue bunny on a cracker

underground 

pagans

blasphemers

lovers

heretics

me

Salvation imminent-18.08.18
Judgment day
may never come

circus
angry clowns
A
Elon Musk is broken and we have broken him wired.com
old war
A
Cold War
A
Losing war
can’t lose
if you
Don’t
care
if
you
Don’t
feel pain
if
you
Don’t
come down
Can’t jump a boxcar anymore
hobos and carny’s
circus
low
tired
Coulrophobia
Coulrophobia: is a neologism used to describe a fear of clowns and impotent ringmasters
orange ringmaster
calls
toothless lion, insane midgets
Blue Bunny MIA
underground
recognize her stigmata
Salvation imminent-18.08.18
Judgment day
may never come

circus
A
old war
A
Cold War
A
Losing war
can’t lose
if you
Don’t
care
if
you
Don’t
feel pain
if
you
Don’t
come down
Can’t jump a boxcar anymore
hobos and carny’s
circus
low
tired
Coulrophobia
Coulrophobia is a neologism used to describe a fear of clownsorange ringmaster
calls
toothless lion, insane midgets
Blue bunny shoot steroids MIA
underground
recognize
her
recognize
stigmata
await communion
Salvation imminent

Tourist-07.08.18 

just tripping

pink spider

dreams in Cyrillic alphabet

Cyrillic alphabet: the alphabet used for Russian and Slavic languages

pink spider 

venom fills my conscious- 

 sublimare

sublimare, meaning “raised to a higher status. 

 the promise

that

she among women

an answer

not a question

pink spider 

venom 

washing over me 

like China White

tourist

my life

Tourist: a person who is traveling or visiting a place for pleasure.2) someone passing 

through, without attachments

tourist

Venus warming-.07.08.18

Sans Cérès et Bacchus, Vénus a froid

Without Ceres and Bacchus Venus grows

Sin pan y vino v Venus es Frio

without wine and bread Venus grows cold

see 

her dancing on the sand

Venus is  the Roman goddess of beauty and love

come  with me

down

underground

Angel

LOVE HATE on her knuckles

stalks us 

drink my wine 

break bread

take my powders

Angel licks her lips 

anticipation

ménage à trois

ménage à trois: arrangement in which three people have romantic or sexual relations 

Venus

like a 

narcoleptic dancer

amid us 

we feel her heat

30.11.15-seraph-later

some 

say 

she 

was

a warning

Warning :  event that indicates a possible or impending danger

some

say

a 

sign

Sign: an iconic representation (2 vision to convey message or idea 3) miraculous  works

some

say

a 

prophecy

Prophecy: revelations’ from god, or art.

some 

say

from

heaven

some 

say

Berlin

some 

say

hell

I 

Think

unknowable

by science

by man

I was

There

when

She sang

I couldn’t 

Understand

felt it from inside

The skies

Turned to

 Pollock’s 

Convergence

Convergence"created byJackson  Pollock in 1952 a semnal work which alludes to anger and depression  

Picasso

Les demoiselles d'avignon

Les Demoiselles d’Avignon created in 1907 by Pablo Les Demoiselles d’Avignon marks a radical break from traditional  painting. It depicts five naked women with figures inspired by African masks.

I was told

To

Mobilise

Desolation Angels

To initiate

ritual

 burnt spoons

adoration ofChalices

I was told

demons, vampyres

riders 

of

apocalypse

I was told

that

you’re

salvation

I was told

You’re seraph

1. Seraph: an angelic being, s belonging to the highest order of the celestial hierarchy, associated with light, ardor, and purity. 

todos los gatos son grises por la noche-30.07.18

Venus

the shape of something

a feral vibe

stray cat 

seriously dancing 

Feral: especially after escape from captivity or domestication (2 untamed temporary

It’s late

music is high

And so are

we

feral 

cat

no 

permanent feelings 

Temporary 

wild cat

yowling

in heat 

todos los gatos son grises por la noche: A Spanish meet someone, during the day we are all exposed and transparent but at night all cats are grey (2 In the dark all women are the same.

 todos los gatos son grises por la noche

shadows-21.07.18
she emerged  from the shadows
first ritual of seduction
sacramental wine
sacred powders
drumbeat of  passion
she falls across my bed
like a shadow
in my dark kingdom
Così fan tutte
Coai fan tutte :Così fan tutte, ossia La scuola degli amanti (Women are like that, or The school for lovers) is an opera music by Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart and an Italina libretto by Lorenzo Da Ponte.
the sacraments of pleasure
rites of pleasure
Summoning ancients Gods of night
Nox: Greek goddess of the night. A shadow figure

conjuring ancient Gods of lust
Pan was the god of lust, or of sex in it’s grunting, groaning
Eros:  was the Greek god of sexual attraction
Pan: he god of lust, or of sex in its grunting, groaning
Aphrodite: Greek goddess of love, beauty, pleasure,
flying fish fill he air
awaking
light
devouring shadows
turn away
like the shadows
when
I turn back
all the shadows
 Gods
vaporized
in
morning light

Flash’s 20.07.18
Flash’s  of light in night
Light: understanding of a problem or mystery; enlightenment 2) something that makes things visible or affords illumination

the other side
The other side: afterlife, as a supernatural realm inhabited by spirits of deceased
it’s
 so clear
so near
Gunman in parking space shooting not charged because of 'Stand Your Ground' law

ANGEL
spike shoes
never had
 any blues
laying in bed
reciting
Lord Byron
Lord Byron 2 January 1788 – 19 April 1824)  English nobleman, poet, peer, politician

Adoration:  a sign of devotion to and worship

adoration
enlightment
flash’s

know 20-.07.18
know:have developed a relationship with (them; be familiar )
cafe au lait
breast
white lines
sniffing
a feast

Bible translations, such as the King James Bible, translate the Hebrew word יָדַע‎ (yādaʿ) as know even in sexual sense
know
her
cowgirl
know
her
mermaid
beatific
Beatific:The immediate knowledge of God which the angelic spirits and the souls of the just enjoy in Heaven
drinking deeply of champagne
each other
know
her
past life
Marc Anthony and Cleopatra
Antony and Cleopatra is a tragedy by William Shakespeare.
know
her
protocols
of lust
know
her
looks
like
an angel
tastes
like
savage sin
I
know her

Chinese rocks- for Luna & Ian-19.07.18
Chinese Rock Heroin, or especially heroin from China
also called "China  white" 2) a song by Johnny Thunders
Chinese rock
sacred ritual
melding
into
blood
flowing
centre
of
brain
centre
of
soul
giving me
Awareness
freeing  
from
space/time
TV Sie glotzte tele
the other side
The Other Side: The afterlife, a supernatural realm inhabited by spirits of deceased people.
so close
sinking
deep underground
choirs of angels sing
Holy: dedicated or consecrated to God or a religious purpose; sacred

Holy Holy
Holy Holy
Drinking the blood of mother earth
all things
sacred
all things
profane
this side the other side
 meld
underground
buried under
Chinese rock
Skyping: a video call via internet  appmor Chinese rock
skyping the other side

Saint-17.07.18
Legend of Saint
Saint: who lived holy lives performs miracles
Inspired by true events
Triggers every where
Triggers: elect to, set in motion, occasion, and bring about 2) mechanism that releases especially a gun
flashing lights
blonde on blonde
Game over
texting
Algiers
calling
desolation angels
seeking enlightenment
Enlightment the a state of being enlightened
one in the chamber
safeties off
don’t want to KILL YOU
BUT if that’s how GOD planned
YOU
deliverance
Deliverance: he action the action of being rescued or set free
saved from sin, terror, or evil
SAINT